Wednesday, August 30, 2006

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like omg... my stomach hurtsssssssss!!!!! shitt....

here i am just slightly past midnight, in pain.. hahaha..

mondays and tuesdays at work is such a painnnnnnn la!! long days.. today, left office at like 8.30pm..training all.. and like so much things to do.. so NOT looking forward to tmr morning!!! arghhh.... today, i got news that some customer complained bout me la.. damn sick la. nothing better to do la. but i can't be bothered la. complain complain la. small small thing also want to complain then say i ruin her day some more.. sadness.. if I can ruin someone's day, tat someone must be really really miserable.. poorr creature..blah!

OC is on tv now.. and OC reminds me of DSSY coz he's a huge fan.. i think if im not wrong, he watched 6 sesons ro somethin.. i miss him .. :(

so like, i'm a huge vege lover la.. esp those sexy ladies fingers and brinjal and beansprouts and cabbage and lettuce and kang kong and all la.. so like for lunch right, i can like have all vege la.. but mum told me some vege makes u bloated.. no wonder i fart and burp so much!!! wtf.. how how how?!

today after work, met my lil bro at the mall across the street for dinner. he wanted KFC so yea.. then we went to the supermarket and ransacked the snacks corner. chips, chos, candies.. name it.. we bought it haha.. mum is coming back tmr! yay! i miss mummy..

dear Mrs Rodriguez helped me water the plants! yay!! ehehehe.. but yea Malvin said they might move out end of the year.. that sucks! i love the Rodriguez!!!! boo!

so yea.. i realised that i can have many many heels but all won't last long coz at the rate i walk and jump, the heels will always be damaged. always! i need to learn to stop moving too much damn!!!

oh fuck.. im so lazy... im supposed to fix my nails... but im lazyy

im gonna stoneeeee... thurs, my bro and his friend is performing at his ex sec sch, Assumption English, which is also my ex sec sch la.. i wanna go watch.. it's for Teachers day but im clubbing tmr night and i dont know if i can get up.. plus, i have convocation in the afternoon.. a ll rushing.. shit!

wellllll.. im off now....i'm still thinkin what to do for Dad's bday. need to ask mum's opinion!! wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!

ok love all!


| name fought for sanity @ 12:11 AM|

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

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it's almost 1am and i'm still stoningggg... i had a very long day but somehow, i never ever sleep early.. i mean, i used to like pass out each time i get back from work but i've been rather hyper la. haha.. but now, my brain is only half working and i'm stoning...

work was usual, non-stop and always stressful.. but that aside, i try to put in some fun into it by trying to enjoy it hahah.. the monday blues got to me man. but beach wear made it all good.. i was less uptight haha.. but yea..

we had some training bout his new product coming into the market end of the month.. look out for it. it's rather attractive.. so must sign up ok!! hahaha call the hotline!! hahaha

but yea... i left office at like 8.30 pm or so.. took my time to go home.. wanted to have dinner with my cousin but she was tired and i was too actually.. so i bought food from across the street for me and my bro.. oh btw, mum's in malaysia and dad's in shanghai and we're poor starving kids. haha

and i was sooooooooooo mad at my bro la. he locked his room door.. his tv on super loud.... i knock his damn door, screamed at the top of my lungs, called his mobile, home phone all, never budge la. that bugger got me so worried.. i couldn't even eat dinner in peace la. i didn't wanna call mum coz she might get worried but i didn't know what to do la. so i called mum and ask where i can find keys to his room la.. then i couldn;t find it so i decided to like climb up to his room and scream and knock again and he finally opened. he was sleeping la.. like wtf?! he didn't even hear me scream! and trust me. i am very loud! geeeeee

so yea.. mum reminded me to water he plants.. like oh god.. she has so many plants. at all 3 balconies all got plants la.. flowers la..

then i was bout to shower when Malvin was talking bout his Aldo shoes he bought in London. he worst than girls la. 3 pairs some more! Aldo some more.. then Coach wallet somemore haha... then he wanted me to go over check out his new shiny bedsheet. haahah damn funny man he.. so i went over, talked, see photos and blah blah blah. hahahaha.. so yea..

like oh god another day tmr.. not looking forward la!!!! boring.... i wanna partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!

i can't wait for dad to come back! i want presents! ahaha

oh ya.. this morning on my way to work, i saw my dad's colleague.. she prolly didn't see me coz she was sleeping.. i don't know if she reads this but HI AINI! haha i so saw u on the train!!!!! hehehe

i'm all psyched for Fri.. Le`mon starts work. insane! hhhahaha

tmr maybe meeting Sitti go buy clothes.. haha.. after work if i don't have any meetings ..

