was having dinner that one night and these songs were played....
Nostalgic.. reminded me of those crazy boyband moments.. hehehehe
Code Red's "This is Our Song"
911's "The Day We Find Love"
then there's this band whom no one seemed to have heard of but i was a fan. i went to their mini concert hahahaha
http://www.myspace.com/takefivemusic
but of coz... the ultimate BACKSTREET BOYS!! this is the song that made me cry at their concert.. :(
BOY BAND RULES!!!!
| name fought for sanity @ 5:23 PM|
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Saturday, December 29, 2007
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as depressing as this sounds, i'm home on a beautiful Saturday afternoon feeling extremely uselesssssss...........
my voice is disgusting.. my throat hurts.. my cough is gross.. my nose is running.. i feel sick sick sick... maybe coz i don't fall sick often so when i do, i'm just like a stupid baby..
andddddddd mummy's not aroundddddddddd..... boohoooo.. i need a robot frienddddddd...
but yes.. besides this disgusting cold i'm having, everything else has been fantastic :)
work was torturous coz it was crazy busy and we were shorthanded but i survived.. after work, took my favourite bus 36 to far east to meet Khai for dinner..she was latee so i decided to go shopping and i actually managed to grab 2 dresses and some necklaces.. which i know i have a million of but i still keep buying. im hopelessss... we had Ramen again hehe.. again for me coz i had that on Sat with Estee already but i decided agst anything spicy.. my taste buds' gone anyway...
we shopped a little bit after.. then i had to make my way to Ballys. it's been a few weeks since i sang there. hehe.. so it was nice to be back..
and of coz it was also nice to have DANIEL hehe there.. i had a really bad throat so it was a lil bit of a torture for me to sing.. but i tried my very best.. Melli came too yay.. loves hehe. it was also nice to meet some of Melli's friend and Daniel's "bangla" friend, Nesh hehe..sweet.
after the gig, Mark and i went for supper.. right in front of my house hehe.. so convenient.. so then he sent me home.. yay.. hehe i love my abang! :)
today i got so late.. 2pm hehehehe.. and no regrets coz i needed that rest man.. and now i just had my medication again.. and now i feel drowsy again..
my bro has agreed to run all my errands so i shall be good and stay home today and rest..
i hope to watch a movie tmr if i feel better. ok Dan? ;)
okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
i shall go nowwwww..
i'm so excited bout Monday so i should rest now..
i've made reservations for dinner at Vino Vino and then we're conquering Clarke Quay.. i'm so tempted to buy everyone stupid hats.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm maybe i will.. hehehehehe
| name fought for sanity @ 4:55 PM|
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
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i'm home now... feeling sick.. coughing and sneezing.. boohooo.. but im not on MC. coincidentally, i took off and didn't really plan to do anything but stay home. :)
i have officially finished giving out every Xmas present i've bought/ made for everyone. i'm incredibly happy and this year is probably the best Xmas yet coz i think i managed to please everyone with my gifts.. esp the tart I BAKED. yes.. i baked approximately 50 tarts to give away to colleagues and friends.. :)
and of coz the rest of the gifts i bought for my friends and they're all so happy with them.. im thrilled.. hehe Estee almost cried when she got hers and when she told me it's the best gift she received, i'm just crazy happy. hehe
so i hope everyone had a great Xmas coz i obviously did.. and i'm totally looking forward to the New Years party.. plans are not solidified as yet but i think i roughly know what's happening. with good music and with friends i love around me, everything's gonna be ok! :)
so yesterday, work was pretty slow and i was still in festive mood so i slacked most of the day.. which was of coz awesome. but i was already feeling a lil sick.. during lunch, i had to run around a bit getting gifts haha.. i had to get wine for Nigel. and thankfully, there was this wine place "Bottles and Bottles" and i've always been the 'drink whatever ur given" and never bothered to find out what im drinking haha so i had a problem. called Daniel and he was of no help! haha thanks man! :) but of coz the guy at the wine shop was of help.. he showed me maybe 4-5 bottles and i was like "all good right?ok.. since all good, i take the one with the nicest looking bottle".. it was cool.. but i can't remember what it was haha.. but Nigel told me "good choice. im surprised u know ur wine".. hmmmmmmmm right! :)
so yea.. i met Estee at City Hall after work and headed to Nigel's. asked Daniel along also but that lil baby tired,sleepy la.. rightttttt :)
It was nice to be there coz it's like an insight to Nigel's home life hahaha.. met his parents and his daughter who is on scholarship in the US. smart , attractive girl :) and of coz since Nigel manages us musicians, there were of coz the musicians haha. Nana, Man, Marcella.. oh and this new musician i met, Andy....this Columbian musician who plays at Cuba Libre. hehe me and Estee didn't really know where we're going but she really wants to head out coz it's not often she gets to club with me due to her stupid london hours haha. so we went with Andy to Cuba.. he was so late hahaha. so funny.. coincidenally, Leo Mendoza plays there too. he's a guy i knew through Shah. so it was cool. Melanie came by later. Reshad and his friends were at Cuba as well. cool haha. and i met this guy Soo Han.. another one of the ex bf's friends...... hmm..
