Thursday, November 30, 2006

JAMMIN SESSION WAS CRAZY FUN! PERIOD! THAT'S ALL I GOTTA SAY!!YAY! SO I'M LOOKIN FORWARD FOR MORE SESSIONS AND OMG!TMR IS HIP HOP DANCE CLASS!!YAY!

AND I MISS MR DAVID PETER AALBERS LIKE OOH SO CRAZY FREAKIN MUCH!!!

I WILL SEE U TMR BABY!! STUDY HARDDDD AND ALL THE BEST FOR THE PAPER! MUCH LOVE!!! <3

| name fought for sanity @ 11:54 PM|

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I CAN BLOG! GOD DAMN THIS SWITCH TO WHATEVER FUCK GOOGLE BETA SHIT ASS CRAP!!

FIRST UP!! THANKS TO PEIFENG!!! OMG I LOVE U! U FIGURED IT OUT.. SCREW INTERNET EXPLORER! GO FIREFOX!!!! OMGGGGGGGG!!!(previous post was her testing it haha)

now that this shit works, i find it kinda cool. it's more user-friendly i suppose.. like yay!!! whee!!! heheheh

i've not blogged for a good week and i'm starting to get that cold turkey effect.. like seriously.. i need to bloggg...

let's seeeee if i can recall as much of what happened the past week...

hmmmmmm..... Tuesday night (21st nov), David and Basil came back from Bali! yay! their flight was delayed for an hour and he had no credits left on his phone to call me but when he came online, i flipped! yay! haaha it was past midnight and i so wanted to see him but i have to work on Wed.. bummer.. so we planned to meet after work on Wed! like wheeeeeeeeeee!!!! oh and Daddy left for the Phillipines for work that morning.

Work on Wednesday was ok i suppose (it's such a routine.. i can't remember anything much)... i left office at 6pm coz i was meant to meet Dave at 6-ish (or so he says) in town. but at 5.50pm, he was like "i'm 10 mins away" and i'm omfg! i'm still in the office! haha so i rushed la! wheee!

i met him and i was like yay! i missed him so much omg!! Mr Aalbers! i really missed u ok! hahaa! he wanted Japanese food so we headed to where else but Sushi Tei at Metro Paragon! his first sashimi... like totally fear factor man.. i remember how Leo used to make me eat that and i used to run around the house shrieking and tearing hahaha.. but i managed to try them.. but one thing i hate.. those fish eggs.. like ewwwwwwwwww.. all squishy and fishy.. like ewww! but Dave likes them. wtf!

after that, i wanted to show him Vivocity!!!not the mall.. but that open space overlooking Sentosa.. u would know what i'm talking bout if u've been there. i went there once with Jaz and her sis and i told her that i will bring Dave there one day and i did! yay! he loved it.. RIGHT?!?! HAHA.. but yea... we just stood there.. enjoying the view.. i was enjoying him too haahahha... Dave and i have intellectual conversations so we had some of that over some good Ben and Jerry ice-cream. heheh

then, we took a cab back to NUS. chilled with him for a bit b4 heading home at bout midnight.. i was soo tired and thinkin of work the next day made me sick! blah! but i had a good day!!!he's crazy sweet coz he picked up the guitar and sang me a song! yay

Thursday! work is hectic la basically.. worked almost non-stop.. i'm tired as heck la.. but i was soo psyched for after work coz it was manicure and pedicure with Sijia and Rae! yay! for dnd on Friday.. Rae ended work at 7pm so Jia and i went to Bugis first.. Jia and i had dinner at Billy Bombers.. an American diner with way too huge servings.. insanity.. how does one finish such huge servingssss.... but i had a good time.. manicure and pedicure was cool but i was so sleepy, i fell asleep haaha.. but we had cool nailssssssssss... yay! mine's "zebra-inspired".. Jia's all "cutesy billabongy butterfly" and Rae's all "glitter rhine-stony"... like totally reflects each other's personality.. me being the crazy mf... Jia, the cutie.. haha and Rae, the poshy.. hahaha
by the time, we got that done, it was past 10pm and i was dead beat! shared a cab back with Jia and bam!

Friday!i brought a hugeeee bag to work with my dress and boots for dnd.. work was crazy ass fucking nutz! tired as heckkkkkkkkkkkk.. but had to leave at 530pm coz we were gonna head to Jia's place to get ready for dnd... yay!!! dnd okok la.. i mean.. it's tooo huge la.. but i met many people from crazy Standard Chartered Bank.. it was almost like Halloween with all the costumes! haha i decided not to put on my costume and just went with my dress and boots! hehehe.. i didn't feel too well at all. i kept sneezing but i still managed to stay as hyper as ever la! like how not surprising!

so like at bout 11.30pm, some of us headed to MOS.. i already wasn't feeling well.. but i stayed for a bit.. i think left slightly b4 2am.. the rest headed to Devils i think.. i got home and bam!!!!

Saturday! i had to take an mc coz i was real sick.... i found out my nose is very sensitive and it's causing my headaches and chest pains... but yea... didn't work.. which caused some drama at work la (which i'm glad has been solved la).. i stayed home the whole day....

