Tuesday, July 29, 2008

one of those many Chinaone songs that's stuck to my head..songs i jump and go crazy with Jamie ;p

Dakota by Sterephonics.. love it! ;p

spent Monday night with JT.. love it love it love it..

love you x

| name fought for sanity @ 12:17 AM|

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

so it's a quiet Sunday night for me.. just chilling in my room.. listening to choons and looking forward to another week ahead.. well, i am really not looking forward to work though blah blah blah!

but anyway.. i had a great Fri and Sat ;p

on Fri, i didn't step into the office. instead, i went to City Hall in the morning for a training. train to handle situation in the case of a pandemic flu.. hmm interesting! ;p

anyway, that ended at bout noon. i then made my way to Raffle to meet JT for lunch and gosh was it raining cats and dogs.. in fact, in might have rained all sort of animals. it was insane.. i was soaked.. only to find out later that i could have been sheltered all the way to JT's building blah! anyway, JT brought to to Chutney's for some indian. yummy but fillingggggggg... ;p
thanks for lunch baby x x

then, headed to Orchard and ran some errands. went to Borders and grabbed some books and magazines. for JT.. hehe he got them already so i can mention it here ;p

then i realise i felt a little giddy. i still had errands to run but i took a cab and went home.. napped for a bit. then had to get up to get ready for gig at Brit Club. i was dreading itttttt..

but anyway, got there early, waited for Mark and then ended the gig by 10pm. phew!

i then headed to JT's where the boys were on the xbox/ps2. the boys might have been a little tipsy then already coz they had some drinks after work.. then they planned to get totally crunked so we went to the pub near by for some more drinks and some game of dice.. which i initially didn't know how to play but i was later too good for the game HAHHAHAHA ;P

stayed till bout a little after midnight then head back to theirs and found my way home at bout 3am..

i had to get up early on Sat morning.. i had to prepare for the picnic!!!! i planned a picnic for JT at the Botanical Gardens.. we both have never been there so i was so excited. i was very worried bout the weather though coz it's been wet.. but but but weather was on my side.. despite the slight, occasional drizzle, it was perfectly sunny almost throughout the picnic.. yayness! ;p

sooo i got up.. prepared the basket.. left the house at 11.30am to grab more stuff then headed to JT's. meant to pick him up and go but instead, i ended up at his coz he didn't think i was gonna pick him up and go ;p so yea...

we made our way there.. it was nice and peaceful.. laid the mat and had the food and chilled.. played uno. hehe... read magazines.. chatted.. it was so nice.. i loved it.. i love you baby ;p
i've never done anything like that for anyone before.. i was glad i pulled through ;p

anyway, we stayed for a few hours.. then head back to his.. rested for a bit.. then had to get ready for the night.. we had some food first.. grabbed some booze then headed to Esplanade to watch a friend perform.. My friend, Iylia, from the band, Stentorian, was performing so we went to watch. Gabe came by a while later.. right after the set, JT and i had to head to Sebatian's farewell.. met more Germansss hehehe it was soo warm.. my baby was melting.. so we had to head back first to change and then my darling and i headed to Chinaoneeeeeeeee!!

i love going there with him and i missed having JT around with me at Chinaone. hehe i always have fun with himmmmm... never could i imagine clubbing with a bf.. but clubbing with just my bf is probably the bestest thing ever...
i was absolutely knackered and got lectured by JT for pushing myself too hard..

so today, i slept in and woke up to head to a wedding with the folks. had some cousin over after for some karaoke hehe.

im now chilling..

yet another amazing weekend.. ;p

i love you Jamie Taylor ;p

the picnic basket ;p

Seb's farwell

Stentorian @ Esplanade!

OK I'M OFF!!

