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Tuesday, July 31, 2007


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plans for tmr night... (not humanly possible)

1. St James for SCB Awards Night
2. Insomnia (no need for reasons to go there haha)
3. Barnone (Nigel's 50th Bday)
4. Zouk (With Prim and friends)
5. Obar (Vicky's 24th Bday)


?????????????????????????????????????????? worst than a Sat night....



| name fought for sanity @ 11:59 PM|

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chop chop entry...

Sunday was spent with my cousins who r here to visit from Dubai...
went to Muddy Murphys at 4pm. amazing hah

Monday was spent at work and then to Arab Street for dinner and then Muddy Murphys and Orchard Hotel once again... also with my cousin and her friend.

today, i went dinner with Estee and got my "percussions" haha..

my cousin is in Melb now. damn! till 20th Aug...

i am off to bed..

It is back to Selegie tmr. i am excited.. but i will miss DB friends dearly :( love all!

i got my new passport today.. awesome!

st james and insomnia (?) tmr.. hehe

nighttttssss

PS: After Leo, i wonder which guy(s) mean it when they say they love me........ :(
this song is so emo.... i love it tremendously...




| name fought for sanity @ 11:03 PM|

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Saturday, July 28, 2007


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Currently Listening to : Whitney's Greatest Hits (awesome!!!)

and soooo it's a nice nice nice Sat night.. i've been smiling to myself quite a bit... hehe.. this man... charming man.. the thought of him makes me smile.. and i still can't figure out why...oh! hotness! hehe

sooo what have i been up to this past week....

so Wed of coz the normal night out.. if i keep on doing this, i might get sick of this soon... but i probably said this months ago and fortunately/unfortunately, i'm still not sick of it yet. haha

soooo it was a mad rush from office to Clarke Quay to meet Estee at her new office building which is btw, damn cool haha..
then we cabbed to the coffeeshop opposite Zouk.. for a quick dinner...
then crossed over to... errr.. Zouk haha for Powerjam Finals 2007!
Izaar, the male vocalist of the band im in who is also the lead singer for Fatskunks (who won last year's Powerjam) was performing.. and that was my main aim to be there.. to watch him.. hehe

and so i diddddddd........... yay!!! then it was another mad rush to Insomnia.. haha call us/me hopeless..
but Insomnia was quite a let down.. maybe i go too much? or maybe coz not many cute guys that night... there was this one though... which i'm very thankful to Estee for pulling him over.. hehehe..this guy has such a unique look.. very exotic.. almost hawaiian.. hotness.. but a lil short hehe
and there's this French guy i met from ages ago... and i see him so much.. he's sick sick sickkkkkkk..... ewwww
and then there was guy Estee had her eyes on... but i shall not blog too much bout that hahaha... oh New Yorker! hahahahahahahahahah smack!!

thenn if u think thats the end, it was another mad rush to Boat Quay.. can u imagine?? on a Wed night.. 3 clubs.. crazy... went to another Canto Pub hahaha... where we hung with Estee's friends hehehe.. very Chinese la.. with the Martell and Green Tea.. reminds me of Aalbs at Rae's bday and Jarmo at the other canto pub hahaha.. and of coz there's the peanuts and some weird dice game.. and the pool table and mandarin karaoke haha.. how typical.. how interesting..

then it was homeeeeeee.....

oh and work on Thurs constituted a lot of stoning and day dreamingg....
sorry Khai i couldn't go for Dinner.. i really needed to sleep..
and that was exactly what i did.. 1030pm and i was knocked out!!!

sooo Fri..... work was fine.. in fact, it was pretty exciting coz Khai, Daryl and i went shopping during lunch yay! we went for 1.5 hrs lunch.. i bought a really cool pair of shoes... vintage man haha.. Khai too haha...
(right about now, khai and i r discussing bout our shopping lunch on Monday).. yes.. call us hopeless.. but i did see this pair of shoes... hahahahahhaha
(and right about now, Siying is asking me to check out the sale on ASOS.COM.. omg!) haha

i thought it would be my last day at DB b4 i get thrown back to the branch but looks like i have a few more days and i will treasure it.. hehe

it was a colleague Azzura's last day at work as well.. she'll be missed.. ;)

soo after work, met Estee for dinner at Swensens at PS.. which was not where we wanted to dine..We wanted Manhattan but long wait and Estee was almost fainting hahaha.. sooo we wanted Jap food.. also wait.. then it was Thai food.. also long wait so Swensens had the shortest queue.. but no regrets.. food was pretty goodddd.. heheheh

then it was more shopping.. this isn't funny anymore hehe

then it was to Orchard Hotel lobby to chill with the band.. hehehe i wanted to bring Estee there.. and the bar manager came up with a new drink he concocted.. it was potent man.. it got me so heated up and red.. and not in right mind hehe..

