Thursday, September 06, 2007

wah so drama.. because of one guy...

i just have one thing to say la.. it's either someone lied or the other is disillusioned but who am i to meddle so i'm leaving it. if "you" are reading this, u know urself la huh. i do not need to prove anything. all i said was i miss a friend.. i know more than this but a promise is a promise so i shall keep it to myself and u can say what u want and choose to believe anything or not...

but i need to mention something la huh.. Fazlin, u ask "is this shirin from singapore idol?".. so r u saying u just accidentally stumble upon my blog today and coincidentally read the entry bout Haizad and u coincidentally is a good friend of his and so u left a comment? or have u just been reading my blog without knowing im the shirin from singapore idol (or at least pretending not to know) or someone told u bout the entry and u decided to come check it out for urself? queer...coz it really is fine to admit that u frequently read my blog u know.. nothing wrong with tat.

and "passerby" actually reads my "rubbish shit".. haha how ironic...

i may sound a tad nasty and full of myself but i just find it all weird that my comment box is so well utilised coz of one entry... if it was some other random guy, i dont think anyone would even care..

but my mummy says u can never impress everyone.. and i'm never gonna try..

ok.....moving on.....

before i start, this is the song of the week... Jojo's version of Sean Kingston's Beautiful Girls!

I'm way to cool for ya boy
Thats why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

Damnn all these beautiful girls
who only gunna do ya dirt
we'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

[Verse 1:]
I remember when I was hanging with my friends
thats when I caught your eye, you thought that I was fly
right then you wish that I would be your baby (be your baby).
You tried to spit some game asking me "girl whats your name?"
All the Ice up on your chain , so i would do the same.
something tells me that we'd have fun together.(fun together)

I ain't easy to find, I am one of a kind
Ohh when I dutty wine just know your on my mind.
tonight is yours, but tomorrows for another guyyy.

Im way to cool for ya boy
Thats why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

Damn all these beautiful girls
who only gunna do ya dirt
we'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

[Verse 2:]
You've been calling me, leaving messages that are weak.
Cause Your curiosity got your knees weak.
I'm not looking for a man so I don't want no confusion. (no confusion)
I took ya to the flow had you begging me for more
but that was my que to go, so I hit the door.
I led you hott. But your minds running wildddd.

I ain't easy to find, I am one of a kind
Ohh when I dutty wine just know your on my mind.
if you stick around, be careful not to fall in love.(fall in love)

Im way to cool for ya boy
Thats why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

Damn all these beautiful girls
who only gunna do ya dirt
we'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

[verse 3:]
Now a couple months have passed never thought that this would last
Oh Everybody asks how you got a girl like that.
You shouldve known that nothing lasts forever.(lasts forever)
I mess up your mind, when i tell you lies.
Boy Don't be surprised that I've been seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle and you should've known better.(known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls
who only gunna do ya dirt
we'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

so last night, the whole branch, with the exception of a few, went for dinner at Long Beach Seafood Restaurant. it was Babyman's and Cheryl's treat! thanks lovelies!!! highlight for the night were those Alaskan crabs man. i've never seen crabs that huge.. and those chilli crabs omg!!!! and those man tou.. omg.. but the digestion took quite a long while.. we almost gave up on chilling after.. but of coz, once it got digested, a whole bunch of us headed to Mosque Street.. which i still find rather ironic... coz along the street are a row of pubs.... hmmm.. Mosque-Pubs.... hmmm..

but anyway, it was Joe's birthday! so he brought us to his cousin's should i say "canto" pub.. hehe im glad Estee brought me to canto pubs before.. but i still suffer culture shock. i was probably the only one singing English songs which i never manage to finish coz it's either my singing was that bad or they r biased agst English-singing people. haha..

but there were surprisingly some Ang mohs haha..

but the whole while, i really miss my Insomnia.. i will start going again soon.. it's Insomnia-free for a while now.. hahaha
what's Wednesday without Insomnia..

but anyway, it was so much fun.. i have crazy cool colleagues.. Joe got drunk hehehe.. i left at bout 1.30am coz i was falling asleep.. hahahaha..

this morning, i found out most of them headed to St James after and got home at 5am. omg! haha that would have totally killed me... haha

but anyway, i was super lethargic at work today. i wasn't feeling too well.. my tummy was killing me.. Boss got indigestion.. i got i also don't know what. and my period isn't helping.. blah!

and my contact lenses "attacked" my eye today. one of my colleague commented "shirin, ur eye so red. u stare at what?"... then 5 mins later, his eye swollen la babe... hahaha freaky man!! it was worst than mine... and i was like "now now.. what were u staring at ?" hahaha

so this morning, i received a "goodbye" sms from Darren... yea.. Mr Darren "sexy British Richard Gere" Hall... he wanted to tell me he's leaving Singapore next Wednesday.. it really sucks that i always meet people who are about to leave the country for good.. coz of my huge ego, i never wanted to initiate anything coz i feel he is really too mature and my approach might seem kiddish.. then now, it's goodbye... sheesh..

there's this guy we call "cutie pie"he comes the bank very often.. sometimes, he freaks me out... but he gets away with it for being so adorable.. unfair huh hahaha
but he really should stop lingering, smiling and staring so much. kinda freaky..

today, while i was walking to Dhoby Ghaut train station, i was on the phone with Khai.. then i saw a familiar face and i was like "omg i'll call u back".. it was Fir.. Fir's a guy me and Le`mon met back in Sec 3 i think.. at this NACLI camp. he was from Zhonghua Sec Sch and i should say that we both had a crush on him.. haahah babe! slow dancing hahhhhhhahaha!
as i mentioned, my contact lenses "attacked" me so my eyes were watery yea.. so when he saw me hastily hanging up the phone, he thought i was arguing with my bf and i was crying hhahaha.. that boy is so cute la. he is now studying in SMU.. which means im so gonna meet him for lunchhhh omg! he's still the same well-mannered person.. adorable!

oh one more person i bump into a lot is Joakim haha.. he now studies at NAFA so i see him a few times and each time we see each other , it's "hi!!" hug and ok bye. haha Gomez, my manager thinks ur such a good looking boy hahaha...

Linkin Park is coming in Nov.. perfect birthday gift for my bro... :) concert tickets..

ok.. i am off... Ballymoons tmr!! Khai, ur finally coming huh?? hehehhe

ok as promised!!!!! PICS.. starting from BKK!!!!

PS: i can't wait for HONG FREAKIN KONG!!

PSS: i miss u Estee....... it's been almost 2 weeks... i love you.. :)
PSSS: i miss Jazzy babe.. but meetin her on Monday yay!
PSSSS: Mark.K, see u Wednesday? ;)
PSSSSS: i forgot bout Sam.. i shall sms him now haha
PSSSSSS: today, i received my "networking/socialising" name cards which i got personalised.. i can't wait to give them away hahahahaha
PSSSSSSS: Shah now so busy with shootings! i miss Smith!

ok PICS TIME ( I TOOK HOURS TO LOAD OMG!)

BANGKOK!!! (17th-19th Aug'07)
ON THE WAY!