oh, Billy decided to stand me up. didn't meet him. don't knwo where he is. but i understand. i stood him up twice. and i believe in karma.. *wink*

Qin is hilarious.. nice dude hahhaa.. he wants to poke my pimple with a pencil hahaha.. blahhhhhhh!

ok.. i guess i'm off now... hmmmm i miss DSSY.. so much.. blah!!!!!!

ps: i need to plan my holiday and clear my block leave!! now now now!!!


| name fought for sanity @ 12:59 AM|

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

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wassupppp!!! omg!! i had an awesome Sunday with the girlies!!! hahaha

met Sijia at 1pm for lunch and went all crazy at Spotlight hahhaa.. all the artsy fartsy.. i like.. i bought jade stuff and Sijia bought like beads and stuff..
then met Rae and we headed to Pastamania for lunch!!! Sijia's mystery shopping thing (opps! am i allowed to even say that?" hahaha.. but yea.. i was starvinggg...

then we went shopppingggg... we looked around la.. and i settled for the cutest pair of heels hahaha.. love it love it love itttttttttttt.. hahahaha... Sijia went all nutz with bags la. god! i'm glad she didn't get that Guess bag.. but i think she will eventually buy it coz she can't stop thinking bout it hahah...

so then.. had to meet Ting and Ct at Taka taxi stand coz Al was gonna pick us up there! with her car!!!!!!!!omg!! stupid bitch has a car! it's not even fair!!!!! but it's soo coool!! she can drive us around hahahahhaa.. then we headed to Downtown East.. met Jaz there coz she came from work!! Dinner was awesome! Company was amazing!
oh then, on my way to meet Ting, that Steven Lim dude wanted to trim my eyebrows la.. dman annoyng i tell u.. "hey! u malay? chinese? coz u look mixed!!!! u sooo prettyy!! but let me trim ur eyebrows" wtf... holy shit irritating!
i had a whole load of fun!! Al drove us all to Yishun train station.. one stop away from where i am haha.. dman cool! we were screaming in the car "we're gonna freakin graduate man!!" hahahah un freakingly belieavably awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

but yea......... work tmr!! omg.. but im gonna have an awesome week!!!!

tmr after work maybe meeting Billy..
tues after work meeting Ct for shopping..
wed after work going clubbing...
thurs, not work.. convocation!!!
fri after work maybe meeting Qin (shah's friend) for dinner...
sat, going to dental for retainers and vocal coaching...

like omg! i see a tiring week ahead but it's gonna be coool!!
im chatting with Joakim now, my horny adik hahaha.. he's gonna sing one of my fave songs this week! check him out babyy hahaha

pics time!! u guys be good now!!!


My work space!!


Mizah's VERY VERY VERY UNTIDY workspace!! hahaha


Rae's


Sijia's VERY VERY VERY neat workspace!


randomnes!!










I think these were b4 my performance at JP.






Dinner and bitching session with collegues one thurs night..




another random one at work haha


the big day!!!! hahahaha






painting session at La Salle!








Sunday with the girls!


ting, ct and al's car!














my new shoes hahah


guess whooooo


ct's art piece!


okokkk done!!! dad left for shanghai this morning so i guess the vids have to wait til he gets back! sorryyy


| name fought for sanity @ 11:20 PM|

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Saturday, August 26, 2006

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Wowwww I’ve been verryyy lazy to blog lately.. I get home and I feel all wrecked and I just pass out!!! So here’s an update and random photos.. with my amazing break out! Yikes!

Sooo yea I think I wanted to blog on wed or something but somehow, my internet connection was being such a bloody ass la.. but yea nothing much la.. on wed, malvin called and check this out..when I returned his call after work…

Shirin: hey dude. u called?
Malvin: hey... yea... errrrr...
Shirin: i just left the office ah
Malvin: yea.. i called.. like errrr 7 hrs ago?
Shirin: oh really?
Malvin: ya la. i thought u saw me jogging. i thought ur home. u return call 7 hrs later la

hahaha yes!! i called him back when i left the office and i didn't check what time he called.. he called me at 1pm... and i called him back at almost 8? indeed..... very busy la. omg. i have no time for my phone.. my phone bill will be sooo low haahhaa.. which is good la i suppose but like omg! i'm so sorry la.. sheesh...

Billy also.. i'm sorry.. i know i'm supposed to get u up and blah blah.. i know Billy sure angry ah.. he prolly now thinks i don't wanna meet him la..:(

But yea… this week, work was amazingly insane!! I had no time to breathe la.. coz like wah.. damn stress ah. I got damn break outs la!!! Damn!

