Tuesday, April 10, 2007

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Acting is easy..
Pretending is hard..

Acting is fake..
Pretending is real..

I'm pretending.. trust me it's hard.. it's real and it hurts...

Don't get me wrong.. i'm happy. Everything is going my way now.. just only one thing...
and it's unfair...... if only feelings can be controlled.. manouvered..

i don't know what else to do... it's sinking in.. Help!

have u ever felt
that loving someone is wrong
wrong coz you know it'll never be
and somehow u wish you were strong

have u ever felt
like u wanna get over him
only to turn around and find urself back
back into his arms

sometimes i ask
ask if i really wanna leave
leave his life forever
and forever it will be

sometimes i wonder
wonder if he really cares
care about if..
if i'll ever be

maybe i'm just too emo... maybe it's just a phase...

well.. just MAYBE..


| name fought for sanity @ 9:53 PM|

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