Tuesday, October 31, 2006

and i'mmmmmmmmm back in the game!!! wheeeee time to bloggg!!!

and yesterday officially marked the beginning of this wonderful term called "block leave".. in layman's term = don't need to go to wotk for quite a long period of time. haha for me, it's 10 whole days!!! like omfg! it started from sat coz i called in sick.. so yay!!

let me continue from where i left off..... soo thurs... yea thurs..i was at work as usual.. then after work...my colleages and i headed to City Hall. for Zhiying's bday dinner and also Kathy's last day at work.. yup... initially, we wanted to dine at New YoRK New York but we finally settled for Kenny Rogers (which of coz reminded me of the ex bf yest again!).. and that fountain by Suntec is too meaningful.. i never fail to alert anyone i'm with about the significance of that fountain.. anyhooo.. dinner was awesomeeeee.. chats and way too much laughter.. my tummy almost exploded i freakin swear! but yea.. yum... anddddd then we went to Carrefour..at which i started my random ramblings bout someone coz that was where he brought me last.. blah! but yea.. Sijia was looking for her Halloween costume too.. we planned to visit Le mon at the hospital but she sounded restless so we decided to let her rest(she's better now .. yayness!).. so then Kathy and i made our way back to the train station.. long walk.. then i decided to take the cab home i was lazzyy.. we walked to Raffles Hotel and still can't get a cab..called a cab but abandoned it when a cab pulled over at the lobby. it was already 11pm and i was dead tired omfg! hahaha but yea.. i had a good nightt......

Fri!! work work work!!!! then we had the normal end-week briefing at which my manager made me and Daryl dance. omg.. how embarassing. haha but yea.. i have crazy awesome colleagues and managers.. wheee!so yuppp.. we wanted to leave straiight after but we got pulled into some last min meeting in regards to some new product launching.. so yea.. we left office at bout 7pm.. Sijia, Rae, Daryl and i headed to City Hall yet again! hahah now dinner at Thai Express.. oh that yummy Phat Thai and that tom yum and crab.. oooo yum... thenn Rae left. the rest of us headed to Bugis.. in search of Halloween costume for Sijia... we went to Bugis market=nil... down to Arab St=nil... Aliwal St=nil... Bali Lane=closed.. Concourse=closed.. and by the time, it was almost 10pm and i felt really really sick. i was already complaining bout headache at work. i popped some pills and i felt better but the throbbing headache started again.. then cold sweat.. and at that point, i knew i had to go home.. i took a cab home and bam! and no costume for Sijia!! ahhh!!!

Sat.. supposed to work but woke up really sick.. my headache was bad and i felt really crappy.. i called in sick and went back to bed after popping some pills.. i got up at bout 10am and i felt a lil better.. well, better be! coz i was supposed to have vocal coaching at 1pm.. so i got up... lazed around.. whined and finally got up! i made my way to Bukit Batok (the new Civil Service Club)... crazy huge building... beautiful.. i couldn't resist it.. i took pics..hahah.. but yea.. lesson was fun.. i always enjoy vocal coaching.. my passion...coincidentally, one girl from class is from Assumption English (my secondary sch)... she was like "ur my senior..i know u coz u came back to sing".. haha wth.. but yea.. i graduated in 1999 of god's sake. and she's now in sec 3.. hmm but she knows my bro though.. but yea.. i had a good time...

i then walked around West Mall while waiting for Sijia's call. she was at NUS for her netball match. met her and we made our way to Bugis again! hahaha we went to at least 4-5 costume shops! b4 finally settling to the one at Bali Lane where we could rent anything for $50.. the best deal by far.. plus, we didn't have time. it was already 6pm and we were meant to reach Zouk by 9 or earlier.. so we cabbed back to my place. showered and got ready. mummy helped with our make up! thanks Mummy! love love! then we headed to Zouk.. met James and his friends.. then Primero came.. all i can is OMFG! COOLLLL! hahhaa.. i had a lot of fun. i met a lot of people. i bumped into Andy from work.. then Alif, my dear buddy!! and i met Sascha from Germany who is so grateful to me coz i got him to kiss girls.. thing is.. this babe was having her hen night. she had this signage around her neck which said something like "call me cute and u get a kiss" or something.. she prolly had enough and so she turned to me and was like "i like u.. i'm giving this to u" hahah.. cool! so i passed it to James and Primero and all of them got kisses.. and i passed to Sascha coz i was on the platform and i thought he was cute so i called him haha.. then i met David, Sebas and Basil.. exhange students from NZ, France and Switzerland respectively.. all in NUS now for a semester.. soo cool! David is so sweettt coz he looked out for me when i got harassed by retards! yayness! and Sascha and David asked for my number so yay! ahaha and Sijia had Sebas to herself hahahaha..but i know Sijia has her eyes for only one man... one man.. hahaha.. wheeee!!! i had crazy fun! ANDY PANDY decided to not bring his phone coz his Peter Pan costume had no pockets! wtf haha so i didn't meet him.. hahhaa but i had loads fun!! omggg.. i have pics... later...

