Thursday, October 02, 2008

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it's been a week since Papa left us.. as much as i am still in denial, i have come to terms with it but i know he will always be with us in spirit...

i love you Papa and will miss you always...

i hope everyone is good out there. my family and i really appreciate all the support we've received from everyone. thank you to everyone who attended the funeral. it was overwhelming and just comes to show how much everyone loved my Dad. Thank you to everyone who visited my family and i. just to reassure everyone that we are well and my Dad left us with everything we need in life.

next obstacle is to try to get our life back on track. it will be hard but knowing my Dad, i am sure he wants us to enjoy what he has left us in this world.

Thank you very much, Papa...

so, Hari Raya was very different this year without my Dad. nevertheless, my family and i wore the costumes we intended to. it was indeed very nice to have Jamie in his baju kurung and being there with the family.

as most of you would know, i was meant to leave for Europe tonight but of coz i cancelled it. i cannot leave my mum alone just yet. i am not ready. so my next big trip will be Scotland ;p with my boyfriend... looking forward to it already :) he promised it will be amazing...

i will be on leave for the next 3 weeks so i will take the opportunity to sort stuff out.. sort my future out.. :)

i suppose this Saturday i will be going out... gradually getting life back to normal...

i am so proud of my mum and brother for being so strong.. very very strong indeed..

will blog soon again..

once again, thank you all..

Warm Regards,
Shirin Hushairi


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