so yea... it was good. sat there, danced a little.. hahah O YE COMO VA! :) Then, headed to Pump room. Nana was there and Nigel opened bottles but i didn't drink haha.. yea.. im sick sick sick!
so yea.. got home at maybe 3am. Estee was high as hell although she said she wasn't. she text me this morning and didn't know how she got home.. of coz i knew coz i sent here home :)
she's on MC.. she says she's sick/hangover but i know it's coz of Kyle XY. hahhaa. the things we girls do for guys..
i'm supposed to go to a gathering today at Barcelona Wine Bar and my phone's been ringing coz people asking if im going.. i really do wanna go but i know my limits and me feeling sick like this means no more late nights.... and gatherings which will consist of a lot of talking and blah.. i really wanna go but im losing my voice... i have to sing tmr night so i can't afford this.. shit :(
i guess i'm gonna lay down and rest now...
ps: this is how toby describes me---
FireToby says: SHIRIN!!! FireToby says: YOU BLOODY FUCKIN LOVELY CRAZY ADORABLE GERMAN LADY!!!!
niceee one :)
| name fought for sanity @ 2:59 PM|
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
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i really should be sleeping coz i've been whining bout how tired i am... but i think i can afford to blog a lil bit...
it's the time of the year again.. the time for remembering, sharing, treasuring and loving...Christmas.. as usual, i spent my Xmas eve with my two best guy friends! Mr Anand and Vicky! at the same place too.. hehe and it turned out to be one of the craziest night like ever. i don't know what got into me but omg....... i was on par with these dudes.. imagine the intake and the retarded things i did!!!! but it was a night i was looking forward to and i'm glad i had one of the best nights :) besides of coz the "stalking" part later.. (daniel, i know ur reading this, i don't think i'll ever get over it ahhaa). and all those stupid random smses.. hiak! but the network was so jammed.. a lot of miscommunications.. bumped into the brother and his friends and while Anand and Vicky had Macs, i left with my brother. time check: 5.30am.. yikes!
so the next morning, mum got me up at 11am.. omggggg.. for Xmas lunch at the Rodrigues, my neighbour.. who moved but i still consider them my neighbour. sad that Geve and Malvin were out of town. i didn't see them last Xmas as well.. so yea. food was awesome although i felt too sick to eat so much...
got home at bout 4pm and got ready for dinner with the mates :) it was Melli, Toby, Daniel and Ernie.. :) we met at China town train station and made our way to Club Street for dinner at Indochine.. and later drinks at Screening Room rooftop bar.. very beautiful.. it was a nice evening.. perfect and i got cute presents yay! :)
i would mention "Daniel" again but according to him, i mention his name too much on my blog .. yikes! hahaha..
so i promised that i will start uploading photos but i'm gonna be random.. these are some from the past week or so :)
with that, Merry Christmas all.. and more parties for the next week or so.. starting tmr.. i can't wait for new years eve although no concrete plans as yet :)
tmr, i will head to Nigel's with Mark for his Xmas thing.. then meet Estee and maybe Melanie and maybe some others for i don't know what. haha on Thurs, apparently there's a DB reunion at Barcelona Wine Bar.. i think i will take off on Fri.. hehe.. i sing at Ballys on Fri and i already have confirmed guests :) work on Sat and probable jam session with the Germs :) and of coz New Years Eve on Monday.. im so excited!
ok cheers!