ohhh... Halloween is very significant... 31st Oct 2005, my bf dumped me... yes... a very very significant day...

i got home soo gone!!!!! got back at bout 5 or so... Sijia came back with me coz her stuff were at my place.. i slept once she left..

on sunday morning, mum got me up at 11 or so.. supposed to go Hari Raya visiting. it was ok but i gotta admit, i fell asleep at a few houses. i was dead shit tired...omgggg but yea..

Monday....... got up soo blardy happy la! no calls from office..i'm officially on blockkk leaveeeeeee!!!omggg i ran down the stairs humming and mum was like laughing la. i lef the house round noon.. met Pei Sze! yay! it's beeen toooooooo long! it was her off day too so i met up with herrrrrr....we lunched at Sushi Tei (in which i insisted we have it at Paragon.. coz that's where the ex bf always brings me for some reason or another).. so yup.. almost $50 worth of sushi for two people.. i was bloated as heck. it was soo nice to like meet her again.. i missed her so much. we caught up and we hate guys ahaha.. so yup.. i bought more clothes.. omg.. shirin hushairi! no more space in wardrobe for God's sake! haha so yea.. mummy wanted dinner so i left at bout 8 and headed home.. bought mummy dinner and lazed at home.. i was on the phone till 3am with a very special someone... *wink*.. on and Pei Sze and i splurged on manicure and spa pedicure.. $65 but all good... my nails desperately needed attention!!!

Tues.. got up early and left for JB. wheee shopping with mummy.... we went to a few malls.. but that Jusco at Tebrau City is fuckin huge balls..(JB's vivocity if u ask me) we walked around and when we left, mum and i were like 'eh.. we only went to half the mall. we missed out the othr half". omfg. but we can't be bothered. we headed to another mall. hahah.. we bought too many mags.. i bought 3.. good enough to keep me up all night.. i saw the bag i wanted but it had a tear and it was the last one. i'm so angry im so angry!! omgggg! got home round 9pm.. im tired.. mummy might wanna go Batam.. we'll see..

looking forward to Fri.. Le mon's party.. and the Hari Raya thingy on Sat at my place...i can't wait to see what's going on tmr... i think i wanna bring mummy shopping again.. yay!

okokoko.. time for picsssssssssssss.............

DINNER AT KENNY ROGERS AND COSTUME HUNTING--THURS

CIVIL SERVICE CLUB(BUKIT BATOK)

HALLOWEEN'06
sijia's initial costume haha

MALAYSIA WITH MUM!

RANDOMNESS!

| name fought for sanity @ 11:07 PM|

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

oh my god.. i had enough enoughhhh... no more drama shit toot.. enough!! life is too perfect right now for any drama mama shit.. soo ciao ciao dude!!!

anyway.... i left office at 6pm today.. how cool is that hahhaa. i'm gettin the hang of this man.. i shall carry on like this.. life will be better than ever...

well.. i have nothing to blog about today.. just that my beloved Jazzy baby has left meeeee!!! she went to KL without meeeeee... coz she cannot get leave next week! boohooo... i miss her already.. she told me to stay away from guys when she's away coz she won't be here for me... oh dear... but it's ok... no guys anywayyyyyy..

and oi Minah Dilah! hahaha thanks for ur sms at work!i know ur readin this. hahaha i don't really understand what u sent me but i know ur laughing at my baju kurung pics! eh i decent ok! hahaha i miss u at office la. come back la Minah!!

ok... i'm going to laze around and enjoy whatever is left of the day...

i am soooooooo disappointed in someone.. like omg... i'm too naive.. i'm done!!!! guys can go screw themselves la. alamakkk...

mummy says.. all guys useless.. FULL STOP!

okkkkkkkkkkkkk.. enough of guys... tired tired tired....