Sunday! got up rather late... met Jia at City Hall to collect our Marathon pack.. had lunch at Marche.. Sijia conveniently forgot the confirmation slip which we need to collect the pack so dear Stanley ran and errand for her. how sweet is that... Jerrod joined us too.. coz he was gonna collect it too.. so we went to collect and i was like"wtf am i thinking?" ahahah i didn't train at all la.. just walk la hhaha

then Jia and me walked a bit at Bugis market... where i bought 2 more Juicy Couture bags... i already bought 2 in JB but i found more.. so i bought 1 more of the same pattern in different colours.. like wtf hahha oh wells..

then, i so wanna meet Dave! he's studying but i really wanna see him and i wanna pass him something to wish him luck for his exams! so i went to NUS. heehhe for a wee bit.. talked a bit, passed him the gift and headed home.. hehehehe.. Dave says he liked my gift.. i hope he really did hehehehe..miss u baby!

Monday! work duh! i was physically and mentally prepared to stay in office till late to clean up my shit from last week! so i stayed till like 10pm and cabbed home and bam!! boring dayyyyyyy!!! monday bluesss!!

Tuesday! work was same la... but after work, i headed to NUS! Yay! hahaha.. baby Dave was sleeping. poor thing. he had a paper in the morning and was so dead beat.. but he got up and we had Jap for dinner... we both had that good curry omgggggggggg... jap curry.. yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm la! NUS rocks la haha.. except the toilets... hmmmm
then.. we chilled in his room ;).... i was so tired la so i had to leave b4 i fell asleep and not get up till tmr morning.. left at bout 10 plus or so.. i so wanted to stay but i had to go sleep.. and i didn't wanna stop him from studying.. which he did right after i left! nerdo! hehehe i miss u baby!

Wednesday! (like today!)... work okok la.. one of the better days i suppose....i did a health screenin and decided to go with the comprehensive one for only $148... first urine test ever.. i can't pee into that bottle man. i was a mess.. HAHAHA GROSSSSSS! wtf.. but yea.. blood drawing reminded me of blood donating which i've not done in ages.. i should... soon!
a lot of drama la at work. i hope all turn out good la.. i don't know if i should get myself involved sigh.... well..

but, on the brighter note, mummy bought me 2 bags! yay! love mummy!

another 2 more days of work b4 the weekend!!!!!!!!!

tmr, after work, i have jamming with the band.. first practice..
fri, i think going with some colleagues to Villa Bali? iono.. but i want David! he has a paper that day.. but i want him! haha

David is leaving next FRIDAY! whyyyyyy babyyyyyyyyyy!!! don't leave meee!! omg!

this Sunday is marathon so nooooooo clubbing on Sat.. that's suicide.. but i wanna go out on Sat.. i have some stuff to get!

pics..... like from last week!

Wednesday with Dave

Thursday with girls

Standard Chartered DND'06

OK CIAO! NIGHTS!

| name fought for sanity @ 9:57 PM|

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| name fought for sanity @ 9:45 PM|

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

omg i've been so tired!!!! been wanting to blog for the longest time coz i hate the "i-have-so-much-blog-but-i=have-no-time-to-and-when-i-finally-do-i-forget-details" moments... that's why my blog entries r so general! blah!

but oh wells... here we gooooooo

soo Friday!!!!work was bearable! hahhaha after work, Sijia and i headed to Parkway Parade to grab some bday cakes for her friend. i had to meet Nana at Insomnia that night and Sijia was gonna come with me and since i had no plans at all b4 that, i tagged along! haha.. we headed to East Coast for the bbq..i was not dressed for occasion at all hahaha but oh wells..

(b4 i go on, i am not chatting with Pei Sze's sis and she's telling that Pei Sze has started to walk by herself.. yay!! Jia you girl! next thing u know, ur running marathons again and climbing mountains! yay! i shall visit her soon!!! yay!)

ok... sooooo bbq was great.. great company.. i talk to much but i think i entertained them hahaha..i met Sijia's group of friends.. cool..i named them all... coz i suck at remembering Chinese names. hhaaha.. so yea.. some of them have new names yay!! Jacky, Christabelle hahaha.. Sijia is Cynthia haha.. oh Felicia Chin is one of Sijia's good friend. she dropped by for a bit after a shoot and headed back for work after.. busy busy busy..

but yea.. we left at bout 10pm.. got a lift fromm a friend and went to Insomnia! yay! Nana rocks man. big time.. and there was this dude... he sings in the band too.. Bryan.. he's cute hahaha. maybe coz i'm a sucker at guys who can sing. aha but he's all rockish and all.. he has long hair and reminds me of Mr King..(Ram) hmmm haha ok..