Xmas Party with Selegie Love @ Bistro Gaga up Mt Sophia
Hari Raya Haji
Gereon on transit.. look at that longer hair haha
Gereon writing a note for Anita. haha.. left hander..
Cousins and i at Al Majlis, Arab Street
the Angelic Birthday girl
the she-devil
Xmas Eve at China one with the dudes(only managed to take these photos.. yes.. i was that done!)
Xmas dinner with my sexy friends haha from left, Daniel, Toby, Melanie and Ernie :)
Gereon sent me a pic of his family's Xmas tree last night with a msg through MMS. so sweet of him..
OK I'M DONE! NIGHTS!
| name fought for sanity @ 11:38 PM|
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Sunday, December 23, 2007
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if there's a song which can make u wish u had someone u can say "i love you" to and kiss them just because you can, this is it.... it gives me goose bumps and makes me wish wish wish wish................ i love this song coz it's beautiful but i hate it coz it makes me feel weird..
You're a falling star, you're the get away car. You're the line in the sand when I go too far. You're the swimming pool, on an August day. And You're the perfect thing to see.
And you play your card, but it's kinda cute. Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do. Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true. Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:] And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times It's you, it's you, you make me sing. You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well, And you light me up, when you ring my bell. You're a mystery, you're from outer space, You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man, And I get to kiss you baby just because I can. Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through, And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:] And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times It's you, it's you, you make me sing You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:] And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times It's you, it's you, you make me sing. You're every line, you're every word, you're everything. You're every song, and I sing along. Cause you're my everything. yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
soooooooooooooooooo yeaaaaaaaa..... what oh what have i been up to...
before i start, HALLO DANIEL!GUTEN ABEND! ICH SEHE DICH MORGEN.BIS DANN! :)
OK here we go... on fri, it was one mad rush..work was exceptionally insane.. i don't know what happened but it was madness.. on the verge of crying coz im new and there's so much to learn but everything is hands on. but im glad i have great colleagues who are always willing to help me.. :)
right after work, i headed to the airport. coincidentally, i bumped into this junior from high school. i bumped into him the week before at MOS and we were talking bout how he was the junior who always tried too hard to hang out with the seniors hahhaa.. man.. his cousin was visiting from Stockholm for Xmas.
so anyway... Gereon's on transit for a couple of hours so i went to see him. i'm of coz very happy to see him.. his hang got longer and he was unshaved haha.. so cute. we headed back to his old condo. but not to his apartment since he gave that up but he still had stuff at Anita's. got there, watched videos, looked at his pics, listened to his stories..Anita was not in town but Gereon has a duplicated key. he packed and then we're off to the airport again. another goodbye.... i hate it. i realllyyyy hate itttttttttttttttttttt!!! we had coffee and then it was that damn departure gate all over again... it's been great knowing him.. despite the complications, i'm glad i met him and what's on my mind is that we had a great time while he was here and that i'll see him in Germany soon :)
so right after that, it was another mad rush to Arab Street for my cousin's surprise birthday dinner.. it was my first time trying sheesha haha.. some of my other cousins were there too and my brother too. it was like a themed party.. guests have to be in black and red and devil horns and only she was an angel heh.. i was too excited to eat but i tried a bit and the food's pretty good actually.. so yea, then my next plan was to meet Daniel. like i had to ahaha.. he was around the corner and he later came to join me at my cousin's birthday.. that's so nice of u dan! :) so glad to finally see u after like all that haha
sooo yeaa.. i was dead beat but cousin wants to club and being her birthday, i felt obligated. my bro came along as well surprisingly haha.. Daniel came as well. it was nice.. but Daniel and i had the best time at 54 with all those lady boys haha.. it was so entertainingggg.. hahahah it would be even more exciting if he was harrassed by them haha kidding :)
bumped into quite a number of people... suat, the kebab man haha.. so funny and coincidentally he's alwi's friend. bumped into ariel as well and sam! haha
sooo yea.. it was all in all good .. only sucky thing was that i had to work the next morning.. left at bout 3.30am i think.. left with bro and Dan. got home and passeddd outtt
the next morning was omgggggggggg.. i felt sickkk and i know it's gonna be another long dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. work was blah.. caterer for xmas party came early and annoyed the shit out of me. right after work, we had a xmas party.. it was fun... had to dance on table all. kena sing all but i love them.. they're good.. good :) and i got great presents!! thank u all sooooooooo much! :)
right after that, headed to the city to meet Estee for shoppinggggggg... my legs almost killed me again! meine fusse bringen mich um! :)
at 8pm, retired for dinner at Ramen Ten and had the spiciest noodle ever! omg hahahahhaa poor Estee gave up half way haha
then it was shopping again and then to Thumper.. first time there.. weird registration thumb print system.. but nice place.. Nana was singing with Raw Energy so i wanted to watch.. extremely good service haha flirty good service haha
it was Retro night.. retro live band music.. what more can i ask for?!?! i might sing two Saturdays next month.. haha freaky!