Halloween... Zouk or Attica... errrrrrrrrrrr..................................

and oohhhhh.. OMG! Remember i mentioned the Stan Chart Dance Idol thing?! believe it or not! hahah we got to the finals! hahaha and we're the only group representing Singapore in the Global Finals! hahaha almost a joke man but omg! Congrats to alll hahahahha omg so funnyyy

PS: i realise all i've been doing is get over guys.. it's like "shirin likes someone.. next thing u know... shirin getting over that someone".. like omg! fuckin vicious cycle.. all i can say is "who's next?" .. come people.. come hurt me hurt me.. very easy one.... fuck

| name fought for sanity @ 8:25 PM|

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

and sooo todayy was the 1st day of Hari Raya.. baju kurung and all.. haaha whole family in lime green... i know my friends who will be reading this entry will be like "why shirin so psyched bout hari raya ah?".. hahaha.. but yea.. food baby food!! i've resorted to laxatives.. coz i need to flush the toxins hahaha

but yea.. i had an alright day..but this year, Hari Raya is different.. my late Grand dad isn't physically with us.. but i know he's around.. i miss him soooo much...sooo much...i love u Tok... i know u r always looking down on us..

nothing much to blog about.. same old visiting..but the locations were rather significant.. first two houses.. first one was near simpang bedok... and simpang bedok reminds me of Darryl Espana.. second house was Blk 35, Marine Crescent.. and that one reminds me of Ram King... damn it hahaha. but i love meeting my cousins... now, i'm looking forward to plan the Hari Raya open house..if ur nice, u'll be invited haha

but yea... i have to work tmrrrrrrrr.... blah.. here r some pics from today..

ps: i miss u sucker.. damn it!

okok ciao ciao and have an awesome week ahead! next thing on the line... Halloweeen!!

| name fought for sanity @ 11:15 PM|

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Monday, October 23, 2006

CAN U BELIEVE THIS??! I'M HOMEEE!! IT'S MONDAY AND I'M ACTUALLY HOMEEEEEEE!!! OMGG THE FEELINGGG IS GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!

MY MANAGER ACTUALLY LET ME LEAVE AT 4PM!! WAS I THRILLED OR WAS I THRILLED!!! WHEEEEEE!!!

but yea... it's amazing how i'm home and i'm blogging at this hour. hahaha
i left at 4.30pm.. headed to Geylang to get mum that chips she wanted.. then i went to get 2 pairs of shoes and i bought way too many sandwiches.. i'm hungry so i'm gonna go!!

i'm very confused but i'm not gonna think too much into it.. i miss him..a lot! but.. yup!!!! we'll see.. we'll see.. tat's what i told him..

ok.. i'm off and SELAMAT HARI RAYA ALL! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!

(edited: 12.45am..... i'm blogging again to let u guys know how long my evening felt today.. coming home early is so great!!! it has motivated me to multi-task and leave office by 6pm everyday.. and it shall happen.. except of coz for mondays and tuesdays due to meeting and training.. but other than that.. i'm off!.. and oh.. this year is the first year i'm giving "green packets" yay! it feels good.. giving and not taking any.. hahaha yay)

ps:i've given up.. it's amazing how guys do it.. like there's some kind of clause "no feelings attached".. blahhhh!

| name fought for sanity @ 7:10 PM|

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

wassupp peeps! as usual, i had no time to update. oh blah! but here i am and this time i promise loadsss of photos.. hehehe

soooo this week was pretty hectic yet crazy fun.. iono...work of coz is draggy but u have kick ass collegues.. makes work fun haha..lets seeeeeeee..monday and tuesday are as usual boring.. coz like after work, there's like meeting and training...