PS: LOVE U JT! X X X X X X

| name fought for sanity @ 9:16 PM|

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

sooooooooo its a rainy Thurs evening and i'm home... it's been a productive Thurs night ;p preparing some stuff for the date im planning for Jamie this Sat. i hope the weather will be on my side thoughhhh!!!

so it's been a great week cozzzz i have my baby back!!!!

on Tuesday, met JT in the city for a movie.. we watched HANCOCK! good choice darlin... Good Job!! ;p
then headed to his place before heading home...

last night, JT came over for dinner with the family. then i gave him the presents i bought him. i gave him 5 so far.. and 5 more for Sat ;p
then we watched Dejavu on dvd... it was nice.. more movie nights coming up right baby!?!? ;p

JT and Tom out for pool and beer now..

i have to be at City Hall tmr morning but i left something at work so i have to make a trip to the office first. doh! then i will run some errands, prolly meet JT for lunch and then gig at British Club.. after which i will meet JT!

On Sat, i will bring JT out on date.. hehe.. thennnnn.. we will rest before heading to Seb's farewell.. we might make a short stop to the music thing going on at Esplanade coz a friend is playing.. and there's a bbq somwhere too...

Sun, i think have a wedding to attend.

im done.. more stuff to do now..

ciao! ;p

| name fought for sanity @ 10:50 PM|

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Monday, July 21, 2008

i don't think i've ever been that excited to be at the airport..

i've been to the airport a gazillion times before but this time, i was expecting someone incredibly special and someone i missed so freakin much and someone who completes me...

when i saw him walk out that gate, i felt my body fill up with life and i feel complete all over again. my baby is back and i'm so amazingly glad i have him back here with me....

Jamie Taylor, i don't know how else i can express how much i love you...

i really really do and i am sure you know this by now.. and i wanna spend the rest of my life showing you how special you are to me... and shower you with nothing but my love..

i'm yours... x x x x x x

my body is crashing still but each time i mind wanders off , i think of JT and everything else doesn't seem to matter anymore.

PS: can't wait for you to surprise me with the new Bahasa Indon words you've learned..

i love you, eejit...

NUMPTY LOVES EEJIT X X X X X X X X <3

| name fought for sanity @ 11:02 PM|

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Saturday, July 19, 2008

here i am in my new roooommmm.. well, its not exactly new new.. i've lived here before.. years ago.. its a totally different environment.... i think i could get used to this..

5 mins from office.. convenient! ;p and loads of food and convenient stores around.. :P

we officially moved in yesterday but i worked so mum and dad did most of the stuff with the movers. i came back home after work to look around then i had to go for gig @ Ballymoons..

it was alright. mark and i were knackered but i guess the patrons at the bar were energetic and fun so it was all good ;p

i had a tough time getting used to going back to the new home...i mean.. at 2.30am?? it was scaryy but i managed...

worked today.. sucked. .. blah.. got home and i thought of napping but i looked at all the boxes and i couldn't stand it. i can't stand mess.... blah.. so i unpackedd and lost track of time. i knew i was meant to skype JT at 4pm so he called (he is amazingly punctual.. all the time!hehe) and i was like "hey ur up?". he's like "i told u i was gonna call at 4pm ur time".. and i'm like "fuck its 4 already?!" blahh

soo anyway, it's the last time i see my baby on skype.. next time i see him, it'll be at the airport tmr.. and i'm fuckin exciteddd.. i love u baby!!!

so then i napped after speaking to him.. got up.. went for dinner with the folks @ Botak Jones. hahaha nice stuff...

so then now im home and another busy day tmr.. gonna go back to the other place to get leftovers.. thennnn i gotta get ready to head to the airporttttttttttttttttttttt

my baby should be at Edinburgh airport by now... ready to fly out to Heathrow and back home to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU JAMIE TAYLOR! ;P

ok.. off to paint my nails and rest.. i deserve this.. i shall not party... although the text i received from some friends were so tempting omg! ;p but no... chill.. and anticipate the sexy boyfriend tmr! ;p

ok cheers!!!!!!!!!!