Stanley, Weixin and Primero joined us a bit later.. After Nana's second set, Prim and i followed her to some coffeeshop to talk while Stan and Sijia waited for us at the club. Nana introduced me to the bassist for the band that i'll be singing with and we were discussing songs and stuff..
then, we headed back to Nana's 3rd set.. we left halfway coz Sijia's ex bf (heh) was waiting for us at Devil's Bar.. so we headed there.. first time there.. i've heard so much bout it..it was alright.. Hady and Emilee used to sing with the band there.. the band is good.. really! hehehe

then... Sijia got high and she started doin stupid things hahaa.. but what happens in Devil stays in Devil so i shall not blog haha

so we left at like 4am.. Stan and Sijia sent me home and we got some prata b4 heading to my place. Sijia fell asleep on my bed.. ahahah Stan had to get her home and she took mc the next day haha.. i didn't have to work!!! wheeeeeeeeee

sooo on Sat, i got up and i was like damnnnn tired la!
woke up damn late and had to cancel on Sijia for our shopping date.. had some guests over.. met this girl who is dad's ex secretery's daughter. i remember when she was younger and stuff.. now, all grown up yo ahaa. we talked bout boys boys boys ahaha. and she used to have a bestfriend called Shirin and i'm just like her.. crazy freaky but yea we got along and yea cool...

but i got very tired..... sijia and i cancelled clubbing plans and my msn windows started popping up.. all asking same qns "eh today not clubbing ah?" wow hahahha... do i club that much?? shit.. i should stop..

but yea... i slept and i got up fresh on Sunday!

Sunday!!! i'm glad i had a good sleep coz i had to prepare for what was coming on Sunday.. met the girls at Woodlands and headed across the Causeway for a great shopping and dining trip. hahaha nuff said.. all we did was ate and shopped.. we shopped so much.. crazyyyyyyy!! and ended the day with damn good seafood.. we had soo much and it's soo damn cheap. omg crazy! our next trip there will be solely for hair and nails and of coz more shopping and eating of coz.. cheap cheap cheap!!

then while having seafood, it started raining so we were stranded.. so like we got back to Singapore at like 11pm..then i remembered that i promised Shah Iskandar that i'll call him when i get back to see if i can make it to his house.. i was inappropriately dressed for Hari Raya but he insisted.. so i put on this cardigan i just bought and i went..it was fun coz i met new people again.. mostly Suria peoople..like hmmm Suzairhe, Ahkmar, Ashmi, Sofian, Kak Erra Farida, the Erlin Montel girl whose name i don't know hahah and some more la.. whom i can't remember..

then it striked me.. dear Soliqin was leaving for Bahrain for a couple of years for work.. and i still have not met him... we planned so much but we never met and he couldn't make it to Shah's place.. so Shah asked if i wanted to follow him to the airport.. i was like okkkk.. but his flight is at 4am hahaha.. and guess what? i have work the next day at 830am.. but for the sake of a friend, i went... left with Shah at 1.45am.. got to the airport and met Shah's friend, Suhaimi and Lila.. and Leo later came.. Leo is mr Saxaphonist who was dressed all ready to Salsa. hahaha cool people i like! so like we were waiting for Soliqin so we decided to cam whore.. shah was all hip hop but Su called him 25 cent.. got it?? (50 cents).. hahahah shit! but yea.. he was all "mr step up" hahaha

but yea.. qin came with his family.. i'm glad to see him.. although i met him ONCE! HAHHA but we had good conversations on msn, phone and sms.. i like him.. he's a really nice dude... God Bless u Qin! keep in touch!

so yea............. Qin had to go at 3.55am.. and they decided to have breakfast... i almost fell asleep... left the airport at like 5.30am? and i got home at 6am! omfg! and i have to get ready for work at 630am.. forget bout sleeping.. i kept myself awake.. which means.. NO SLEEP AT ALL!!
omg!

but yea.. i wanted to be all responsible and went to work and had the worst day at work. i couldn't focus and i was hallucinating.. wat makes things worst is that monday is meeting day so long day.. i left the office at 7pm and took a cab. i went to bed by 10pm.. crazy! Dilah was like "no wonder shirin so quiet at work" omgggggggg!but yea.. sheesh!

got up on Tuesday morning all refreshed! yay! had a good day at work today.. i love my colleagues! yay!!

ohhhhhhhhhh.... David comes back today.. he landed an hour ago.. David, call me! i know u have no credits on ur phone but call me! haaaaa i missssssssssssss u!!!

ok... i'm gonna go.. here are some pics. i have a whole load.. i picked.. my D: IS FULL! how how? i got to transfer my pics into cd.. sheesh! i have too many pics...

okok.. im gonna go.. till i blog again.. ciao ciao

ps: fri is dnd..yay!

pss: today, while waiting for the shuttle bus back home (always the excuse), i went shopping alone. i bought 4 pairs of shoes and a jacket.. god bless me.. i have no more storage.. my friends who came to my place b4 would totally know what i mean.... no more space.. Sijia's asking if i wanna set up a booth to sell my stuff but answer is NO! i will never part with them!! i want them all all all!!!!!!!damn!maybe i should selllllll!!

FRIDAY!

SUNDAY(MALAYSIA)

SUNDAY(SHAH'S PLACE AND AIRPORT)

done!! i realise i don't put captions to photos so i guess u gotta READ My entry to understand haha so go read!

NOW CIAO CIAO!

| name fought for sanity @ 11:19 PM|

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

a short update b4 going to bed!!!