on wed.. i rushed work coz i was gonna meet Jazzy girl! yay like omg i miss her! the only time i can meet her on a weekday is after work when she's in the morning shift.. wheee! so yea.. i left the office at round 630 and we went down town.. we had dinner at Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza hahaha.. yummm.. super full man! we got greedy and ordered side dish on top of main dish. so yea.. after that, i had to grad 2 gifts! and i had no clue what to get and where to get them! one for my bro's 17th birthday and one for Sut's (colleague)bday and farewell gift(his last day at SCB).. so i was running out of time and i settled for mp4 for my bro.. bought the Creative V plus 2G at this shop at Lucky Plaza.. it took me like 5 mins to decide man. like dont know if i made a right choice but he likes it so yay! then rush to Paragon to get Sut a cuffling.. he prolly is reading this plus i already gave it to him so i guess it's ok to mention it hahhaa.we had a drink after and left round 10 plus.. tiringgg but thanks Jazzy babe for helping me decide on what to get and stuff. i would die doin it alone!!

sooo thurs morning i came to work and i threw up! like omg. i felt like crappp but after that i felt better la..work was alrightttt...after work, supposed to have some meeting but i had plans to hang out with Sut so i skipped it (after informing Manager of coz!)... so yup.. left at bout 545.. took a cab to Great World City and caught Lil Miss Sunshine.. i never thought i'd like an independent film but it was good.. indeed good.. it shows me the importance of family bonding i suppose. haha but it was good.. :) b4 that, we walked around for like gifts for the managers since he was leaving.. then i made him get this white bear to get people in the office to sign on.. haha so yea.. went back after movie..

then came FRIDAY! wheeeeeee! work was great knowing it was Fri and i didn't have to work on Sat! so yea... i had an interesting lunch.. coz i ended up at Suntec city.. believe it or not, i went to Suntec within in an hour.. thanks to Sut. he was like "where u wanna go?" and next thing u know, he flagged a cab and he was like "uncle, suntec city" and im like huh?! hahaha.. but we got back in time.. we went there, grabbed stuff from Carrefour and took a cab back and ate in the office.. i had fun! thanks Sut!:) i miss u already baby!

and so it was his last day... and i'm gonna miss him in the office so much!! no more eye candy hahahahahahaha.. right! but yea.. i know (i hope) i'll see him again but no more Sut in office.. blah! oh btw, i told him this b4 but i gotta tell u guys this. hahaha.. Sut caught my eye the very first time he came for the interview... he was sitting in front of me doing his multitasking test and i was like omg!!! hahaha.. and apparently, i said hi to him.. and i wished so hard he'll get the job.. and then the "newbies" came in one day and there he was and i'm like omg!!! he got the job hahaha.. but next thing u know.. he's gone! haha.. blah! but yea...

so fri, i stayed quite a bit at work coz i had backlog shit to clear... left office round 9pm.. got home round 10pm and i started throwing up again! so blah ok! and i was supposed to meet Stanley, Sijia they all at Zouk and i disappointed them by not turning up... blahhhh sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i will make it up to u guysss!!!

so on sat, i planned to stay home but i got boredd.. so i decided to meet Sijia for a movieee.. and so we caught WTC.. it was errrrrrrrrrrr not that good... it was just ok.. i expected more.. but yea.. we then went to Far East to get the Taiwanese thingy (again! coz i had that on Fri with Sut. he recommended the Crispy chicken).. yay.. i had the sausage cheese crepe this time and sijia had the seafood tempura.. we had goooddd fruit drink.. it was incredibly yummy omg.. i'm craving for it now now now!! so yea.. we were sitting there eating when these 2 dudes decided to start talking.. and guess how the convo started.. this dude next to me was like "excuse me. i need an opinion. do u think my friend's earrings look gay?" and im like wtf?! then they started talking bout clubs and shit.. blah.. then 3 white dudes came and when we were gonna leave, i told them they could take our seat and this dude was like " oh thank u but we're not that fat thank u very much." ahhaa and im like "but we're leaving" and he winked and said bye and i was like omg so cute! haha he was cuteeeeee! hahah wtf

ok then.. me and sijia decided to head to Muddy Murphys! nana and her band performing.. so fun!! and they got me up to sing a song too.. i sang "I will always love u" hahaha wtf.. i realise i knew the bartenders coz of Shah and Vicky so it was all good.. met Nelson from back in Idol. also Emilee from this season's idol. i had a whole load shit fun.. and i met nice people.. keyboardist was nice..heh.. bassist was cute haha... i had a good Sat.. we then had supper at Macs b4 heading home.. got home round 3am or so and i chatted with Shah for a bit.. i miss him so much! he's such a superstar now. hahah but he promise to sneak in one night to "pass me my belt" hahah so yea! hahahah

i miss so many people.... Andy Pandy!!! but i'll prolly see him at Zouk on Halloween so yay! i miss metal girls! i miss sooo many peopleeeeeeeeeeee!! omgggg i need to make time!

ok... time for very overdued pics.. some pics form barnone where i sang that night still with Jaz but here are some of them!!