| name fought for sanity @ 9:40 PM|

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Thursday, July 17, 2008

Last night @ Springhill.. last night in the room of loveeee.. hehehhehe.. i love this place but somehow, i don't feel sad at all. haha coz family and i constantly moving anyway... we've been here for hmmm 2 years? time flies.... we're renting this place and going back to the old place which we rented out before.. change environment.. haha plus get $$$ ;p parents and their investment ;p

anywayyyyyyyyy......... i'm ALMOST done with packing.. just a little things left here and there....
sucks that i can't help move out tmr coz i have to workkk.. but in any case, everything should be under control ;p

so tmr, it's work and straight to gig @ Ballys.. (my throat isn't too well blah). i'll go home to the new place.. at 2am.. blah.. i'm quite afraid hah.. i'll be so lost!

then i have to work the next dayyyyyy blah... meant to go shopping with Estee but i think i should help the folks with the unpacking and stuff.. and getting settled down..

so that's what i will be doing the whole of Sat.. and Sun.. no partying, no nothing ;p

only big thing on Sunday is when i'm getting ready to go to the airportttt to get my boyfriend!!!! oh my gosh i'm excitedddddddddddddddddddddd ;p ;p ;p ;p ;p

ok back to packing and getting ready for bedddddddddd... long day tmr.. in fact, what a weekend it'll be :P

I LOVE YOU JAMIE TAYLOR! ;P

| name fought for sanity @ 9:57 PM|

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it was kinda nice to be back at work today..

but i have a gazillion things in my mind now..

but i shall be focused and take a day at a time....

i will have to do hardcore packing tmr... things will be moved on Fri! and i won't be home at all till after Ballymoons gig at 2am!

so i will spend Sat after work unpacking and most of Sunday as well..

BUT!

I get my baby back on Sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's all that matters!

i love you sweetheart! ;p

| name fought for sanity @ 12:30 AM|

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

it's been a rather productive day for me.... i packed quite a lot... mum just told me i have more clothes to pack.. i totally forgot i had those stuff man.... i feel so horrible... i neglect so many clothes... blah..

i've no appetite today somehow.... and i forgot to pop the pills.. so now i feel my throat itching and hurting yet again and wheezing like a mofo!!

but i kinda miss work.. hahaha.. i am kinda looking forward to go back to the office tmr ;p

so i don't think i blogged about this realllyyyy weird ang moh at Chinaone last Sat..he was beyond drunk.. he was absolutely pish! it was only 11pm and he was on the dance floor distracting the band with his very very disturbing moves.. he got frustrated at some point coz no one was dancing along with him. instead, we gaped with amazement... i stood at one corner trying very hard to listen to the band but at the corner of my eye, i was so wary of this weirdo hahaha.. i think a friend took a photo of him hahaha.. so anyway, intially, some friends noticed his zipper was down.. minutes later, girls giggled coz the guy got a hard on.. ohhh holy shit. it was very very disturbing haha.. to make matters worst, he looked around... aiming for a victim and guess who! ME! fuckin off! despite me trying to remain unnoticeable, he pointed directly at me asking me to come towards him.. i showed much bravery but hell i was scared as fuck! thank gosh for Zephyer who came to my rescue... it was almost funny though coz imagine everyone's eye on this guy then he pointed to me, for a split second, all eyes were on me.. and i was like oh fuck!
but anyway, this guy came to mind coz estee just called and she saw him at Raffles well suited up.. looking extremely respectable hahhaa... so can u imagine how ur colleagues are during the night? don't be deceived... hahahaha.. the tamest of the tamest can turn out to be a pole dancer or a prostitute.. hahaha...

i mean look at me.. im so professional at work HAHAHAHAHHAA... but u know how i am when i'm partying! hahahaha.. well, i really am kidding bout being professional at work.. :P

anyway, thought i'd share that...

soooooooo i'm counting the days till i get my baby back!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

oh one more thing hahhahahaa.. anyone heard of Bebo? well, i guess not.. hahaha coz when Jamie introduced me to his world of Bebo i.e some other friendster/facebook/myspace thing, i was like "what is this shit? it's name itself is weird. i will never sign up for this. is this a Scottish thing?"

so then last night, since i couldn't sleep (i had maybe 2 hrs sleep yikes!), i decided to give it a shot and sign up for Bebo.. only to realise that my email has been used before.. first thing on my mind was "fuck, i've always had bebo??".. which i did.. and guess what?! since March 2005! hahah niceeeeeeeeeeee.. that's even before Jamie signed up for it.. hahaha great!!!!
right back in my face.. and of coz Jamie had a good laugh.. blah!

anyway, ok.. back to either packing or napping coz i need to pop those pills..