Work on Wed was a drag coz like i mentioned, no "kaki"... but it ended up not that bad afterall. i just "annoyed" my managers thats all. coz i end up talking to them.. haha but i logged out an hour earlier coz my manager sent me to another office to help out with some stuff.. some business continuity plan thing.. which i don't think i can elaborate on.. just in case haha..

i left to meet Jazzy girl! had dinner and caught STEP UP! wheeeeeee!! hot hot hot! i kept like "ooooo"ing. hahaha.. i dig men who can dance.. and sing! so like omg! oh i realise i like men with hairy arms too hahahaha i think it's manly haha.. not so hairy la but some hair is good. hairless not manly hahaha

work today was pretty good. i had minah mizah back! hahaha...

tmr... omg TGIF!!!! after work, i have no plans before heading to Imsomnia.. so i might be tagging along to a bbq with Sijia. and then head to Insomnia to see Nana perform and meet up with the organisers for the gig at Muddy..

which reminds me.. the gig at Muddy on 25th Nov coz the band and i are not ready.. but i'll definitely be singing on New Year's Eve there! so come by! :)

ok.. i'm gonna hit the sack coz im damn tired.. then again, maybe i'll read the magazine...

i saw this while browsing thru some blogs... check it out..

The grass is always greener on the other side...

... but once you get there, you realise the cows have SHAT there too"
(Prof. Lemuel Cheong CF, PhD. Philosophy, Harvard University)

What is it about us... the human species that causes us to keep having the urge to jump to greener pastures when we have already learnt time and time again... that once you get there... it's not all that green afterall.

"The males of most mammalian species have a definite urge towards seeking variety in their sexual partners. If a male rat is introduced to a female rat in a cage, a remarkably high copulation rate will be observed at first. Then, progressively, the male will tire of that particular female and, even though there is no apparent change in her receptivity, he eventually reaches a point where he has little apparent libido. However, if the original female is then removed and a fresh one supplied, the male is immediately restored to his former vigor and enthusiasm. "
(Glenn Wilson, The Great Sex Divide)

Which brings us The Coolidge Effect in which bulls have to be given multiple cows for mating. Which then brings me to the Old Cow- New Cow Theory, from my all time favourite author Laura Zigman.

"New-Cow is short for New-Cow theory, which is short for Old-Cow-New-Cow theory, which, of course, is short for the sad, sorry truth that men leave women and never come back because all they really want is New Cow."
(Laura Zigman, Animal Husbandry)

Some time back, a male acquaintance of mine ( I'm not trying to be all confidential and secretive here... I just can't remember who it was!)...mentioned to me that in a marriage/relationship cheating is inevitable. Of course there are various degrees of cheating... not everyone who cheats has a mistress and kids in China or something. OK back to his point- Cheating is inevitable, it's just a matter of choosing to be ignorant about it or accepting it or sort of keeping one eye shut... and moving on with the relationship.

Even as I type this now, I am appalled by what he said. Though I do have a friend who cheats and has been in a relationship lasting 7 years.. and is still happily lasting now. While I on the other hand have had like 5 relationships fail on me. Is the key to forever after just as simple as acceptance &/or ignorance?

I was brought up in a home where promiscuity is more than just frowned upon and marriage is held sacred. Yet now when I'm out in the real world I see happy promiscuous people who are flirting and sleeping around... happy deluded people who seem oblivious to their partners cheating on them physically and/or emotionally. Happy relationships lasting way long than any of mine ever did. I must be doing something wrong.

Have you ever made the move to greener pastures? How's it like now?

Are you guilty of looking at/sourcing out for greener pastures? Why?

Have you had someone leave your pastures to go on to something that caught their fancy? I bet you're wishing that the greener pastures turned out to be full of cow shit. I know I would. In a heartbeat.

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so true huh? :(

ps: i miss David!!! hehe.. he e-mailed me last night and i can't wait to see the pics and listen to the stories.. sounds adventurous and interesting! he's comin back soon yay!

pss: Pei Sze's surgery tmr.. have her in ur prayers everyone... thanks! :)

| name fought for sanity @ 11:13 PM|

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

First up.... i'm dreadin work!! especially tmrrrrrr!!! Minah Mizah's off day and Daryl's on MC!! OMG!! my "lorong" no kaki already omgggggggggggggggggggggggg.... it's gonna be a boringgggggggggggg day at workkkkkkkkkkkk...

but.... meeting Jazzy girl after work yay!!!! wheeeeee!!!

before i go on... a shout out to Minah Mizah! If ur reading this, i bet ur still at work! wtf babe! go home omfg! work ended at 5pm! go homeeeeeeeeeee!!!! hhahaha i love u babe!

i went straight home after work on Monday... Monday blues.... right! well... Monday is always meeting day and it gets me tired.. didn't make it to Insomnia to meet Nana and organisers of gig... postponed to tmr i think...

but yea... work today was the samee... i'm so happy there's Minah... i don't know how work will be without her.. coz she sits behind me and we whine to each other.. hehe..

i left straight after work today and headed to SGH to visit Pei Sze! yay!! i got lost omg. that hospital is complicated! hahaha i'm so glad to see her again.. she's doing much better now! Keep praying for her.. i shall visit her again soon.. hehehe.. i bought her a soft toy which everyone thought was uber cool.. we were fooling around with it.. i have pics! ehehe later!