BARNONE, 30TH SEPT 2006 (AFTER WHICH I WENT AGAIN THE NEXT DAY, 31ST HAHA)

ANAND'S PRE 25TH BDAY! (NEW ASIA BAR AND BEDROOM BAR,7TH OCT 2006)

OKTOBERFEST 2006 (13TH OCT 2006)

MULTI-FACETED (SCB DANCE IDOL SHOOT.. BTW.NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO WATCH THE VIDEO OMG!)

MUDDY MURPHYS WITH SI JIA (21ST OCT 2006)

oh yay!

and oh.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL FELLOW MUSLIMS. heh.. till then, have a blessed week ahead!

| name fought for sanity @ 2:16 PM|

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

like what pisses me off is when my entries have no pics .. urghhh!! my comp was down blah blah.. my pics all in there.. blah blah.. but urghh! anywayyyyyy... i shall blog anyway since it's been a week!!

all i can say is that it was one helluva weekkkk.. omg!!! i swear.. at the rate im going, i can sleep and never get up... omgggg

so let's seeeeee....

SAT NIGHT!! (7TH OCT)..
------OOOO YEAA! HAHAHA.. Anand's pre-bday party! omg... sooo freakin crazyyy.. we started early by drinking by the river at Clarke Quay... it was Attica's 2nd anniversary so there was some Ibiza thing going on. it felt like i was in Brazil. haha so cool.. but yea.. i had heeppsss of fun.. omg!!

at bout 1am, we headed to New Asia Bar at Swissotel!! like totally cool place.. literally, we were at the top.. haha like wohooo!!! amazing view, amazing music, amazing crowd, amazing company!! like totally awesome and best part was that we managed to get the birthday boy soo fuckin pissed drunk!!! which i never thought was possible! WOOHOOO!!

so we left bout 3am or so and headed to Bedroom bar at Boat Quay...so fun la! hahaha.. but what happened next was damnn scary la!! like we left the bar at bout 5am and decided to get some supper.. or breakfast if u like.. then this group of dudes came up to me and wanted to get to know me and shit and one of my friends, who was drunk btw, got protective and started a fight! literally, a fight! kickin and punchin and all and i was soo fuckin scared omg!! can u imagine? i was screamin at the top of my lungs! Jaz and i were like OMFGGGGGGG!! but manage to apologise and find peace! in-fuckin-sane i tell u but super funny if u think bout it now hahaa.. we had supper till like 6 plus.. i got home at almost 8 am and i was .... GONE!!!! hahaha

so i got up like 2pm or so.. and just lazed around.. went out with mum for a bit.. and next thing u know it, i have to get ready for like work already la. damn ittt!!

sooooo.. Monday... was the start of one of the most hectic week ever....work was as usual, crazy insaneeee... then after work... had dance rehearsals.. ( yes... some Stan Chart dance thing).. and yea... i left office at 11.30pm.. omgggg.. i was like sooo gone.. and i had a really bad day coz it was awkward with this someone at work... i was as depressed as heck but.. yea...

on Tues, we left office at 2pm for the dance shoot thing.. we went to 4 locations.. Geylang Serai, Chinatown, Lil India and Esplanade.. omggg.. it was tiring but rather fun.. but i really was exhausted.. and worst thing was that i had to go back to the office to get some shit done.. so i got back to office at 9pm.. and i was there till 11 plus.. but i had someone with me.. so im fine :) i think.... but yea.. i had water and raisin buns waiting for me at work.. so i shall not complain right? u know u who r.. i know ur prolly readin this.. but yea.. thanks :) but my colleage, Qinyu and i found this place at Chinatown selling really cools beads and we made necklaces so we're psyched!

so yea... i had to get up at 5am on Wed coz the shoot at Geylang Serai didn't turn up too well... so we had to like shoot again b4 work.. can u imagine.... perspiring b4 work.. we had to rush back to work at 830am.. wow.. and one longggg day at workkk..... i stayed till 9.30pm coz he finished at that time.. but i had a whole load of shit to do anyway.. oh god.. work never ends..