Soo yea.. thurs was also another crazyyy day at work!!
But after work, a couple of colleagues decided to go out for dinner for a session of gossip and bitching haha.. me, rae, hendon and Kathy… fun fun! Haha we went to café cartel at raffles city and like omg! Firdaus served us… firdaus, this dude.. I likeeeeeeee him! Haha I mean.. I met him in sec 3 at this combined camp thing.. like many schools come together and he was soo adorable la omg! Can u imagine? Sec 3.. I was 15.. it was like 8 years ago balls! Shit!!! But I bump into him a couple times b4.. I used to have a huge crush on him hahha.. he’s such a gentleman.. and he has amazing manners.. super friendly.. whee! Hehheehe my friends agreed!!! But yea.. we had an aweeeseommmeee dinner.. we had fun.. left at bout 9 plus or 10..

On the way back, Le`mon called. She was with her hubby and friend, Josh at satay club which is opposite where I live.. so I went to meet them.. josh and alex r nutsy white dudes hahaha.. crazzzyy people.. haha but yea I had funnnnnnnn.. Le`mon was telling me bout her interview.. my manager called her up for a phont interview and all.. and yea.. got home at almost midnight.. I knocked out almost immediately and the thought of having to work the next day made me soo sick!

Oh then like b4 I went to meet Le`mon, I met this Indian lady at sembawang.. we were whining bout something la then we started talking to each other.. coincidentally, she works in the building next to mine la.. like wtf man. Im at cisco center 1, she is at cisco center 2.. weirdddd..

So then I got home and I was checking my email for a bit.. then a friend, Robin, came online and started asking me bout work and all and he’s all like “eh tmr I got interview at standard chartered.” And im like “huh?! Do u know that I bloody work there?” hahaha.. omg!!!!!

Soooooooo then fri morning, Robin came in for an interview wheee! AND!!! Le`mon GOT the damn job! Like omg!! She starts Sept 1st and we’re gonna be fuckin colleagues! Holy shit! How fuckin cool is that?!? Wheee!! Sitti could have been my collegue too but she’s under contract still which this other company so oh wells… but like if Robin gets it too, Standard Chartered is gonna be ours! HAHAHA RIGHT! But like omg..working would be awesomely cool laaaa!!!!

So like in the morning, on the way to work, I observed something la.. like 90% of commuters were wearing jeans la.. like I think it’s a policy for casual fri for most companies.. haha but it’s funny how when u mention casual, it’s always jeans.. hmmmm.. but yea! Haha

So work on fri was a lil bearable.. maybe coz psychologically, I know that the week is endinggggggggggggggggg….. and today, I made mum call in the hotline! Hahaha she pretended that she couldn’t speak English coz we wanna see how our collegues will react if they get customers who can’t speak a word of English.. and not surprisingly enough, my colleague ran to me and Mizah.. omg. We laughed our ass off I swear!!!!! Mum is hilarious! She was good at pretending man. She scared the heck out of 2 collegaues who could not get a malay speaking service consultant! Hahahaa.. mum is hilarious.. this dude she got thru to initially was like “saya tak boleh cakap bahasa.. I transfer u”.. then got to another Chinese colleague and he panicked I swear! Omgg! U guys have noooo clue how hilarious that was.. and while this was happening, I had to put my customer on hold so that I can laugh.. and my customer was calling to complain bout something.. sheesh! But yea ahaha

Then in the evening at bout 8pm, me and mizah went to the toilet la.. we’re on the 5th level..but someone puked in the sink la.. so we went to 6th level.. toilet there needed pin number all.. damnn bull man haha.. and the whole floor was soo silent and it smelled like library haha.. then we went to 4th floor.. OMG! It was sillentttttttt and it smelled like hospital laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa….i was soo freaked I swearrr.. I almost wanted t cry but I really needed to go toilet.. so I like freakeddddddd la but had to go! Then we went back to office to tell rae.. then we brought rae and rae freaked her fuckin butt off haha. It was hilarioussssssssssssssssssss… hhahahahhaha.. freakkkyyyyy!!!