so yea.. left at bout 1.30am maybe coz after only 1 hr sleep the night before, my body almost giving way.. but cousin called saying she's near my place so met them for supper yikes!!!!!
got home and bum! done! this morning, if it wasn't for mum who called (mum and dad was out of town for golf), i would still be sleeping.. hehehe.. i don't know what's with this golf thing. they try to get me into it but i don't think i'd like it haha.. so yea.. got up, had lunch, watched half a movie with dad then had to get ready to meet Daniel for coffee.. had an awesome time Dan! :) but it started raining too heavily and i had to skip Daffy's album launch thing. i didn't have an umbrella also. so left and Dan went for dinner with ex-colleagues at the famous crab place at Toa Payoh. Estee wanted to bring me there but till now, never go! oi! haha
so yea.. i managed to get half day off tmr hahha like i just text the other managers and see if anyone is on leave but no one is, so i took it hiak! tmr i have a few errands to run after half day work, then i head home.. rest and partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. meeting anand and vicky.. as usual for Xmas hehehe.. the Germs might come after church. so i guess another one of those nights! with all those i love! :)
Merry Christmas all.. it's all about the love....
i love you .. and you.. and you..
and all i want for Xmas is ... you...
and you...
and you...
:)
| name fought for sanity @ 9:57 PM|
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Thursday, December 20, 2007
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i've been so lazy to upload pics that i've taken lesser pics. but one of my new year's resolution is to make sure i upload pics more often.. hahaha
so let's start from Xmas onwards.. i will upload pics :)
On Monday, went over to Itay's for Christmukkah! :) we had donuts and talked talked talked :) a quiet but nice evening. before that, made my way to Sunset Way to meet Toby and Melli for dinner and then off to Toby's apartment. at Pine Grove.. which is freakily were Reshad stays too.. like on Fri, we were all partying together and on Sunday, Toby and Reshad bumped into each other at the gym.. call that coincidence haha. freaky!
so yea.. left at bout 11pm.. headed home but couldn't sleep.. didn't need to either coz i took off the next day.. so the next day, i spent the day with mummy.. shopping and doing all things Xmas. hiakkkk loveeeeeee!
yesterday, work was sooo dragggyyy...then headed to Selegieee and met my favourite kebab boyssss. hahaha.. we headed to Bistro Gaga up Mt Sophia.. such a nice place.. great company.. great Xmas love.. my Selegie Love... then i headed to Insomnia and met all of them... almost all Germans i know.. except for one dude.. whom i had a misunderstanding with later but we solved it.. and we're meeting tmr :)
tmr.... a very exciting day for me.... after work, i'm off to the airport to meet Mr Brightside, my starlight.. :)
then off to some surprise party.. and then meet that way-too-singapore german dude haha
ok im off.. i have to finish up some Xmas gifts now..
ciao...
life is so good.. but im still searching for that one person i can love more than life..
this song.... is amazing.. this Korean dude is a great songwriter/singer/musician.. respect!
| name fought for sanity @ 9:39 PM|
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Sunday, December 16, 2007
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my favourite Xmas song is Oh Holy Night...