Thurs was mummy's bday!! yay! i rushed my work like nutz omg.. mum came to pick me up round 6.30pm.. he bought mummy a gift.. how sweet right hahaha.. but yea.. went for dinner and came home all tireddd.. omg!!!

then came FRIDAY!! TGIF! omggg... i was all psyched coz we were all going to OKTOBERFEST after work.. and hell was it insaneeee... at China Square Central!! Stan Chart employees are crazyyyyyyyyyy!!!! omggg!! but omgg!! im so glad mr Glenn Ong still remembers me.. wheee! ahahaha we were high baby.. insaneeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! i met so many people la.. people carrying me off tables and shit.. and pinching my butts and crap.. and all of them are my superior from work.. beat that haahaha insane!!! but omg so much fun bbutttt we left early la.. like a lil past midnight i suppose.. coz i have to work on SAT.. OMGGGGG!!

but yea... crazy night.. work on SAT is a drag... but dad picked me up so it was all gooddd.. im good and im home on a Sat night.. only coz im dead tired... omgggg! i dont know what im doing tmr but i so wanna go to Vivo city but many shops not opened yet. so iono.. we'll see

i finally managed to talk to Jazzy babe today.. our schedule is hectic! can't wait to meet her next week.. omgg! i miss her! and i miss u metal girlsss!!!

pics from Barnone, Anand's bday, Oktoberfest and other random pics have to wait.. boo!
wheeeee!!!

ps: dude ( u know who u r ).. don't hurt me.. don't hurt me...

and yea! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DSSY! :) HAHAH LEGALLL DUDE!

| name fought for sanity @ 12:42 AM|

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Saturday, October 07, 2006

like omg i finally have time at home to bloggg hahaha after a week or so!! it's been crazyyyyyy!!!! i prolly can't remember anything much in details but here's the skinny of it!

Last Friday, after work, i met Jaz and we went to Geylang to check it out..it was so bloody hot and it was so crowded but that's the atmosphere so we expected it. nothin much to buy but we ended up buying like 10 pairs of earrings each. haha but yea.. we ate and bought some snacks and left bout 11pm.

had to work on Sat.. blah! but it was ok la. coz like i came in at 10am. so i had to work till 2pm.. i had a lot of shit to catch up with so i ended up leaving at like 4.30pm.. then i left in a hurry that i left my retainers on my desk so i got a colleague to take it for me coz she was coming to the train station too... thennnnnnnnnnnnn... she came like after 30 mins with the bottle of lotion!!! wtf! hahaha she took my lotion instead of my retainers! omg... i laughed till i cried man. no joke! so i had to walk back but she went back and coincidentally, she was going to Sembawang and so she took a cab and came by the office to pick me up and got me home hahaha.. fuck man

but yea... i got home... napped for a bit b4 going to partyyyyy!!! barnone baby!!! one crazy ass night... went with Jaz, Anand, his friend and new friend, Poonam.. cool!! love barnone! love the band! loveeeeeeeee!!!! i saw the bartended i met the week b4 .. i remembered my dad ordering this drink specially made by the bartender.. the "gentle testicles" haha.. so i ordered the same one that night and he remembered me and he was sooo cute.. he made Jaz take a pic of him and me.. hes soooo adorableee and he kept asking me and Jaz if we wanted anything more to drink hehhe..

buttttt.. nothing beats my lust for Eby, one of the singers from the band. hahahaha i would always stand right in front of him and try to get his attention and wink and give him flying kisses hahaha.. and the best thing was when my friend, Nana (my mate from Idol 04), who sings with the band too, told me that he wanted my number! i went crazyyyyyy!!! buttttttttttttt i have this strange feeling hes either attached or married.. yikes! so i backed off! but i was still very much crazy bout him haha.. when he sings, it sends chills down my spine.. like omg hahaha

and oh! i sang that night! wheeeeeeee Sweet Child of Mine.. being on stage with the band was so fuckin cooll!!!! i felt like a star hahha.. and they were like "shirin hushairi from idol season one".. then like people in the club were like "eh singapore idol girl, u rock' like omg so cool la.. hahaha ego boosting siaaaaaa haha

but yea....... i had an awesomeeeeeeee time and we left at like 4am or so.. crossed over for some macs and left at like 6 plus. i got home at 7am and passed out man.