Ok la. Then todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy… I got up all psychedddd!!! Taking off braces!!! Bye bye ms metalmouth or like what shah says , ms mouthful! Hahaha so yea.. its offffff!!!!!funniest thing was when I had to go for an x-ray, they were like “take off ur necklace and earrings” then when the x-ray was developed, out of no where, u see this small stick somewhere… it was my nose stud la.. omg fuckin hilarious.. my dentist was like “everything looks good… but look.. nose stud. Haha”.. oh then he also advised me to like take off 2 wisdom teeth la.. fuck man…. Ouchhhhhh but yea,, I have to.hehehe

after that, mum and I went to paya lebar.. went geylang for food .. I found new lunch spot la!! Then mum went to buy some clothes la.. then the shopkeeper fuckin annoying I swear.. he was openly flirting and I was so uncomfortable… he was playing good music la so I was like moving to the music and hes like “alright. Dance! I change song for u, u dance ok?” and im like “righttttttttt”… so then he whispered to me asking me if I wanted to go clubbing.. like holy fuck.then he asked so many times and he kept winking. Sick! My mum was there and she didn’t care bout me! Haha she was oblivious to what was going on. I was like so annoyed la.. so I walked out of the shop leaving mum there.. then mum came over and she passed me a name card and she’s like “the dude pass to u…he told me to pass to his darling”… sick sick.. he just lost a potential customer.. I mean like I felt intruded la.. all the whispering and winking and shit.. like wtf man.. but yea.. btw..We went to paya lebar coz we were going to La Salle to paint with my dear cousin, Shah! Hehe. Went there… painted and waited for dad to pick us up at like 6pm. I was soooooooooooooooo tired omg..

omg ok.. long entry.. tmr lunch with rae and sijia… then shopping then dinner with metal girls at down town east!! Alvina is gonna drive us around tmr! Wheee hahahahhahaha.. then Monday, after work, hanging out with billy..

tmr morning, dad leaving for shanghai.. he better come back with bags, watches and sunglasses.. hahaha as promised!

my cousin is pestering me to go womad now! hahah she's like "eh! come! omg it's damn cool.. so many cute guys!! ".. but im lazyyyy ... hahaha shit!


Ok photos!!


edit:fuckin connection won't let me upload pics. fuck! so i'll postpone pics! sorryy


| name fought for sanity @ 11:33 PM|

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

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sooo like i'm like multi tasking right now... on the phone with Billy and typing this out.. like how cool is that?! hahaha..

so like omgggggg!!!! work today was INSANE!! seriously, at the rate i'm going, i'm gonna get occasional breakouts.. for 15 years that my parents sent me to school, i don't think there was ever once i got breakouts due to stress! not even in damn JC which was indeed, to me, more stressful than Uni.. BUT WORK is so stressful... i'm getting serious breakouts.. it's depressing...

today, we were put out to take all the general enquiries and i swear, it was a major culture shock la really sia! like omg! customers ask weirdddddddd qns! it was so foreign. it was insane la! like crazy woman sia 4 of us.. all face stress. hahahha not looking forward to tmr at alllllllll omg!!!!!!!

oh b4 i forget,i had a very vivid dream of Mr LS last night or the night b4.. like damn real la.. shit man... i miss him la.. i heard he's coming back at the end of the year.... i so wanna see his face..... i miss him :( i'm still mad at him and i probably will always be mad at him but i miss him.. my first true love.. always will be hahah.. so drama.. but yea...

today, rae, my dear friend, realised her right leg is longer than the left! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

on the way back from work, this dude next to me has WEIRD MUSCLE SPASMS. hahaha u know the uncontrollable movements some people have? i wonder if it's like habit la.. i remember, mr Christopher Michael Lee has spasms and i will always remind him to like stop it la.. it's really habit man.. but this dude today.. he suddenly like breathe heavily and it looked like he was gasping for air.. i panicked la balls. i thought he got panic attack.. then suddenly stop.. then happen again .. then i realise it was some weird spasm la. i swear, i wanted to burst out laughing la.. omg!!!! but i control man. i was alone.. but like omg... weirdddd

so my 3 dear friends, Andy Josh, Joanna Dong and Calvin Zhang, all from Singapore Idol Season 1, will be involved in the upcoming musical featuring Kit Chan... Forbidden City.. show ur support and watch them! :):)

so when i got home, i realise no one was home then i remembered mum mentioned to go next door for dinner.. i went over and there they were.. the Hushairis and the Rodriguezs. hahaha..my family went over to the Rodriguezs for dinner and bbq.. it was nice.. just the 2 families.. complete family.. considering the fact that Malvin and Gen is almost never around coz they fly so much, it was nice to have them all together!!!food was great, company was awesome.. we sat by the fire talking bout ghosts and bad customer encounters hahhaa.. it was nice.. my turn to make a bbq.. hehhehe... the Rodriguezs are amazing people.. :) awesome neighbours.. their mum and my mum like desperate housewives.. everyday dig secret. haahahaha..

yeaaa... sooo it's almost 1am now... another day at work tmr!!!! looking forward to weekend.. let me see...... Sat, dental appointment to remove braces, painting at La Salle and at night, maybe go out.. then Sunday, meeting girls for dinner... can't wait... miss all my friends! i need a life!!!!!!!