Adek (Faizal) and Anselm came to visit her too. they're my seniors back in sec sch! man! i miss sec sch! all we did was fool around damn it! hahaa

but yea.... pray for my dear friend. she's undergoing another surgery this Friday.. most probably will go see her on Sat...

This Sunday, my colleagues and i are most probably going to Johor! yay.. shop and eat!!! i wish David was here though.. it'll be uber fun!!!

David smsed me last night and he was tellin me bout his visit to Kuta.. the place of the bombings... it's really sad. he said that there's fewer tourists now..but yea...he said Bali is bagus! hehe

Come back soon! omg!

so yea.. i was chatting with Shah last night and i still can't believe he's juggling school with hosting, acting , appearance and whatever not.. crazy! he's whining though but omg crazy!

ok.. i shall leave u guys now.. i have a long day tmr... i'm dreadin it already............................................ i mean work........... i need some kind of motivation..

i have a friend ( u know who u r) who always found excuses whenever i ask for his pic.. i discovered "print screen".. so one day, he decides to on his webcam for me coz i've not seen him in a while, i "print screen" and now i have his pictures. i'm so tempted to put it up but i don't know if i should. ahhahahaa boo u for always stealing my pics!

alright.. till then, nights! ciao!

The cute soft toy which i regretted not getting one for myself.. i shall go get one for myselff!!!!!!

Come on in! here's where the party's at!

RETRO ROOM!

How cute! GET WELL SOON BABE! I LOVE YOU!

STUDYING FOR BIG Os! HAHA ALL THE BEST GIRL!

OK CIAO CIAO!

| name fought for sanity @ 10:28 PM|

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

well helloooo!!!!!!

b4 i proceed, i'm currently listening to Shayne Ward's "Stand By Me".. puurr fect.. goose bumps! sing to me. i'll marry you! :)

ok..... so how was ur weekend everyone!?!?!? mine was not too bad.. i'm just missing u,Mr Aalbers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg... Send my love to Bali and come back soon!! u see.. i told David i'll blog about him everyday to let him know that i'm always thinking bout him and he was like "oh. i'm gonna be popular" hahaha right!! well.. i'm counting down to 2220 hrs on 21st Nov.. :)

but yeaaaa......... i foresee a crazy week ahead.. a lot going on i must say... i think my rehearsals with the band will start next week.. i'm meeting the Metal Girls for movie (step up baby!).. i have to collect the marathon t-shirt thingy after work. i have to think of what to put on for dnd.. wow.. a lot of things going on.. which is good.. at least i will feel that my life is fulfilling!

so let's see.. and update on life! haha

THURS---
work as per normal...left almost punctually at 1730. Sijia, Rae and i headed to Baa Bar Black Chic.. the club by Perak Street. this is where our Christmas party will be held.. we waited for our bosses to come coz some documents need to be signed but they couldn't make it in the end.. but the party is finalised and everything is settled.. just need to costume and party on baby! hahaha

then... we headed to East Coast.. off forrrrrrrrrr seafood!!!!! wheeee.. well.. it wasn't all bout eating... it was bout working too for someone haha.. but i cannot blog bout that! so let's just proceed to describing how tasty seafood can be! wait... it's indescribable ok!!! like omg Chill Crab with mantou!!! buttered prawns! baby kailan! fried rice... u guys beat that! wheeeeeeeeeee!!!

then we went to check out Ski 360.. yes! where i once had my "boob out" blooper! fuck! but yea... went there and then this "kid" came up to me and he was like "u not skiing tonight?" blah blah.. only to find out later that he was doing his friend a favour. he asked for my number blah blah.. i had ulterior motives (note: the dude works there..*wink*)... HOWEVER, he turned out lame and worst still, Married! GREAT! now... who wants to get married??? fuckin scary!

oh btw!i was supposed to meet David today but he couldn't finish his essay :( so yea..

and oh ps: i don't really wanna blog bout this coz this dude is my friend's husband's boss or something but i'm sorry... u see.. i'm the sort who finds it very difficult to say "no".. so instead i make up stupid excuses... but dude.. ur too senior for me to hang out with... ur like my dad's age? im so soryy.. someone.. help me.. teach me how to say NO! boooohooo

anyway... i had a good thurs.. so thanks babes! :)

FRI---
i got up feeling unwell. well, i haven been feeling too well for the past few days but i just completely ignored it.. but it got worst.. so yea.. i had a draggy morning...

and... to make matters worst.. i received an sms at exactly 8.54am... telling me that my dear friend, Pei Sze, got into a bike accident and is seriously injured.. to whoever who knows her.. pray for her.. i've known her since i was 12.. we went thru so much together. i love her to bits.. she's the most active person i've ever known and to think that she's there laying in the hospital.. just seemed unbelievable.. i was talking to a customer and i just froze... i couldn't think....

i called her sister...she said that she just out of the operating theatre and is stable at that moment.. thank God! amazing threshold.. but yea.. i had to go back to work..