then we made our way to Ballymoons where i know Darren would be. he told me he'd be there.. i said i might drop by.. and so i did.. and yes. ;););) i am totally smittened by him.. hehe..

then went to party a bit downstairs with Nana and the Raw Vibes..

then it was up again with Darren and Graham.. btw Graham played for under 21 UK Rugby team.cool.. hehe

Darren was supposed to leave by midnight coz he had a flight to catch the next day but we got caught up and left at 3am hehe.. he was almost gone hehe..

this afternoon, i received a text from him.. "i missed my flight" hehehe.. i wasn't very surprised..

but he leaves tmr morning..

can't wait for him to come back ;);)

so then we went home.. and Estee was so excited to play with her new toy.. i call it the "Beyonce" phone.. hehe
the Samsung one.. damn cool. i shall get that same one too.. but im so reluctant to spend on phones.. but since i need a new mp3 as well.. might as well? iono hehe

so today, mum got me up to go shopping.. my life revolves around shopping.. i need help hahaha.

then when i got home, i was so bumped.. Mark called saying he's on the way over.. then im like "yea okok. call me when u get here".

so i suddenly jerked up and it was 2 missed calls. i panicked man. so i called him and hes like "oh i just reached. i called u just now coz i was at Macs drive thru. wanted to ask if u wanted something"... awww. hes so sweet hehhee..

so yea.. jammed with Mark...

then...ever since, i've been bumming around.. planning my week.. my months.. hehe

Cousin, Alex, who came to visit years ago, will be coming again! she lands tmr!
so i guess it'll be busy days, weeks to come with her around ehehehheheeh

Pics time!

Memories of DB!
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say hi to Aida!
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girl with red head band is Azzura!
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Wed night!
Izaar at Zouk with Fat Skunks!
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Amazingly, due to pure highness, no pics from Insomnia (damn) but here's canto pub!
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new shoesss.. one of the many? haha
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Fri night!
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with Gina and Yazid at Ballys
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background: Graham and Darren. hehe
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Darren and i
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Graham said, "for security reasons" he can't be in pics hhee
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last but not least, everyone say AWWWWWWWWWW...
the card we got for Azzura.. goodbye card. so cute!
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| name fought for sanity @ 11:43 PM|

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Thursday, July 26, 2007


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Insomnia last night = early Thurs night...

heh...

so Goodnight.. i will blog.. errr.. soon? heh



| name fought for sanity @ 9:59 PM|

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007


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i was re-reading archived entries and i came across this one dated 7th Nov 2005:

It takes a lot of courage to say what i'm going to say now... i have decided to stop mourning and start facing the world again..

U guys who have been religiously reading this blog would know how much i love Leo.. so u guys also have to right to know that we're no longer together. we have gone our separate ways... and i would really appreciate it if u guys respect me and not ask me why... let's just say people change... and i have learned a lot from this..

I'm letting him go now... coz i love him still...
i believe that if we're meant to be, he'll be mine again someday..

Leo, have a good life.. and study hard... all the best and know this one thing for sure, i've loved u before and i'll love u forever...

this was written a week after we broke up.. i took a week to do this.. a whole damn week. what was i doing that whole damn week...

Leo was an almost fantastic bf until he majorly screwed up.... but i still talk and think bout him.... talk about first love... damn love..

anywayyyyyy....... looks like i'll be in DB till Fri and then i'm back to Selegie. as much as i'm glad, i'll miss DB all over again..

i love u all..

PARTY TIME TMR! ;);)




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Monday, July 23, 2007


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So Ram's on my mind quite a bit.. damn...
Cuz called from Dubai today and i told her to send my love to Ram if she sees him down the streets. heh

chopped off more hair today.. met mum for dinner at Causeway Point..

nothing on tmr.. i need a new mp3. might go get one tmr after work...

wed is Powerjam at Zouk. and then to Insomnia as well as Le Baroque..

just found out that my uncle was the bassist for Doug O's band, Energy. this was b4 he moved to Wales, UK. check his band out at www.myspace.com/yatimhalimi

i'm kinda looking forward to this "Live The Dreams" man.. seems better than Idol.. if only i was of age, i might have gone for it hehe..

ok.... i'm going to bed now.. goodnight all!!!

ps: if u guys wanna hear the Nureena song that i've been talking about, check out www.dubailime.com.. under MUSIC.. check it out..



