i'm so emo, it's ridiculous....i'm so emo, it's ridiculous....
i'm so emo, it's ridiculous....i'm so emo, it's ridiculous....i'm so emo, it's ridiculous....
why do i start overanalysing people the moment i start liking them...
i'm so emo, it's ridiculous....
i'm so emo, it's ridiculous....i'm so emo, it's ridiculous....
i'm so emo, it's ridiculous....i'm so emo, it's ridiculous....i'm so emo, it's ridiculous....
| name fought for sanity @ 6:51 PM|
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
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Have u ever felt like you think you've met that person(s) you truly have sincere feelings for but given the circumstances you're in, you're "forced" to think otherwise?
that's how i feel right now...
i'm confused as hell...
Accidentally came across this vid.. goosebumps and tears... sweet.. :)
This I Promise You
My love, here I stand before you I am yours now from this moment on Take my hand, only you can stop me shaking We'll share forever, this I promise you
And when I look in your eyes All of my life is before me And I'm not running anymore 'Cause I already know I'm home With every beat of my heart I'll give you my love completely My darling, this I promise you
My love, I can feel your heartbeat As we dance now closer than before Don't let go, 'cause I could almost cry now This is forever, I make this vow to you
| name fought for sanity @ 11:19 PM|
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Monday, March 24, 2008
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You are perfect.......It's amazing.... You're amazing...:)
| name fought for sanity @ 11:39 PM|
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people like Estee and Mark always makes me feel like i meet too many guys...
apparently they can't keep track..
but that's not true.. for as long as my mum is able to keep track, i'm fine... ;)
my mum has amazing memory...
she remembers more detailed info than i do.......
| name fought for sanity @ 12:15 AM|
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Sunday, March 23, 2008
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watching Music and Lyrics now...
it's already Sunday evening.... arghhhh
had a great Saturday night with the girls and a 2 guys hahaha..
So happy to see Estee again.. after so long arghhh
it was Chinaone (yes!) with my cousin, Alex with her friend Kate. both visiting from Dubai.
also Estee, Lina, Qinyu and Yvan. also a friend of Lina's, Shafiq..
had a greattttttt time...
well.. back to work tmr....crazy week ahead..
too lazy to blog now....
highlight of the weekend: Sat and Sun afternoon spent chatting for hours with Mr Aalbers.. i miss u Kiwi boy... see u down under in a few months? and stop googling my name ;)
| name fought for sanity @ 9:28 PM|
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Friday, March 21, 2008
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i used to listen to Starlight at least once a day...
i didn't for the past few days... although i did sing it at my gigs...
but just 3 mins ago, i watched one of Muse's live performance of Starlight... and...
i cried.... again....
wow.... how powerful is this song....
ps: i miss you... where are you???
| name fought for sanity @ 10:19 PM|
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008
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I MISS YOU ESTEE SEETOH!! SEE U ON SATURDAY!
BTW she has a blog now.. hehe check it out! www.esteeseetoh.blogspot.com! way to go baby!
so it was St Pats yesterday!!! had a gig at Scruffy Murphys @ East Coast Park... crowded.. for a Monday night, it was surprisingly crowded. then again, it is St Pats.. every reason to drink and get drunk ;) so it went on pretty well... not fantastic fantastic but good. i had good fun with Mark and Izaar.. although im so angry with Mark ;) heh
so today, i stayed home... i took an off day.. only coz i wanted to.. but but but.. my stomach had to go crazy on meeeeeeee.... since last night.. sucks ass.. supposed to meet Estee.. fuck!
so yes stayed home most of the day...
Melli baby called... spoke for like 45mins..she has to come back... :(
ok i sleep now.. i work tmr.. then i have a focus group thing going on.. trying to incorporate music into banking.. i wonder what that is.. hmmm i hope to see Julia tmr............... before they all leave me for the weekend!!!!!!!!!!! sucks that i work on Sat! fuck! Mariano leaves for Batam Madse leaves for BKK..
everyone leavinggggggggggggggg
on Thurs, i will have a gig @ Ballys!!!!!!! supposed to have a sleepover at Julia's but no point coz i finish gig @ 2am... and by the time i get there, they all will be sleeping already coz their bus leaves at 6am... and then i sleep in and how weird is it to wake up alone at Julia's.... but would be nice hahhaa
Fri will be spent with the familia..
Sat i meet Estee after work.. and supposed to meet Daniel S as well. but we'll see.. Nurul and Mischa having some picnic thing going on at East Coast.. too many things going on... but we'll see how it goes...
PS: i like this one guy.... but but but but but... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
PSS: was just looking at my cam... so many pics not uploaded.. wtf have i been doing?? my god.. i need to stop being too busy hahaha
| name fought for sanity @ 11:38 PM|
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
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OK just a real quick update coz i'm just wayy too tired for this hahhaa
it's been 2 weeks since i last blogged man. amazing...
i remember last week, i didn't do anything extra except going to work and getting extremely tired after work and sleeping early hahhaa
on sat, after work, headed home and got changed... then headed to Zouk with Julia for the Cleo Bachelors Carnival thing hahaa... Eddy Herbert is so hot.. ridiculously cute hahaha.. got to tease Joakim here and there coz he had like these girls constantly asking for photos and autographs hehe
then Julia and i went for a movieeee thennnn headed to Chinaone while waiting for everyone else.. Jonas, Enrico, Mariano, Karin, Bjoern, Christina, Daniel. B were there.. Anita and Susann as well.. hehehe.. and some others i couldn't recall.. oh Wan as well hehe
we wanted to head to MOS but ended up at Chinaone all night long.. until 3am.. got a call from Madse saying he's heading to MOS with his mates and that i should come haha. didn't want to but he managed to convince me hahhaa.. so i did till 5am.. amazingly tired...