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT............... Jason Mraz probably has the bestest cover for Winter Wonderland.. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ittttttttttttttttttttttttttt
| name fought for sanity @ 1:45 AM|
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i've been procrastinating omgggggg... my pics are long overdued and i've been too fuckin lazy to resize and upload..omggggggggggggg
but here i am trying to update my blog with a whole load of words... i still haven upload pics balls!!!! omggggggggggggggggggggggg
but anyway, monday and tuesday, i was away in Malaysia with the parents. it was fun coz all we did was eat, shop and watch dvd after dvd.. loveddddd it.. love them! :) love my parents!!!!!
then on wed, went to vino vino (yes, again!) with Toby, Melly, Ernie and Toby's new flatmates. :) but i was disciplined enough to go home early.. left at 10pm but couldn't get a cab till 11pm. fuck! but it was a nice chilling session.. i'm starting to miss the crazy Insomnia atmosphere..so, i'm going next week haha
but yea.. hmmmmmmmm.. thurs, i went shopping for some xmas pressies with BK. got me some new shoes as well hehehe..
on fri, it was work, window shop, pub and club.. wheeeeee.. was walking towards boat quay to meet Anand at Harry's Bar as well as wait for Estee to finish work. coincidentally, nana and the vibes playing at Penny Black.. woohoooo i hung out with them while waiting.. until some drunk dude decided to collase behind me. i totally freaked out. i thought that guy died.. omgggggggg nana called ambulance all. so drama.. just when the ambulance arrive, guy got up and wanted to walk away.. what a joke haha.. but i freaked laa
then had dinner at Macs.. jammed with nana and the band.. then headed to MOS. met Mel, Rosiw, Alexia and Kathy.. yes.. all Germans.. hehe then met up with Reshad and his friends.. Reshad'sa guy i got to know through the ex bf.. cool guy. studying in the States. here to visit.. had a crazy time. Toby fell asleep but he came later heheh. we stayed till 5am.. woooohoo.. great time..
today, i stayed home.. no work. took off.. hehee then baked.. hehehe
tmr, i have a lot to do.. all Xmas related haha
another very crazy week ahead..
so i shall retire.. and leave the pic uploading to tmr.. promise? eheheee
| name fought for sanity @ 12:43 AM|
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Sunday, December 09, 2007
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soooooooooooo its 11pm on a Sunday and i'm refreshed after a really good bath..
but i've had a pretty crazyyy week.. i always do but i shall not complain coz it was all fun fun fun!
let's see...
on Wed, i took half day off... so i went to work and then i went for a movie with Estee... ENCHANTED.. oh i love it love it.. i love those kinda shows hahaha..so romanticcccccc but so unreal haha but who cares. it's a feel good movie...
then.. headed to Pump Room for Daphne's album launch. so very proud of her.. good album.. get it!! Desperate by Daphne... check her out at http://www.daphnekhoomusic.com/
right after that, headed to Vino Vino to meet Toby and Melanie.. Gereon called and text :).. he was asking if we're going to Insomnia heh.. i miss that boyyyyyy... but yea.. we decided agst Insomnia.. It was raining cats and dogs..and they were late so i started my drinks first..almost fell asleep.. hehe they arrived and we had a good dinner and drinks.. it was very chilled out and we enjoyed ourselves so much..so much love.. loved the company hehehe.. Muacckkss to Toby, Mel and Ernie who joined us later.. then.. the girls decided to check out o bar for some drinks.. toby didn't go coz he had to pay cover and i didnt see the use of that coz we were gonna go for a few mins only.. that place is officially the weirdest place ever.. we stayed for maybe 15 mins and we left..
got home at maybe hmmm 2am? but it was a good chilled out night.. i was contented...