Jamie's golfing with mum and uncle.. can't wait to speak to him again!

i love u baby!;p

| name fought for sanity @ 4:02 PM|

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Monday, July 14, 2008

my system is officially down.. body's not functioning very well anymore.. i'm soaked in cold sweat just now.. will pop some pills soon and knock out blah..

besides being sick, everything else is fine.. mum brought me to the docs today and we did some grocery shopping and i got home and napped after some pills.. woke up and skyped with my darling and just chilled the night away..

i do not think i am fit for work tmr.. i will therefore take another day off to rest and will be back on Wed.. i feel irresponsible and i hate missing work.. but i need to listen to my bodyyy.. blah..

my baby' golfing yet again.. well it's better than him getting drunk and drunk dialling me (yes he drunk dialled me!!!).. he couldn't remember most of the night and didn't remember a single thing he spoke to me about!! i'm not impressed but i figured it out anyway ;p his mate kept telling me to ignore him haha..

Jamie darling, golf and salsa when u get back! get that sorted!! i need to play golf to impress ur folks when i visit next year babes! :p

ok im off to rest!!!

have a great week all!!!

cheers!

PS: to E and G, have a great date tmr wheee ha! hahahahahhaha

PSS: Jamie baby. i know i promised i won't give out my number randomly again but i think i must have told u that i gave my number to a girl that night.. and she's hot haha. and her name is Sheiryn.. how cool is that hahahaha.. i just text her and we shall party again sometime.. hahahaha

| name fought for sanity @ 9:19 PM|

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

Good afternooonnn allllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:P

how was the week everyone?!

my week was alright i suppose... time is passing so slowly though... i feel like Jamie left ages agooooo.. and i still have to get through a whole week without him... i miss him so much. although i speak to him a few times a day, text him every other hour and skype him as much as we can, not having him physically with me makes me miss him soooo much and makes me realise how much he means to me.. i love u baby <3

on Thurs, i was meant to meet some friends for drinks coz it was Christina's birthday but i wasn't feeling too well... i was kinda down with the flu. Oli also called to ask me to come down to Zouk that night coz she was performing but i turned her down... felt so bad but i needed to pack and rest..

on Fri, i took half day off and napped when i got home.. then i skyped with my darlingggggg before heading to British Club for a gig with Mark.. it was alrighttttt... Mark then brought me for some prata at some place. not too sure where it was hahaha . it was nice hanging out with him outside work.. :P and he even sent me home.. like a proper date haha but really, it was nice of Mark coz he promised Jamie he'll look out for me.. hehehe

i had to work on Sat blah.. work sucked.. but whatever to that.. waited to my folks to get me so i went to the library.. read magazines hahahhaa i don't read books at all.. i try but i can't haha
then i went home.. packed.. skyped with baby before i headed to Clarke Quay for dinner with Estee at bout half past 8. had Billy Bombers by the river.. under the stars.. so romantic hehe.. she was like "this is like when you're still single" hahahahaa...i may be very attached babes but i'm still yours.. right Jamie? ;p

then we headed to Chinaone coz friend Izaar (yes.. Fatskunks) and his band, Inertia were playing that night... they got the crowd going.. it was freakin awesome!! Good job guys.. even the Tabula guys were there dancing and head banging away.. bumped into a few friends here and there.. singapore is really tiny. u can never get away with not bumping into someone u know. :P
Gabe came by later.. seeing Gabe made me miss Jamie even more.. coz they're friends and i'm like "Gabe, i misss Jamieeeeee" :( Sebastian came as well. so did Mark. :P

then we headed to River Valley, Spize, for some prata and kopiiiiiiiii hehhehe.. nice.. estee and i dropped Gabe off.. then headed home.. got home almost at 6am.. i might have given Jamie a buzz.. hehehehe

i got up 9am somehow.. and text Jamie coz its only 2am there and i was thinking he's partying hard and hope he's having loads of fun.. but i got a call a few mins later and he said he's home with his friends already. omg.. hahaha.... my baby could have been drunk and passed the phone to at least 3 of his friends.. hehe they're cool. can't wait to meet them! they'll be coming over in oct/nov.. after i come back from Germany ;p

my darling should still be sleeping still... i can't wait to speak to him again..