next day, plan was to go to Sentosa... Julia, myself, Mariano and Karin.. the moment we got there, it rained hahaha. nice! chilled at KM8 while waiting for the rain to stop.. then played a little volleball before heading home. on the way home, got a text from the boss saying i needed to go back to the office coz the cash deposit machine is jammed and needs attention.. haha so i went back to the office for a bit. then bought food and headed home....
work on monday and tuesday was fine.. on wed, had some training going on after work at City Hall.. then met Julia for subway.. then Insomnia. hehe for a while.. and i really mean for a while.. for once, we left before midnight.. amazing hahaha
thursday was a torture for me.. i was dazing.. the rest planned to New Asia Bar and i planned going to bed.. hehe which i did.. hehe
fri, after work, headed to Julia's place.. Melli and Connie is back for a few hrs!! yay!!!!! so excited to see herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... Julia and her Dad (who is the German Ambassador btw. haha) picked me up from the main road coz their house is so way in.. it was an experience.. greeted by the maids at the door and all. haha ok.. it was soo nice to see Melliiiiii... we headed for some damn good Indian food... Vicky joined later.. then we headed to Ballymoons for my gig.. right after my first set, Melli had to leave for the airport already :(
i miss her already.. shes home safe now and i will see her soon hehehehe
i made a new friend on Fri.. Yvan from Switzerland who is still suffering from jetlag.. he landed on tues and stil stoned.. poor boy hahaa..well, we got each others numbers and will hang out soon..
which we did, the next day. heh.. i had a gig at Brit Club then i met up with Yvan and brought him around Clarke Quay.. nice to bump into some friends esp Primero whom i've not seen in so longggggggggggggggg
then at bout 1am, Yvan and i headed to MOS to meet the rest.. Julia, Bjoern, Enrico and Christina.... danced and boogied all nightttttttttttt
Daniel S supposed to come but got stuck at a party..
we had Macs at 4am and then headed home...
today, supposed to go to Sentosa but hung out with parents instead.. went golf acessories shopping again haha at vivo... the rest went to Sentosa but it rained half the time.. damn the weather..
ok back to work tmrrrrr... but only half day.. i head to Mark's house at 2pm to jam and then head to East Coast for out St Pat's gig @ Scruffy Murphys!
come join us!!!!
i rest now... nightssssssssssssssssssss
ps:
3 songs i listen to back to back!
Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon 5
I Don't Love you by My Chemical Romance (think Gereon.hehe)
Stop and Stare by One Republic (i realise the lead singer looks like Madse.. hmm) this mtv is made my a group of students for the school project.. how cute. ahah
| name fought for sanity @ 7:50 PM|
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Monday, March 03, 2008
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work is tiring... maybe coz i'm not over the weekend yet....
i sleep soon...
gotta share a damn lame but hilarious joke Khai shared with me today....
Brian was dating Lorraine and they were very close. While they were dating he met another woman named Clearly and wanted to start dating her but felt that he should be faithful to Lorraine. So he continued to date Lorraine. One day Brian took Lorraine on a walk in the woods by the river. As they were walking near the river Lorraine fell in and was washed away.
Brian softly sang, "I can see Clearly now, Lorraine is gone..."
WAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA
PS: i just received my phone bill and i realised i called Aalbs on 9th Feb at midnight.. how did that happen? it was for 5 whole minutes... huh?! i really didn't recalll. wtf?!?!
| name fought for sanity @ 10:14 PM|
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Sunday, March 02, 2008
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what a weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday was so awesome coz it was the first time i actually went home to change first before going for my gig.. coz office is so near home now.. it's amazing!!! it felt great coz i get to shower hahaha and actually have fresh make up and clothes on..
plus, i had so many friends to come watch me that night.. it was so much fun! Thanks all for coming and making my night so fun hahaa..
Darren was there as well ;) Darren's that sexy British MAN! damn those eyes and accent hahaha heh.. he went back to the UK but travelling now.. got an sms from him last week from down under where he was at saying he'll be in Singapore for a week and wanted to see me sing.. so sweet. and he was there... and we'll keep in touch.. maybe he'll bring my wedding ring the next time he comes hahhaa..
after that, i wanted to go home haha.. but but but Melli is using the "it's my last day here" thing on me.. haha so we ended up at Boat Quay.. left at bout 4.30am... coz i had to work the next day omg! Abang will kill me for writing this.. but i had to drive myself home with his car.. he couldn't drive.. for obvious reasons hehe... and then he had to suffer in his car at my basement.. so sorry.. :( heheh. shall not elaborate.. he will kill me!!love u ahaha
but in any case...i had to get up at 7am for work.. i got home at 5.30am.. only to fall asleep at 6am.. imagine.. 1 hr..
work on Saturday is madness! omg nuff said!!
after work, i was supposed to meet Estee and all but but but i couldn't..i needed sleeeeppp mannnnnnnnn!!!!
left work at bout 1.30pm... wanted to buy something.. so walked around till like 2.30pm...
got home at 3.30pm... slept till 5.00pm.. fuck 1.5 hrs only! coz i had to get up to get ready for British Club gig! omg!
my voice was disgustingly hoarse from the night before.. shit!
then after gig... headed to Chinaone... Mel's last night out :(
Mel left so early... at 1am .. coz she has a flight at 6am..
i got home at 6am. shit ass hahaha
spent the day.. resting.. missed Nazirah's wedding! arghhhhhhhhhhhhh
i sleep again now...
PS: Toby left on Fri evening.. :( coincidentally, he was on his way to BKK and Anita as well and they ended up on the same flight! freaky hehe
Melli left too... but she'll be back on 14 th March for a few hours....