on Thurs, after work, i put up the Xmas tree in the office.. hehe and discussed bout the party... hehe
on Fri, it was a mad rush to Durty Nellys..mark was slighly late coz there was no parking but all in all. it was a good gig.. fantastic sound system.. loved it loved it.. then mark drove me to Josh's residence for the "sarong" party.. crazy hahaa.. everyone there was either german or french haha.. there were some thai girls though and some japs.. and there was me haha. imagine everyone in sarongs.. those ang mohs hahaa.. when toby sent me off to get a cab,the cab driver asked "why so many ang mohs in sarongs?" ahaha so funny.. i had a lot of fun but i was so worried i wont be up for work.. got home so late damn ittttttttt.. slept for maybe at most 3 hrs.. shucksss
sat.... worked, went to Vivo.. had lunch with Estee..watched Golden Compass with estee and her RBS colleagues... i do not like the movie hahaha not my thing. then walked around and shopped a bit hahhaa
Vicky picked us up and we headed to sentosa.. started off with a carpark drinking session and we ZOUKED OUT!! WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO
didn't expect to stay so late but i got back this morning at 10am. haha great!!!!
met sooo many people.. people i've not seen in ages.. everyone was at ZOUKOUT!!
FUCKIN CRAZYYYYYY AMAZINGGGGGGG
WOOHOOO
AND GUESS WHAT?? I HAVE ANOTHER CRAZY WEEK AHEADDDDDDDDDDDD!! YAY!
tmr i shall recuperate and retreat with the parents to Malaysia.. 2 days off
time to clean up room too :)
Pics up soon.. sorry for delay.. too tireddddddddddddddddddddddddd
| name fought for sanity @ 11:05 PM|
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Tuesday, December 04, 2007
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ohhhh ohhhh lifee hahahha
so tiredddddddddddddd.....
i have to plan xmas party. im so exciteddd hahahah
i'm going on half day tmr so that i can go for Daffy's media session for the launching of her self debut album.. im excitedddd then before that meeting Estee to watch Enchanted and meeting Melli for dinner at Vino...i'm so excited...
on thurs, i have to put up xmas tree in office and plan the party.. im so excited..
on fri, i sing at a new venue, durty nellys. im so excited.. then i'm off to a farewell party and a house party with a "SARONG" theme..im so excited
then sat, there's zoukout.. im so damn excited..
then im off on monday and tues.. im so excited..
life is so full of excitement! :)
hope all is gooddddddd
ps: i managed to complete the 10km yay.. and with a slightly better timing... from last year so yayyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks to Estee, i managed.. coz i do not think i could have done it alone.. without some competition right next to me all the way ehhehe love ya!
and thanks so sexy toby who woke me up at 6am, patiently waited for me to wish me luck and run with me to the starting line.. you're sooo sweeeeeeeetttt...
Gereon text this morning telling me bout overnight cruise at Doubtful Sound.. google it... beautifullllllllllllllllllllllllllll
| name fought for sanity @ 11:47 PM|
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Saturday, December 01, 2007
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home on at Sat night... only because i have a 10km run tmr morning.. i'm forgoing a possible fun night at China One with the Germs.. but i kinda vowed to stay away from China One for maybe a few months... coz everything bout that place reminds me of Gereon... :(
i have a gazillion pics from the mad few weeks i had.. this whole week i was out.. every single day..
let's see.. yes on Sunday, i did go to Sentosa with the Germs. went to KM8 which Gereon described it to be a place "to be seen".. definitely..haha paying $7 for a bottle of Evian. haha.. but i had a lot of fun. was in the pool and talked to this "new" guy, Bernd. new intern from duh Germany haha.. then Toby and his friend, Johari, did their fire dance once the sun set.. it was beautiful.. Gereon has vids.. gorgeous!
then Gereon and i went to Vivocity coz that lil boy so wanted to buy a new watch and visit his all time fave, Top Man.. which he says "i need to travel to London to shop there when i go back to Germany".. haha he didn't find any watches he fancies and he's totally biased towards Diesal haha. he saw a nice jacket at TopMan and started whining "i want it. but mum will kill me. i have too many jackets"... awwwwwwwwww... and damn these ang mohs always look good in winter clothes.. hot hot hot!