during lunch, i went to see the docs and to my surprise, he gave me 2 days off work.. wow! so i went back to the office and told my manager and i headed home.. i got home.. and i actually wanted to go to the hospital but i didn't think i could take seeing her in such a condition. her sister said i might cry... i know i will.. mum told me if i can't take it, go the next day... i thought bout it.. and yes.. the following day was better but i kept myself updated on her condition.. and she seemed stable...

so i actually wanted to take a nap coz i promised my colleagues i'll meet them for dinner.. left the house at bout 8pm still drowsy... met them at Clarke Quay... had dinner at Hooters.. Alex, Le`mon's hubby and Joshie came along and boy was i teased a lot that night.. sheesh.. hahaa.. teased bout Davin.. which i will NOT elaborate!haha

after dinner, Le`mon , Alex, Josh and another of their friend, Lina left.. Qinyu left to meet her friends. the rest of us ended up at One Night Stand.. bouncer was like "eh long time no see".. then again.. i really don't go to One Night Stand that much so iono man. haha oh b4 that! we heard a band playing and to my surprise, JIVE TALKIN! right in the middle of Clarke Quay.. doing a promo for a new club opening in early Dec... The Pump! check it out ok!! JIVE TALKIN is the resident band! omfg!!!!!! they remembered me from all the nights i spend at Barnone ahahaha.. they're inviting me to the opening of the club.. i'm esctatic!!! wheeee! i loveeeeeeee Jive Talkin!

ok then... Sijia came to join us.. i like the band at 1 Night Stand too.. i remember the first time i went there. with Pol (this dude i used to date).. he brought me there and introduced me to the singer of the band (his ex -gf). she's good.. real good. i had a talk with her at Pol's bday party this year and we were like talking bout singing and stuff. she's cool.. but yea... nice band

then Stanley and quite a number of my other colleagues came to join us later...after which we left for Boat Quay to Bedroom.. where i met this dude.. who apparently owns the bar and 5 other bars there.. he said he will make me a star... right!!!!! hahah i sang 2 songs there and he said he's banning me from singing.. nutz!

but yea.. stan sent me and jia home.. tired! bum!

Sat---
got up.... lazed around.. dragged mummy to the hospital...
headed to Tan Tock Seng.. i saw my dear friend.. i wanted to cry.. not coz of anything but coz i have never seen her to helpless..sigh... i bought her a hamper which i later regretted coz a bear would have been nicer but yea..
she broke both her wrists.. fractured her pelvic bone.. bleeding and her right side of the face.. her eye bone fractured.. sigh..pray for her ok everyone.. she will be fine..she's strong i know! her friends and family were all there for her.. i will visit her again next week..

after the hospital visit, mum and i went to metro for shopping. i saw this adorable soft toy.. so i got it.. for pei sze.. it's damn retro :) i shall give it to her next week :)

i bought a new bag and a new shoe.. wheeeeeeeeeeeee

then we headed home.. picked dad up and headed to uncle's place for some dinner thing...

thennnnn.... came home.. had to think of 30 songs.. to send to Nana for the Muddy Murphy thing. ehe so exciting..

then.. met Sijia and her friends.. Cocco Latte, which was alright.. thanks Shyanne for the guestlist and drink.then 1 Night Stand.. yet again.bouncer said "welcome back" hahaha.. then Attica. where i got stalked and i played Truth or Dare with total strangers (in which one of them turned out to be an employee of Standard Chartered dealing with Global Markets).. with crazy Brit accent and his name is Gey.. yes.. pronounced Gay.. hahh and he was like "yea hi im Gay".. i raised my eyebrows and he's like "im not gay! my name is Gey!" omggggg!!!.i had to accidentally grab someone's testicles.. insane! hahaha..also, someone really drunk passed me a light stick and wished me and jia Merry Christmas.... had Macs for supper and met 2 funny German dudes and a Malaysian dude who found it funny that we met over Macs.. haha funny people i tell u.

Sun---
got up early.. went shopping with mum.. bought 2 pants.. ahahhaa.. then got home and bam! i slept on the couch immediately for 3 hrs.. haaha nice...

work tmr!
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!

ok.... i shall not whine.. u guys have a good week ahead...some pics from the week

ps: i had a good weekend but all the while, i was missing someone.... David! come back! hahaha

oh btw, thanks SUT! thanks for like actually making me believe for a good second that u were in trouble!hahahah u idiottttttttttttttttt! omgggggggggg!!!

oh ps: my legs got all cramped up while i was napping today.. too much dancing? omg!