last night, the band played Yellow by Coldplay and i can't help just standing there thinking bout Jamie and how much he means to me.. and how lucky i am to have him and how amazing life will be with him..

I LOVE YOU JAMIE TAYLOR... FOREVER AND EVER, BABE :p

these are some pics... Estee should have more.. haha

this is the poster Mark and i saw outside the Brit club. bad pic coz we had to hurry hahaha.. security was so tight.. we got stared at.. this pic must have been taken ages ago . we looked so young :P

these were from last night!

ok im off..... be good all :P

| name fought for sanity @ 4:09 PM|

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

He is the sunshine of my life.. the apple of my eye....

this is the beginning... i'll love him for a million years ;p

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

| name fought for sanity @ 5:54 PM|

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Wednesday, July 09, 2008

i do not feel very well. i keep sneezing and my throat hurts.. yikes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i managed to organise more stuff today. i love moving coz then im forced to ransack stuff and i actually find things i forgot i had. i have a gazillion things chucked away and ignored.. but i promise to try to utilise them all blah..

i met Khai and Nisha for dinner last night.. was meant to meet Khai since forever but i kept postponing.. not on purpose though.. it was nice to see them again. Khai and Chris got me a gift.. but i think it's more for Jamie's pleasure haha.. but anyway, thanks girls.. i really like it. and im sure Jamie will too.. well, he'd better ;p

work was alright today... but i think it's time to get that resume up and out... ;p

but im not sure if i should just wait till after Germany. i mean who would hire someone who is going away for almost a month.. hmmm

And Gereon recommeded this song... and it's good stuff really ;p.

i'm off to bed.. till then, peace!

| name fought for sanity @ 11:51 PM|

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Monday, July 07, 2008

This song is dedicated to the love of my life...

Jamie Taylor, till that song i wrote for you is done, this songs explains how i feel bout u right now.

I LOVE YOU. XXXXXXXXXXX

| name fought for sanity @ 11:32 PM|

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Sunday, July 06, 2008

i'm very very much in love...

so in love that each time i think of him and how happy he makes me, i tear....

Every place go, i'll think of him
Every song i sing, i'll sing for him

Jamie Taylor, i love you baby.
You're the last thing on my mind before i go to bed and first when i get up..

You've been nothing but the best boyfriend ever..

and when i mean EVER.. i mean EVER...

i'm the happiest girl coz i have the awesome-mest boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!

| name fought for sanity @ 1:27 PM|

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Saturday, July 05, 2008

i'm listening to One Republic and Jasone Mraz and totally psyched for Singfest. JT had the tickets mailed to his office and it arrived... omg.. im so excited really..Alicia Keys toooo.. and he's got more to be excited about.. his F1 tickets arrived as well. haha

well, it's a Saturday night and i'm home... i'm supposed to take this time to pack as the family will be moving... yes, again haha.. back to the old apartment and we're renting this house to a French family. but i've been productive enough to figure out installations and downloads on this comp. Dad gave me this new one coz my old one is so fucked :p
a few invites to Movida, Zouk but i think i will pass coz i need to be productive tmr!! pack and organise.. something i think i suck at so i need to be alert!! ;p

plus, i'm never home so this is the time to get stuff sorted. my boyfriend left for back home i.e Scotland last night... although he text/calls every other hour, knowing he's away makes me miss him soooooooo much.. he's the best thing since forever... love u baby :P

soooooooooooo... let's keep ourselves updated here.. with a few pics here and there i suppose :P

soo from where i left, last Thurs, i spent it with JT and his colleagues. he had a colleague visiting from Edinburgh and his boss, Mark was in town for a bit as well and leaving that weekend. we had drinks and some knick knacks at Kaz Bar which they frequent near their office building. we were meant to adjorn to another bar or something. but we stayed till bout almost midnight before heading to Boat Quay's Bedroom. hahah sleazy and empty. considering it was a thurs and all. we invaded the place with karaoke session and pool hahha.. they're so much fun... crazy ang mohs hehe :P JT and i left at bout 1? went over to his for a bit before getting home at 2 plus? i was absolutely knackered!