then we had dinner at Marche.. at which he saw his home town beer being served.. hehe i had a lot of fun.. :)
then on Monday, i had a gig at Vino Vino for the SIA people who were involved in the launch of A380.. which of coz bring the stupid me, i was like "ohhh congrats on the launch of A38".. great great! but it was overall fun. Estee came coz she took off.. so nice to see her.. damn those London hours!
on Tuesday, after work, i went to pick Gereon up from his office and met his friend, Ronald from HK. who is here on a biz trip. we made our way to Holland Village to meet Ronald's friends from Scotland/ England.. a very nice couple. we had Indian and a very nice conversation. i was happy to be there just because Gereon insisted i went with him.. he's so sweet... then at about 11pm, we left and Gereon and i headed to Villa Bali for drinks.. it's so beautiful and i was so happy to be there with him.. :) we left at bout 12.30am and headed home...
On Wed, after work, i was supposed to meet Gereon but he had a friend's bday dinner to attend. so i called Bernd and Toby and these boys were already reaching home.. coz we were all meeting at Insomnia at 9pm so everyone is going to home to change.. so i called Mel and i went to her place.. grabbed some sushi and went over.. met her flat mate.. i love Melly.. i get along with her very very well.. :)
then we made our way to Insomnia.. almost everyone was there coz it's Tyron's and Gereon's and Mona's last Insomnia night and it was Melly's bday!!
i know i had a lot of fun.. just wished i could remember more.. Gereon was 2 hours late. he didn't bring his mobile. i didn't know how to get to him. he was frustrated the dinner took so long and was so late.. :( but he finally came and everything was complete:) partied so damn hard... got home at 3am.. and totally passed out.. only to find out i called Gereon and spoke to him for 15 mins but can't remember much :)
Thurs of coz was totally zombie-ish... i was soo tired.. work was torturoussss after work, met Ernie to get Melly's bday cake. we were all gonna have dinner at Prego that night for Melly's bday.. dinner was awesome.. cake was delicious. hella fun!!! after dinner, headed to Loof for drinks... i couldn't believe it was the last night with Gereon..:( left at bout 1am i think... walked around with Gereon for a while.. just enjoying every moment i was with him... then finally settled for the cab queue at Swissotel and headed home..
i was so fuckin late for work on Fri. my body was crashing but no regrets at all. coz i spent every moment i could with someone so special to my heart..
i took half day off... left at 1pm, met Estee for lunch at Clarke Quay before she started work.. had Thai hehe.. then i visited Battery Road branch.. hugeee...
then.. the emo moment started.. i made my way to Gereon's office to get him... he's supposed to leave work at 3pm.. but was delayed till 4.30pm. i was waiting for him and he finaly appeared.. with a huge parcel and it finally hit me that in hours, he's gone :(
Anita and Markus were there too.. and when Gereon bid goodbye to Anita, she teared and i lost it too :(
Gereon and i made our way to the nearest Post office to send off his huge parcel back home.. we made it just in time before it closed.. mad rush.. then cabbed back to his apartment.. he was packing and i was ironing his shirts.. landlord came and thought i'm his wife. perfect.. i wish though hahahahaha
then it was to the airport.. i hate the airport.... on the way to the airport, he insisted on calling my mum to talk and say goodbye.. mum and i agreed. he is indeed the sweetest man :(
i bid goodbye to someone so special to me...
tears rolled down as i see him walk away.. and disappearing out of my sight..
he took my heart away..........
and right now, im listening to Muse. he gave me the cd.. and i'm missing him already :(
i just saw pics of the zoo... the ones he took... :(
My heart aches........
ps: this is what happens when ur never home and didn't even know ur comp is switched on. yikes! apologies to all i didn't reply to..
| name fought for sanity @ 9:41 PM|
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He took my heart with him.. far away... and i don't know when or whether i'm ever gonna get it back... :(
My Starlight....
Far away This ship has taken me far away Far away from the memories Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight I will be chasing a starlight Until the end of my life I don't know if it's worth it anymore
Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold you in my arms
My life You electrify my life Let's conspire to re-ignite All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go If you promise not to fade away Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations
Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold you in my arms
My life You electrify my life Let's conspire to re-ignite All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go If you promise not to fade away Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations
Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold
PS: how can someone "random" end up being someone you can't stop thinking of.....
