Wednesday, January 17, 2007
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My Bestfriend, Jasmine Sahni..Last night, my bestest friend in the whole wide world, called me.. coz i needed someone to talk to... i bawled my eyes out.. i screamed my hearts out.. i let everything out.. and she was there for me.. she was always there for me.. she's always there when i needed her..
She was there when the ex bf broke up with me.. She was there to fuck him up.. She was there to bitch bout everything. She was there whenever someone breaks my heart (trust me, it happens a lot).. She was there when someone hurts me.. She was even there when i hurt someone..
She's there at my parties.. She's there when i'm drunk.. she's there when i embarass myself...
In all, she's ALWAYS there...
Jazzy babe is one of the very few people in my life that i can't do without.. i love her so much.. i really love her...
Last night, when i was telling her how unfair life is, she was there.. she told me life is unfair but she promised she'll never leave...Before we hung up, i made her promise she'll never leave me.. With all certainty and sincerity, she said "i won't babe. i promise i never will" and that made me smile.... and eveything seemed solved and perfectly fine...
We were supposed to meet for a movie after work today... but she had lotsa work to do so we didn't meet... we planned to meet on Fri but i guess it won't be happening... coz...
just an hour ago, she called me and she was at the airport leaving the country.. i promise her i won't tell anyone bout it.. but her departure was so sudden and very urgent.. i hate myself soooooooo much for not being able to be there for her...
but babe.. trust me on this.. I'm praying for u and ur family babe.... always.. ur always on my mind and i love u very much...
i hope everything goes well and i promise when u come back, we'll work together like wat we planned..
JASMINE SAHNI, I LOVE YOU.... always and forever..
ps: everyone reading this, have her and her family in ur prayers please..
| name fought for sanity @ 11:57 PM|
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