OK CIAO!

| name fought for sanity @ 10:01 PM|

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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

and i'm having the "my nose is running and my feet is smelling moment"... well.. my feet doesn't really smell but my nose is running.. real bad.. all i do is sneeze.. sheesh.. and my throat! omg! and im coughing too.. sheesh.. should i blame the office? hahaha apparently everyone's telling me bout the ventilation! haha but yea.. no MCS la... not till i'm dying....

but yea.........work was alright i suppose.. so damn slow.. and there were of coz the random moments of frustration..i have resorted to the "shirin goes to work in glasses to look intellectual".. but actually "shirin is too lazy to stick contact lens on her eye balls" hahaha.. yea.. i'm rushing every morning coz i never can get up! haha.. but hey! Rae thinks it's good for work coz she says i look like im going clubbing all the time.. hahha wtf?! i'm damn decent ok!!!

but yea... omg my noseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

but yea..it was Daryl's bday!yay!!! such a lil baby! i still can't believe he's older than me! haahah..hahhahaa Happy Birthday sweetie.. u and ur gf are the cutest! hahahaha

so.. coz we won the Stan Chart idol thing.. we were all given $140 food voucher.. it's $1000 for 7 people.. freakin awesome.. now, i need to see what i should do with it? maybe i should give them to my parents.. for being the bestest and coolest ever! hahaha

Nana needs a female singer for Muddy Murphy. i would love to do it but i need to check work schedule for rehearsal slots.. it won't be a weekly thing but once in a while so it'll be cool.. back to my passion.. Singing.... <3
if it works out, u people must come see me okokokokok?!!?

ok.. i'm damn tired.. some pics from work...

AND ONE OF THOSE RANDOM UGLY RETARDED ONESS!!! THIS ONE'S FOR U BABY!

PS: David, work it off ok? Bali is waiting for u yea :) i will see u soon.. i'll miss u like crazyyy! aku cinta padamu..

| name fought for sanity @ 10:14 PM|

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

and so it's backkkkkkkkkkkk to work!! it was a great 10 days away from work.. it seems like a really long time.. wheeeeeee!!!! but somehow, getting back to work seemed pretty alright coz i have awesome colleagues heheehhee!! shout out to all!! i know some of u r readin this :):):)

he's an update for over the weekenddddddddd!!!!

FRI!
-i was up runnin errands with mummy.. getting all the ingredients and stuff for the Hari Raya open house.. got back.. helped mum prepare some stuff.. (yes in the kitchen! believe it or not!).. helped mum clean the place up and stuff.. by the time i got all that done. it was 6 plus..
i had to get ready for Le`mon's Halloween Party.. yes! Geisha yet again! haha but this time, i wore the black kimono (i wore red b4).. and i pulled my hair back. i looked older but it was more "geisha-e".. haha
party was great coz they were crazyyyy people... too much happened.. but i shall not blog about it...hahaha but here are some pics to show how crazy it was..i got home laer than i expected and i only had 3 hrs of sleep coz i had to get up early to help mum prepare for guests to come for lunch.. omg!!!

Sat!
-got up damn early to help mum... guests comin over for lunch... so much food hahaha.. i had an awesome time..thank u to those who came over.. hehehe.. it was a Sat and it was the second week of Hari Raya and apparently everyone was having their open house.. so not many could make it.. but a shout out to all who did!!!!!! TO MY GIRLY JAZ! TO MY GIRLIES RAE AND SIJIA! TO MY 2 CRAZY CHINA FRIENDS, LEO AND CHEN QI! CRAZY ANAND!! CRAZY MANAGER, IVY AND HER SON! HAHA.. CRAZY WEIXIN! AND THE CRAZY ANG MOHS, DAVID AND SEB!!! MUACKKKSSS!!!!! they stayed for hours.. hehehe but i really didn't want them to leave............ but yea.... thanks to the rest too.. we had guests till like 10pm or so i swear..
then... i helped mum clean up...
then... i had a crazy night!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............... but coz of someone, i can't blog about it. hahaha.. i'm sorry..

lastly, to end the night, nothing beats hot drunk boys! haha introducing, my favourite angmohs,Basil, David and Seb! haha

SUN!
-had to get up rather early too coz we were expecting more guests... omggg.. also, we went visiting that day.. got back round 10pm.. omg so tiring but cool thing was that we watched "The Omen" and it scared the crap out of me.. hahahaahah but pretty ok day!!!

MON!
-omggggggg!!! last day off work!!!!!!!!!!! i got up and i told myself that i'm gonna make full use of it!!!!
i headed to NUH for my dental at 12.15pm.. then i wanted to go to NUS to meet David but he had a meeting till 2pm. so i headed to Jaz's place to chill with her and her sis for a bit.. then David called and i headed back to NUS. i was sooo happyyyy to see himmmmmmmmmmmm hahahaa.. we had Subway for lunch.. he had the foot long omgggg. ahahahah.. we had great conversations .didn't we David ? ;) hehe.. went to his room at the hostel and he was showing me pics from his trip to Bintan and some other islands in Indon. i didn't wanna leave but i didn't wanna come between him and his books. hehehe.. i miss u David Aalber :)

i went back to Clementi. Jaz and her sis picked me up and we headed to Vivocity!!! yay!! we walked around..i didn't shop for once! haha but i bought those yuummmmyyy chocolate digestive cookies from Marks And Spencer. omfg! heavenlyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
Jaz's sis's bf (mr bollywood star i call him haha) and his housemate joined us later.. we had dinner at Crystal Jade dining in... superb view... great food.. great company!! thanks for dinner Gaghan!!! then we walked to Harbour front coz they wanted to go to Macs for ice-cream! haha i couldn't eat anymore.. we had Haagen Daz b4 dinner.. i don't know how jaz and her sis can have so much ice-cream. hehehe i wasn't feeling too good... my tummy ached and my nose was runny and my throat was soo itchy! i called a cab.. and go home bout 11pm and i was dead tired!