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Sunday, July 22, 2007


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Hooked on "Nureena" By Ram King... :)
it's on repeat on my iTunes.. hehe..

if u guys have been an avid reader of my blog, u guys would have known bout the existence of this gentleman, Ram King.. i described him as "the white ranger" of the Power Rangers.. his long mane and chiselled features as well as his mixed heritage is simply va va voom.. hahahah! right! but yea.... he has nice originals..i never really realised he could sing as well.. i am impressed.. hehe

okok.. i've not blogged in ages.. tat's coz i've been crazyyy insaneee busyyy yea! ;)
let's see what i've been up to!

hmmm Wed was spent working at Direct Banking! yes!! it was back to Paya Lebar for me.. to help out.. i miss Selegie tremendously.. all the hustle and bustle of town... but i was really happy to be with my colleagues in DB. i miss them.. i miss their craziness.. i love them! :):)

then.. after work, it was once again... INSOMNIA! oh man. i miss that place so much.. i took quite a break from it.. ever since the exchange students left.. but the new batch r slowly streamin into this tiny island of ours. and i am very excited ahhaha

so it was dinner at Cafe Cartel and then off to Insomnia.. initally, it was disappointing coz it wasn't as crowded as i hoped it would be.. the moment we got in, there was this guy whom i shall call "the drunk guy in red".. i forgot his name.. he was insanely scary.. so estee had to constantly remind me not to be too friendly and smile at every soul i see... so i did and i was safe...

then.. at the corner of the club, i saw 3 guys... 3 pretty hot boys.. the one in the middle absolutely, without a doubt, reminded me of Aalbs.. exchanged glances we did but that was all. i would have done something if he was alone hehe.. but anyway, when Estee needed to go get another glass of wine, i was left alone.. this "drunk guy in red" came.. omg! so he started mumbling.. i just stood there.. his friend came blah blah.. Estee came back and the next thing we know, 2 guys came to us.. and rescued me from this "drunk guy in red".. i must say, 2 cute Asian things.. i couldn't make out where they were from but they had sexy accents. of coz, my 1st qn was "where r u from?".. i kept hearing "burmese"... i mean, i would expected some asian country but if he did say "burmese", his english must be horrible. i mean, even if he was Burmese, my qn was "where r u from?". his answer should have been "Burma/Myanmar".. but anyway, i kept making him repeat himself..in the end, i figured it out.. they're from Paris.. which is weird as well. usually, people would just say they're from France.. not specifically Paris. but anyway, they're Vietnamese Frenchies.. hehe.. one had a French name which i can't speall.. Anton? iono... and the other one is either Ian or Yen. hahaha.!! damn the loud music.. but yea.. they're so adorable.. they dance so cute.. hehe i likee..

but at the corner of my eye, i saw a Nick Carter look a like. hehe i had to do something. so Estee bought some fries.. so i grabbed his arms and said "i can't finish my fries. want some?".. so he said no but he picked one up and fed me. so i did the same.. he was so adorable ahaha.. then later, he came again.. took a fry and fed me and bit the other half.. and... hahahah.. wooho! haha damn!

ok.... Insomnia is the best! the best! omg! the best!! then i went to Le Baroque! coz Yus was playing with Douglos O's band there.. the club was empty and Yus told Doug bout me. he was the judge in Idol so he did remember me and he asked me to jam a song or two.. it was such an honour. i had a blast!!

man! i love Wed nights more than weekends! hehehe..got home at bout 3.30am.. damn

then on Thurs, i was so dazed.. but i survived.. hehehehe i had to rush home on Thurs to jam with Mark.. our last jam before the gig.. hehe.. so exciting..

on Fri, after work, Khai and i were just hanging around. wanted to get a new phone but not willing to fork out that amount coz my contract has not ended yet.. then we went shopping at. HAHAHAHAH! damn Khai! haha then i had to rush to Ballymoons..
Mark and i did fantastic for the 1st time hehe.. i'm so proud of him.. hehe everyone thinks hes so cute heh..
then there was this patron.. HE'S SO HOT! hahhaa... he's a lot older than me but he has that "Richard Gere" charm.. so hot omg! we're keeping in touch ;) ;)