on Fri, i suppose i took a half day off to get some sleep hehe.. JT and his colleagues barely survived .. i had a gig that night as well.. met Mark for jamming session while JT went home for a quiet night. hehehe

On Sat, work sucked big time. we had extended banking hours as well. till 4pm.. crowded as fuck!!! JT came and got me after work.. we headed to mine and we napped for a bit.. before getting an invite for dinner at Chomp Chomp with Gabe and Tom. got ready and headed directly. Never been there before. nice foodddd... Estee joined us a little later.. then.. JT and i head back to his to get ready to partyyyyyyyyyyyy.. Estee went home to get changed as well. Tom and Gabe went for some pool but meant to meet us later as well.. we congregated at Chinaone of coz. Sebastian as well was there.. Mark was already there.. first time Mark Spencer and i partying together.. Bjoern was there as well with his sister and her bf who were visiting..

thennnn... Madse made us go to MOS.. no one was that keen but i promised Madse and he was gonna head back to Germany for 3 weeks so i went.. Yvan came later.. it was all my fave people together :P was mostly at 54 and then to smoove for a bit.. where some unneccessary drama happened.. but dont wanna talk bout it :( but JT was a sweet heart to have made me feel better.. best boyfriend ever :P

we headed for some food at Macs and got home at 5am. went to JT's for a bit before heading home at 6 or something.

i got up at 10am coz i promised JT i won't let him waste his Sunday.. so i got up, got ready and headed to his by 11am with breakfast to get him out of bed and to Sentosa!!!!!!!!!! for some much needed sun!! JT was whining but he thanked me later hehe
we got partially burned though hehee. headed back to JT's after and my body crashed.. with 3 hours sleep the night before, i passed out. JT spoke to his folks and i was sleeping hehe
skyped one more of JT's friend, Haribo. i cannot wait to visit all of them next yearrrrrrrrrr!! here i come Scotland!!!

thenn.. Monday came again... too soon too soon.. after work, we had a branch dinner.. at Sheraton Towers Hotel.. realised it was walking distance to JT's so i went over hehe

i do not recall what i did on Tuesday.. i know i met JT. just text him to enlighten me as to what we did that day.. let's wait. haha

on Wed, i met JT to grab some pressies for his folks and friend's birthday and went back to his to help him with his packing and also cleaned up the apartment. hehe

on Thurs, met JT for dinner at Hard Rock. then went back to his to ensure packing all done. meant to meet colleagues for drinks but they didn't stay too long so i didn't go.

on Fri, i took half a day off and caught up on sleep.. then headed to JT's before he made his way to the airport.. i then headed to Ballymoons for gig.. man, i miss him alreadyyyyyyyyy..

today, went to work. my folks picked me up, went to new apartment to check out new reno.. i've not seen it! hehehe then home and slepttttttttt heheeh

JT called when he got to Heathrow, Edinburgh and when he was in his room back home.. so cute.. can't wait to visit.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JAMIE TAYLOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok while waiting for his reply, i shall upload some pics...

OHHHHHH I REMEMBER!! we went to Le'mon's place for dinner. it was the reunion with Shweta who is now a superstar in India.. hehe Andrew was there too and Syaheed.. they met my better half.. whom Le'mon thought looked like her bro in law haha.. weird.
(JT replied and he added the fact that Le'mon's dog humped on him. hahaha) he's shopping with his folks.. how cute is that :P

Birthday group pic

JT (with his eyes shut) and his boss, Mark @ Brewerks for food, f1 and drinks.. to chinaone after.. this was last weekend. i should have blogged bout this :)