i had a crazy awesome dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i love my baby girl Jaz!!!!

ok.. it's Wed tmr.. another day at work...

on thurs, most prob meeting David after work.. but i just found out i'm supposed to go check out the club Bar Bar Black Chic for the Christmas Party and then have dinner.. so i don't know.. but David is leaving for Bali on Fri! i need to meet him!! coz he's studyin so hard like a Singaporean!! (he said so!)

okkkkkkkkkkk.... till i blog again, u guys be good... and study and work hard!

| name fought for sanity @ 9:17 PM|

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Thursday, November 02, 2006

like omgggggggg..... :(:(:(:( i really really miss MR BYRON JAY DONALDSON!!!! i really needdd to meet him... give me time... give me a longgggggg break... as long as a month!! so i can go visit him.....

sigh.... i miss those times... when we used to trade pictures and flirt like there's no tmr.. and all the "what i would do if i see you" moments... i would freakin hug him and i'll tell him "oh my god!!! ur beeyootifull... marry me and give me pretty kids!" hahahhaa.... oh god.... he needs to work in singapore..... i need to meet him.. and yes! u might think i seem desperate.. well HELL YEA I AM! for Byron!!!! he's crazy amazing! he's KYOOTE!

ok... that aside... today, i discovered Chupa Chups diversified it's "lollipop only" product to perfume.. crazyyy! how did that come about? but yea... fragrant i must say... too sweet for my taste but yea... i might wanna get a few.. but i have too many bottles still.. maybe i should use them excessively.. or better still.. accidentally break the bottle.. and go "opps.i need new ones".. oh blah

i finally got around paying for my cc bills.. omg.. im so broke hahaha.. i wrote my first cheque.. but i don't know how to fill up... so much for working with a bank... i called mum "how do u fill the numbers in words? do i cross the cheque? cross bearer?".. and to my horror, i had difficulty spelling the number in words.. insanity!

my throat hurts.. and my nose is running.. not good not good... not good at all...

i didn't stay home today.. i went shopping.. alone initially.. then met mum...

i miss my colleagues a lot hahhaa..

and for once... i don't miss any guy in particular..crazy.. i was just thinking bout who i shall miss and no one came across my mind... only my girliesssss!!!

tmr im helping mummy with the preparation for sat... then im heading to Le`mon's Halloween Party...

my nose is killing me.. i shall go to bed....

DILAH! sorry i didn't join u guys at Double O.. i need rest man. i'm not feeling too good...

and wait.. what's with Double O? Sascha (guy i met at Zouk Halloween party) asked me to go last night.. so did Pei Sze.. then now Dilah.. must be the drinks hahaha!

ok............. nights all.......... and be good..

before i leave.. a picture... CREDITS TO WILLY RACHMAT... a pic of a guy in a band in Tokyo...he's supposed to play John Lennon and he is beautiful... Japanese American.. beautiful....

| name fought for sanity @ 11:43 PM|

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!! OMFG!

KNOW WHAT PEOPLE? JUST READ MY BLOG AND SHUT THE GAP! DON'T NEED TO TELL MY DAD SHIT OK? MY DAD KNOWS MY BLOG. IF HE WANTS TO READ, HE CAN COME. SO NO NEED TO KAYPOH. AND I DO NOT SMOKE.. THIS KIND OF THING ALSO NEED TO REPORT IS IT? THIS IS MY BLOG... U WANT TO READ, READ.. U KNOW WHO U R. DON'T BE SO HYPOCRITICAL CAN?

NO NEED TO BE KAYPOH. THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME OK? I DIDN'T SAY NOTHING THE FIRST TIME, BUT THIS TIME U GOT TOO FAR. JUST SHUT UP! LOOK AFTER UR OWN ASS AND KEEP OUT OF MINE.. SHEESH..

REALLY... UNBELIEVABLE!! UN-FREAKIN-BELIEVABLE!

ps: it's weird how my taste for music changed quite a bit.. i'm now into James Morrison, James Blunt, Jason Mraz, John Mayer(eh all Js ah?).. then Edwin Mccain, Howie Day, Teddy Geiger.. and that Chasing Car song is playing in my head... blah!

pss: the haze is getting to me.. i feel like crap and my throat hurts!

psss: James Morrison's "You Give Me Something" is sooo cool

pssss: i shall change my blog layout!i'll attempt at least...

oohhh..i came across his in OK! mag...

GEMINI
-There is something bout this month that makes you incredibly attractive to all good and sundry. your sense of humour is in overdrive, with everyone finding you an absolute pleasure to be around. and your phone will be ringing off the hook, with invitations.don't let it get to your head, for there is one person who will find you more exciting than most. and if u forget who u r beneath the laughter,you just might lose hold of that special someone.

------- makes me wonder.... who is one person is.. i wanna know.....

| name fought for sanity @ 7:38 PM|

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