despite the unnecessary drama that night, i had a lot of fun! i met so many cool people.. i love it! thennnnn coincidentally, Mark's good friend is this dude called Lionel... so Lionel came with his wife.. whom i find very very familiar.. but i just couldn't put my finger on it.. then it snapped! the wife is my cousin's ex-colleague and i know her coz her husband is my ex-bf, Leo's officer in the Commando.. what an insanely small world.. damn!! so yea... and to LEO... IF ONLY U TOLD ME BOUT UR INSECURITIES RATHER THAN BE ALL EGOISTIC BOUT STUFF, I WOULD HAVE UNDERSTOOD U.. but anyway, that's over but the song "i will survive" that night was dedicated to Leo. hehe

soo yea... Fri night was so cool. and to make things even better, i got home and i decided to check my email and i saw Ram King online ;) .. we had a video call.. i miss him so much...we caught up and he sang to me.. he makes me smile.. i feel so horrible for all the things in the past.. i never took him seriously when he was here.. now he's away and i want him back.. :(
we chatted till 5am.. and i was done..Ram, come back. i want u back! :)

then it was Sat.. i slept in.. didn't go to work. hehehe.. thennnn got up and had to get ready for 2 weddings.. Lyn, my JC mate as well as Raizan, my colleague.. it was exciting. i got all made up.. hehe Estee came along with baju kurung as well. hehe.. i met my JC mates after so long.. then i realised Amir, who is my neighbour Malvin's bestfriend is Lyn's cousin.. damn the world is small.. but the most exciting thing was to bump into my "prince".. my first kiss. hahah back in kindergarten, i was sleeping beauty.. and i had a prince.. and he was there.. heeheeh. i was too shy to talk to him though hahahahahah.. i sang "If i Ain't Got You" for the couple and they danced and i made Lyn cry yay! hehe i almost cried too hee.. her mum cried too heheh so sweeet..!

the weddings were interesting. i hate weddings bout these 2 were exciting. at Raizan's, the MP, Zainal Abidin was there. and there were performances from Nuradee. so exciting la hehehe

Estee and i were then all psyched up for Sat night out. we even brought clothes.. but but but but i got tireed.. we got into the cab at bout 10pm and we told the cab driver "Chijmes".. then 10 mins later, "uncle, sengkang and sembawang" hahaha.. damn!

so it was a sat night at home. i needed the rest..

today, my grand uncle passed away.. :( my late grand dad's bro.. went for the funeral.. went to visit my late grand dad's grave as well.. i miss him so dearly. i love u Atok.. :)

got home at 7pm.. bought thosai masala for dinner.. something i've been craving for in ages..

i am gonna fix my nails..

and it's back to work tmr! at Paya Lebar! omg! i miss Selegie and the people and everything!!!

oh and btw, all of a sudden, i got a call "eh 17-20 Aug, branch trip to Bangkok" omg!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE ALL!

i will post up pics in a while.. need to resize.. ciao!

PS: i received a very serious email from a friend this evening.. firstly. never did i think it would turn into something so complicated.i never knew never meeting this someone would lead to him thinking that he cheated on his gf.. the emotional cheating he couldn't take.. i'm sorry. i didn't mean it.. but i will understand if u can't be a friend to me anymore. i'll let u go only coz i care for u as a friend. i'm sorry for the misunderstanding and please know that u mean something to me.. will miss u "kyoote" ;)

sometimes i wonder why my social life is so dramatic hahhaa..

pss: Daddy dearest left for London this morning.. i wanna go tooo.. love u daddy!


Sam at Vino Vino last Sat
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Estee and i at Vino Vino
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Durty Nellys. nice place. Talib and Nana kickin ass
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Wed night before Insomnia!
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Me jamming with Energy at Le Baroque! i just found out that my uncle is Energy's ex bassist b4 he moved to London!
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Douglas O! and look at Yus! hehe
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Lyn's wedding!
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Me and JC Mates!
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the Beautiful Bride and Groom!
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Jc mates!
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me singing If I Ain't Got You
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the couple
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awww
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Raizan's wedding!
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Khai and Pat
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Pat and i
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Malay dancers
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Nuradee. amazing musicians!
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MP, Zainal Abidin
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awwwwwwwww
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colleagues and i phototaking
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Estee in Baju Kurung.how cute.. haha
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Khai and i
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last but not least, a screenshot of Ram King. i miss u! damn it! i want u to sing to me again! like u did that night....:(
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Ram and i from ages ago haha
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OK IM OFF! NIGHTS!



| name fought for sanity @ 8:58 PM|

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007


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oh the drama....

so misunderstood...



