Tuesday, September 04, 2007
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i just saw Haizad Imram (people always geting his Dad's name spelt wrongly. even on TV) on TV and somehow, it brought back memories..
but what actually still makes me wonder is... what the heck happened to errr the friendship we once had? i admit the complications we once faced but instead of "platonically" settling things, things got very awkward.. and now, no communication at all..
and i realise it isn't just me he isn't keeping in touch with... with the rest of the idols too i heard..
somehow, he decided to just totally disassociate himself with us...
i promised him i won't speak of the past.. esp on my blog.. coz "u know who" reads it. i stayed true to that. i never blogged and when i did, i deleted it, as instructed..
that's why i find it hard to even speak about him..
but i do miss his jokes, his endless teasing.. and of coz his constant "yayakia"..
i knew him when he was a "nobody" but of coz now he is a "somebody", i feel he has every right to not bother bout us anymore..
but i still wonder why.. what happened? was it something i did? something i said? despite having drawn the line? is it his gf?
whatever it is, i still do miss him and frankly, i don't know how else to get to him.. except of coz his home number (which i also lost since i lost my mobile). but calling his house would just scream "desperation"... so i guess, i'll just let it be... till our paths cross again one day. Insyallah.
anyway, that aside...
it was back to work today... it's kinda fun.. i love my colleagues.. they're a bunch of nutcase! hehe
and of coz there's the lunchies with Khai :) ( i know ur reading this at work!! stop reading! go work!hehehe)
tmr, after work, we're all heading to East Coast for seafoodddddd and then chill somewhere! yay!
oh and Hong Kong trip solidified! leaving 20th-26th Oct.. oh yea baby! and in time for Halloween Party which should be on the 27th :)..i don't wanna be Shrek anymore.. any ideas??
ps: my stomach's been a pain...endless toilet visits...........................
update on Ballymoon gigs.. this month, i'll be singing 7th, 15th, 21st Sept..
so i'll see u there?? :)
pss: today,i am proud to say that i signed my very own insurance/savings scheme.. i committed to saving $200 a month for 25 years which will start paying me $1500 cash yearly from the 25th month. it's good for a start.i hope to save more in future.. this is a start.. hahaha
tmr, i will choose my free gift. hahaha let's see what i can get hahah
I PROMISED PICS BUT MY NAILS NEED ATTENTION SO PICS POSTPONED.. SHIT IM SO SORRY..
I PROMISE BY END OF THE WEEK, ALL PICS I OWE WILL BE UP UP UP!!
NIGHTSSSS ALL
| name fought for sanity @ 9:36 PM|
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