Sunday, October 21, 2007

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it's 8.45pm and i've been having visitors since 4pm..

which means.. i've still not packedd!! omg omg omg

gonna get starteddd...

i'm still thinking of a particular someone and it's bothering me so much......
i never thought it'd affect me this way..

sometimes, i guess it's better to not know the truth... coz sometimes, the truth hurts...

now, everything falls into place... the reason as to why he reacted that way.. blah blah blah..

but i really didn't wanna know that coz i was enjoying his company..

now, i don't even know what's on his mind and he looks at me blankly and smirks each time i catch him looking at me..

i never ever wanted anything out of it coz he's leaving anyway...

but now that i know what i know, it's really getting to me......

i don't know what to do anymoreeeeeeee

and the scariest thing is that... i freakin like him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway darling, "itsy bitsy spider...."

edit: time is 11.45pm and i just got done packing.. it has not kicked in yet that i'll be leaving the country tmr..

but i bet tmr morning, i'll be esthetic..

but my heart still hurts...

pics time!

Wed night @ Insomnia. (with Gereon and Co.)


some random Frenchies haha who thinks i hate them haha nice










Andi feelin ittt ahhaa












gereon looked yummy.. haha












Fri night @ Ballymoons with baby brother.. who turned 18! haha
















the Fins i met that night






brought the Fins to meet the Germans. the guys i hung with that night haa


meet the sexy Fins.. Yaric and Timo. haha.. hotness


on Sat with Iylia & Stentorian @ Arts House. yay!




At Gereon's apt for Andi's bday.. after which, MOS!






















Tobi bein goofy hehe






sweet Gereon making me a burrito.. hehe


ok done..i shall go to beddddddddddddd nightsss

and im leaving for HK tmr so see u guys back here next Monday! byeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!


| name fought for sanity @ 8:41 PM|

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