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FUCKIN SHIT ASS CHEEBYE FUCK!!
WHAT THE FUCK??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!?
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH



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Sunday, July 15, 2007


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i want a boyfriend... a boyfriend who sings well and will sing to me every time i ask him to...

i'm a sucker for singers... i melt.. *swoon*

it's been quite sometime since my bday that i really went out there to party. so last night, i vowed to check out a few new night spots..

b4 that, dinner of coz at Vino Vino with good food and wine and omg, a nice looking boy. hehe the singer... omg... i was so smittened. i could have just sat there for hours listening to him. he might have gotten a lil scared coz i looked like a total psycho gawking at him.. i smiled and just stared at him.. he saw me doing that a couple of times but he's so shyyy.. oh shy musicians.. say awwwwww...hahah

i was with Estee and Sam.. dear Sam got tipsy yet again haha and he started saying funny brow raising comments haha.

haha.. so then we headed to Durty Nellys which is near Marina Square, opposite Balaclava.. very nice chillout place. Nana and Talib sang there last night. it's such a cool place.. u guys have to check it out.. nice place to chill and chat.. i wanna sing there too, NANA! hahaha.. tell Nigel ah! don't wan that woman!! hehe

then, we wanted to check out Balaclava but there was a pte function.. so we made our way to Clarke Quay..

I SWEAR THE EXCHANGE STUDENTS ARE ALREADY IN TOWN... I SAW SO MANY.. I LIKE!!! SO U KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?? INSOMNIA ON WED NIGHTS! OMG! OMG OMG! HAHA

so there was once a kebab boy who is no longer appealing to me.. i found vino boy and last night i saw longkang boy.. haha Estee would know. haha.. estee.. u know?? so cute.. hehe but i can't remember how he looks like anymore hehe

ok....

soooo at Clarke Quay, so many good looking peopleeee hahha.. asked around to the whereabouts of the Arena.. no one seemed to know.. then finally! bam! wheeeeeeeee

spacious place.. very Boiler room/movida, St James.... good music..... bumped into Gemma.. a sweet lady i met during last year's Eligible Bachelor's thing.. a friend of Rudy's.. coincidentally, she is the Marketing Executive of Arena.. awesome! hehe

then bumped into colleague, Albert, too. hehe..

Darryl Espana was at MOS.. i can't seem to bring myself into those clubs anymore.. i really am growing old...... no MOS, no Zouk, no Attica....

i just want live live live bands! live music!! oh yea baby!

oh John Molina so hot! hehe
but he's too much of a rocker for my taste sooo we headed to the Pump Room!

more like it baby!! although there were numerous ass harassment by random ang mohs, atmosphere was good.. and there was this one guy.. ohhhhhh he had such a sexy bod and sexy voice when he said HI.. ESTEE!! hahah

but dear Estee was tired and Sam was drunk. haha

i had a good, not too tiring time...

next stop... Insomnia! WEDNESDAY BABY!!! OMG OMG OMG!

so let's see my week...

tmr morning, i have induction man! woohoo!
then after work, jamming with Mark!!

tues, after work, going to get Estee's baju kurung!

wed, after work, dinner and Insomnia!

thurs, after work, jamming with Mark!

fri, after work, gig with Mark at Ballymoons!

sat, after work,Lyn's wedding and Raizan's wedding dinner!

sun, no plans as yet but i'm sure something will come up...

omg! another packed week....

ps: had a convo with Sam about relationships and he tells me that he wants a gf and i tell him "no u dont"...

wanting and getting a gf/bf is one thing... maintaining the relationship is another.. and i don't think im ready for the latter.. after what i've been through, it's gonna be a tough hunt for a guy who can be supportive of what i do... which means i need a banker/musician bf ;)

any takes? haha



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Thursday, July 12, 2007


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the world is too small.... everyone knows everyone.. so never gossip.. hahahha

if only i could stop..

so today was my intern colleague's last day.. sigh.. so i bought her a cake hehe..
i'll miss u babe!!!

i love Selegie Branch.. hehehhehehe

but too much walking causes this.. which leads to every excuse to buy more shoes.. damn! aha
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this was 54, MOS at 6pm.. oh so empty and i sat on the chairs.. i actually got to sit! haha
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Peixian's last day!! :( all the best babe! study hard!
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With Peixian and Racheal!
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with Babyman!!!
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awww look.. it's Babyman.. isn't he lovely? haha
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ALMOST TGIF!

ALMOST WEEKEND! OMGGGGG!!

PS: bought shoes! yay!

PSS: need more shoes!