then on sunday, i forgot that i had to go for my manager's baby shower.. si jia called me at noon and she was like "wake up la" hah.. so i got up.. lucky her place so near mine.. so i got up and took a cab there.. baby so damn cute la omg hahaa
then si jia and i went shopping hehehe..

i got home bout 5pm or so... then bumped aroundddddd and like fell asleep for a bit... theni got up round 10pm.. then i felt like going to Barnone again.. and so without hesitation, i went AGAIN! hahaha.. me Poonam and her friends there.. so cool.. it was fantastic. i go there and i realise every week same people go .. so i know quite a lot of them. so then coincidentally, met the Idols from this season.. so glad to see them. last i saw them was at the finals la. which wasnt long ago la but still hahaha.. James, Primero, Levin, Woon, Wan Hua,Emilee and oh lil Tasha hahha. SASAAAA!! ahahaha.. oh and Jon Leong of coz. haha Jonathan was damn sweet. he was like "eh Shirin. how u doin man?" and im like "eh Jon. congrats man. go sing now" hes like giving me that "no way" look. it was nice to see him.. but yea... then i bumped into Syed Azmir also. he was like 'eh what u doing here sia?" and im like "what r u doing here"haahhaah i kept calling him mr superstar. funny how these people... they were once a nobody.. now, they're all somebody.. im so happy for them though but yea....... left at 3am only coz i had to work the next day hahaa. omg!

i went to work on Monday highhh man.. i was sooooooo bloody hyper! until like 4 plus, i lost it... i got home and i was gone... and coz of this, whole week i slack at work la.. work was piling and i was slacking so bad! hhahaha

this week, we started practising for the standard chartered dance idol thing. we're dancing to that infamoue Machi song hahaha.. but yea.. dont know whats coming out of this.. i cant rem the steps la. omg!!!

so work was crazy as usual... i come back so late everyday.. but i have fuckin cool collegues.. so im not complaining!!!

soooo... this blog, like i said, is rather public and theres so much i have to filter.. stuff i shall not go into to save my butt haahah

but yea.. last night.. i got home round 9 plus after dance practice and all... i ended up not going to Oli's for jamming. was rather tired.. but at round midnight, i left to my colleagues at Zouk.. i met Billy for the first time. he came to pick me up and shit.. Zouk was too crowded but it was nice to hang out with the colleagues.. i was supposed to go to Club Street to meet another group of colleagues but i was damn tired la.. so like left at bout 3 or so... and what happened after was so fucked i swear.. i dont wanna blog bout it.. but all i know is that i will never forgive him man................... i will never forgive anyone who almost got me into so much shit with the law... holy fuck. i dont fuck with the law man. i may be bad and notorious but i dont fuck with the police man. so i got sooo fuckin pissed..dont wanna talk bout it no moreeeee

i was sooooo pissed, i cried at 5am at home.. i called Anand and thanks dude.. i really needed to talk to someone...

i got so depressed.. not only coz of that.. but i realise, i always end up meeting the wrongs guys.. it's so depressing man.. i alwasyyyyyyyy get myself hurt.. i'm too naive.. sigh....

but yea.........it's weird how u can get soooooooooo happy and soooooooooooo sad in a day...all i can say is... it was sweet while it lasted la..

but yea.. fuck all things.. tonight is Anand's bday party and it's time to get downnnnnnnnnn baby!! most probably going to New Asia Bar..

i have pics but i'm not on my comp... so soon yea.. soon... u guys have an awesome weekend.. and be good all.. and guys... stop hurting girls.. it's not funny..

no plans tmr as yet but i guess, im bumming at home.. hit the gym or pool or something...

so yea..... ciaooooooooooooo all

ps: i've decided to be a Geisha for Halloween..
pss: another corporate function coming up on Fri. Standard Chartered cool la hahaha

pics galore.. haha

the sexy Stan Chart petrol pump attendants ahha