OK NIGHTS!

we are sooooo goin http://fullmoonparty-thailand.com !!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DILA DARLING! I MISS U!!

AND OMG... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SITTI BABY! I'M SO SORRYY!!!

AND JARMO TUOMAS VALMARI AKA ANG MOH! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! YAY!!!! FRI THE 13TH YAY! HEHE

AND CONGRATULATIONS ESTEE DARLING ON THE JOB! U GOTTA TREAT ME! AND BE READY FOR SOME SHOTS OF RUM DARLING! HAHA SEE YA ON SAT! PARTY TIME!



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Tuesday, July 10, 2007


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i am crazy tired..

jamming is fun....

my legs r killing me.. damn heels..

i am going to read and sleep......

goodnight...

and btw, Khai! hehehe... Kebab guy!!!!!!! hehehhe swooonnn!!!!!!!!!!

HAHHAHA WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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Sunday, July 08, 2007


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ohhh beautiful Sunday.. i look forward to you everyday of the week.. heh.. why do u only have 24 hrs for me??

i managed to get all pending things done today though.. im glad oh so glad...

and guess wat i got around to doing...

more bday pics!! self-explanatory!! :)

a good week ahead....;)

peace all and ANSWER THE CALL! EARTH NEEDS US!;)

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from estee's cam!
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OKKKKK TAT'S IT!!
I'M OUT!!!!



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Saturday, July 07, 2007


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still recuperating from tiring working week.. from last night's gig..

got permission to leave work at 4.30pm. headed to MOS, 54 for SME Bankin Mid Year Party.. agreed to sing a song or two for them hehe.. i was so disorientated in an empty MOS haha... first time looking at an empty Smoove.. looks good haha.. and omg, u know those chairss the hanging ones at 54? i never got to sit on it so i indulged myself! hahaha

party was cool.. heard that it went crazy wild all night long ehehehe.. drunkard bankers haha.

gig at Ballymoons as per usual... till 1.30am.. chilled out till 2.30am.. got home at 3am.. btw, Alan, remember "somewhere over the rainbow", u'll find ur way and get to where u wanna be ;) be strong!

worked today omg! haha almost died.. but coffee saved me..... hehe

i adore my colleagues at Selegie Branch. crazy bunch. very male populated though haha.

after work, branch manager brought us all for lunch at Wild Rockets at Hangout @ Mt Emily.. all i can say is woohoo! lovedd the place man.. damn chill out and damn good foodddd la!

check it out at www.hangouthotels.com

then cabbed to cousin's place for some prayers for my late Grandfather whom i miss dearly.. then as everyone stuffed their face with good food, i slept hahhaa. i was so dead beat..

got home at bout 9pm..

and now, i shall be a couch.. ok not couch.. more like bed potato and watch LIVE EARTH CONCERT. WHEE!

I have a lot to blog butttt im too tired haha

i will be jamming a lot this coming week coz i will be playing with Mark Spencer from now on. Yus is tied up with another band so omg, the amount of jamming!

and i need to get my clubbing thing back.. starting this week. Primero mentioned Mambo on Wed which i really am not keen in but we'll see.. i miss Insomnia.. which reminds me.. i'm sighting more more moreee exchange students. which is so crazy cool! omg! more Insomnia nights!

This Sat, i wanna check out The Arena......

ok....... i am off off off.. for a chillout Sat night..... ohh Sunday... i look forward to you..

oh btw, at the restaurant today, they were playing Jamie Callum and omg! i love him!

okkkkkkkkkkk.. i am really off!!!



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Thursday, July 05, 2007


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1. omg so tired.. passed out on couch when i got home.
2. no offence but black guys. esp Nigerians really scare me.. please...i'm scared..i'm not rascist. but.. i'm really scared.. please don't come back to the branch.
3. i can't seem to get hold my my guitarist, Yus.booboo! hehe
4. long day tmr.......... but TGIF
5. was listening to Jap songs.. reminds me of Leo.. Smap's Lionheart.. Rip Slyme's Funkastic :(
6. i miss Aalbs.... :(
7. exchange students r already seem roaming the streets. i smell Insomnia. hahahahahahaha!!!

i'm hopelessssssss...............................i cried AGAIN to the following MTV. :(



ok nights!

ps: i miss Jazzy babe!!!!! i miss Estee too! haha.. i miss DB mates! I miss Khai! yay next Tues!
pss: i have 2 weddings to attend in July and 1 in Aug.. my friends r getting married.. errrrr...... i just want a bf? haha. and i'm being super choosy so i guess no bf for a long time to come.. hahahaha!
psss: was talking to Berry today. whom i mistakenly thought is from Switzerland. he's from Netherlands. my bad! then i was thinking who is from Switz.. Basil!!! hehe
Berry is seriously leaving his mark in all the continents of the world man.. he's been a paperboy since 15 and he saved up. so cool. one day, when i have earned all the money in the world, i will travel the world... with my other half.. (whoever he is).. go backpack coz then i can prove that i am no spoiled brat who needs to travel luxuriously.. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!



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Wednesday, July 04, 2007


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:(

sorry Estee.
misunderstanding u and being misunderstood?

damn.....



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Tuesday, July 03, 2007


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omggggggg i'm physically drainedddddddd........ my legs.... hurttttttttttttttttttttttttt....................

i'm off.. no blogging today.... but here's a nice song..




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Monday, July 02, 2007


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im sleeppyy..

but before i forget.. 4 highlights of the day.

1. a customer walks in and i pass her a number "152".. and she walked away.. she came back and she was like "i don't like this number. it's 8. no luck".. and in my heart "r u kidding me?". she went on saying "i want next number".. so i gave her "153"... and i was figuring out with Racheal where the fuck she got 8.. she added up all the numbers! can u freakin believe it?? wtf! and i'm no queue number dispenser.. i feel so stupid omg!

2. a guy comes to me at the branch and tried to sell me a sauna.. which is installed in the house.. his tagline is "i sell a lot to malays. coz malays hard to perspire".. what in the fuckin world????? i perspire like crazy.. so i was like "huh? but anyway my clubhouse got sauna".. then he said "oh reallly? but im sure ur mum won't walk to the clubhouse to use the sauna right?"... and i'm like "why not? she can walk u know"... i mean.. he probably stereotypes all malay families with mums who put on tudung and can't go to public saunas? sorry dude... knocked on wrong door.. next!

3. i had a very angry customer who was so mean to me.. and so sarcastic.. after speaking to branch manager and got his way, he looked for me again and as Rachael said " Roti prata-ed" and became so nice... he said the people at bank getting prettier la. my name so sweet la. so nice to meet me la.. oh such bull!

4. walking like a duck is not cool.. maybe 20 years ago.. but not now haha..

5. i never learned my lesson with my stilettos and wore to work.. bad bad bad! huge mistake!!

6. Subway is so good. i want more tmr!!

7. NANA! I WANT MS EARTH PICS!! HEHE KOLOM ME! HAHAHAHAHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OH ANG MOH, U SO FUNNY!



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it's almost 1 am and i am supposed to be in bed but if i don't blog now and upload photos, i don't think i will ever do it.... weekend was packed... i wish i had more timeeeeeeeee!!! omg!!

so let's see........... Fri night.. omg the night i rushed from one hotel to another... like i mentioned in previous entry, Nana's friend needed me to cover a set for him at Ink Bar at Swissotel. i was crazy worried coz the singer's a male singer with a very different reportoire from and i am incredibly immature in the industry. i was getting bad jitters the whole Fri at work.. i couldn't even work properly which resulted in a very unproductive day with my phone ringing off the hook settling this and that.. the friend needed help coz he got held up at Live the Dreams.. ehhe he got to top 12 btw.. look out! whheee!

Thanks to Rae and Adrian, they chauffeured me from one hotel to another.. at Ink Bar, i realised the musicians only knew i was replacing singer at like 8 pm. it was a mad rush to figure out reportoire coz like i said, we have very different reportoires and the transposing was a killer coz most songs are men songs and having only 10 mins to figure everything out, i almost peeed my pants! omg!
but musicians were helpful so all was a breeze. well, not a breeze but i survived. he wanted me to help out with second set too coz he wouldnt be able to make it back in time but i couldn't coz i promised to meet a talent agent at Orchard Hotel.. yes, the hotel i sang at on my birthday (refer to genie in the bottle vid in previous entries)...
the bar at the lobby, Intermezzo, is so damn cool!! the resident band is crazy talented and mad fun! i met the agent and i sang 3 songs and all was cool and she wants me to fax her my reportoire and we'll see how it goes! whee! i found a new hang out... Intermezzo! check it out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so mesmerized.. so was Rae and Adrian.. and the bar manager made me a warm honey lemon drink.. on the house baby! so sweeettttttt! coz my throat was giving wayyyyyyy!!!

so yea, we stayed till the end man.. like 1am. haha i didn't intend to stay so long but omg the band was cool. i was dead beat and it didn't help that i had to work the next day...

so sat morning was spent working... then met Estee and Stan (who was ridiculously late!) for lunch at Fish and Co at Parkmall... food was soo good.. service was superb.. company was awesome... played Uno too.. my Fairytale Princess series. hahaha.. then, Estee and i caused some major damage to our purses.. omg major! i bought everything..like i just grabbed without thinking.. sheesh! but no regrets. i was pretty damn happy!
so we just hung out in town shopping our asses off till 8pm before scooting away to Timbre for the PowerJam Band Competition. Yus and band were competing! hehe

met familiar faces.. a relative whose name i have forgotten.. sheesh... Randy from Idol. Charmaine from idol. leandra.. bumped into Gary too.. gary from Drum fest.. 1st runner up hehe. he was sober this time round haha.

15 very talented bands!!!!!!! then Dila came by! i miss u babe!!!! didn't intend to stay too long coz i was not feeling too good. in fact, i wanted to skip it altogether but ended up staying till the end. haha like midnight. it's pretty damn early for a Sat night but i was pretty damn sick haha.
Yus's band didn't make it to the finals but i can assure u, they're pretty damn cool! their original song is omg! and their cover Hump De Bump was awesome!

soo yea... good Sat night..

thennn my Sunday.. my afternoon was spent at Chinatown Point at Miss Earth Singapore roadshow... with Nana, Talib and Emilee.. so much fun but i wish i was feeling a little better. my throat was being a bitch and i was nervous shit coz i was sooo not fit to sing.. and the flashing cameras were not helping. i was dead scared.. but thanks to Talib, all went well. Nana of coz rocked the house. hehe.. Talib's gf, Naz joined the contest. hehe so prettyy heehehe.. i didn't take too many pics.. Nana did! nana! upload and give me ur multiply add!!!!

got home at 7pm.. feeling sick and very tired. mum reminded me to remove make up coz it's so heavy aha. but i went to my room and my bed called out to me.. and next thing, i was gone. got up at 9pm to wash up.....

so that was my weekend!!!!!!! how was urs?? have a good week ahead!!

here's pics i owe u guys.. pics from way back when Jarmo was still here..

goodnight all!

ps: i was looking thru some namecards in my wallet.. and i came across a Swedish dude.. Johan Dahl.... i bet he's some hottie i met at Insomnia or something.... i vaguely remember him working in Singapore..... but i can't remember who he is.. shit!!! someone enlighten me!!!!!!! shit!! damn.. how can i not remember? i remember that he is hot but i can't remember how he looks like hahh shit!
btw, i was looking thru wallet coz im looking for Danny's email. danny is winner of drumfest for under 21. hung out with him one night.. the night he was supposed to fly back to california but got pissed drunk and missed his flight. haha pics below.

i also found namecard of crazy Hong Kong woman whom i met at Insomnia..and seriously random people... like i meet in clubs.. omg.. who are these people? Gabriel Lam? Rowan Carson? Paul Gabriel? who the? but most impt, who is Johan Dahl! hot hot hot!

ok pics!!
here's on the 13th june.. last clubbing night with Jarmo at Insomnia and St James. hung out with Gary who is 1st runner up of drumfest and Danny who flew all the way from California for 2 weeks just for drumfest. but no regrets.. he's under 21 champ! and hes damn cool hehe

Jarmo and his congkak that i bought him at Vino Vino.. dinner b4 clubbing. hehe
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poonam and friend.. i forget her name shit
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Drumfest Champs!!!!!
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Danny Cali!! hehe.. isn't he sooo errr Californian? haha
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the last dinner with Jarmo before he flies off.. :(
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Ballymoons.. notice Yus and my name hehe
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relative's wedding.. like i've not gone to a wedding in ages man!
mum and dad!
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kuda kepang?
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the couple!
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cousin Shah and i
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mum and dad.. awww
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me and bro haha
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one day at the saloon with my 2 intern friends.. i'll miss them when they go back to sch!
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the night with DB E channels and Fullfillment team at Manhattan Fish Market!
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i miss them!!!!!!!!
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Fri night at Ink Bar.
to my horror, some dept from the bank having a function there.. was hoping no one would know me but i bumped into a friend who probably told everyone i'm from the bank haha
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rae, adrian and i at orchard hotel lobby bar, Intermezzo.
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Fish and Co lunch with Estee and Stan.
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some pics from Miss Earth thing.. more with Nana! send over babe!
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ok im done! to bed i go!

good week everyone!



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