Billy prolly picking me up from work tmr.. yay. meeting billy.. yay hahahahahhaa

i have pics.. but lazy to upload.. upload tmr yea? random pics la. no time to snap pics anymore man.. damn loserrrrrrr!!!!

ok.. goodnight all.. and be good! :):):):):)


| name fought for sanity @ 12:27 AM|

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

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sooooooooooooooo here i am, in bed with some cheese snacks and blogging.. my nose is clogged!!! my head is clogged!! i feel so lousyyy!!! omg! and this had to happen on the day i had to perform! but i'm glad it's over and done hahaa.. dad viedotaped it.. it was alright i suppose.. just that it was rather obvious i was gasping for air.. my nose was so blocked.. i was almost breathless.. but i was like "FOCUS FOCUS!" and i just wanted to get the 2 songs done coz i was realllyyyy sick.. i kept on sneezing.. sheesh! but yea haha..
btw, i sang Unfaithful by Rihanna and my signature song, Genie in the Bottle! haha i get all excited to sing that song again hahaha.. sheesh.. but yea. Thanks Hyzad darling!! for the music and all :)

sooo what have i been doing?!!?!?!? i've been lazy hahaha.. fri was working of coz... but it was a goodddd day!!! coz i actually left the office when the sun was still up! i left at 6pm! like omg!!! first time in the week man!! i was thrilled! i was like "ma! guess what?! i'm leaving the office" hahaha.. so exciting.. but yea.. what did i do? i went home! hahaha i soooooo wanted to go home earlyyyyy..it felt good....then mum and i brought lil bro to docs coz of some infection on his leg..oh then today, my 2 friends came for interview at me workplace.. hope all turns out well.. oh today, my primary school mate, Rizal, called.. out of the blue.. last i saw him was at Clarke Quay.. he's like a security guy there or something.. i passed him my number.. surprisingly, he remembers me.. i also remember him hahaha
i spoke to Billy Joe on the phone till like iono, 12.30am? then he had to go clubbing.. and i had to go to beddd!!!

waking up at 6.30am and knowing it's a Saturday is such a drag!!! but work was fun coz office was rather empty and me and Minah Mizah like shiok la. hahaha.. i didn't plan anything but after realising i could leave early, i wanted to go shoppingggg.. but my friends were all busyyyy so i called mummy.. initially she was lazy but then she called a while later and she was like "eh what time u finish?? shoppin?" and im like "omg! ya!!!! i'm leaving soon then see ya!" ahahaa.. like i finish work so fasttttt.. hahaha then mum and i went shopping!! bought shoes, bags and accessories and all.like omg. i wanna buy so many shoes.. next sat, i wanna go shoe and bag shoppinggggg again.. like omgggggg shoes and bags!!

so yea.. then went to pick up grad gown.. like omg! how exciting is that! that mortarboard is sooo sexy!!!!!so like i was so excited bout channel 5 showing Unafaithful on tv. i was looking forward to it la... Billy Joe wanted to go supper but i said must wait until movie finish.. BUT!!! i fell asleep towards the end laaaaa! fuck!!! i missed the ending! so Billy, the kind soul, told me the ending.. so yea.. he wanted to eat and all but i, being the bum and bitch fell alseep again.. i got up to like 18 missed calls? DUDE! IM SO SORRY! I KNOW I SAID IT SO MANY TIMES BUT IM SOOO SORRY OMG!!!!!!i owe u one...

so today, i got up feeling really sick.. popped in some prescribed flu med and it made me so drowsy so i napped till like 3.30pm.. in the morning, i was practicing all la..then i got up and got ready.. got to JP.. did some mic check.. ate ( i didn't eat la.. just picked on dad's and bro's food coz i don't eat b4 performace.. scared bloated hhaaa).. so yea.. then watched the teens compete.. then perform.. then went back almost after coz i was realllyyy sick!!!!! omg!!!!!

bumped into Shafee who was there to support Ebi.. then also met Khairul Anwar who was there to support his cousins.. he was with the Anugerah Skrin dudes.. i think Sofian and Junaidi or something.. but yea.. hahhaa..

okkkk.. i'm gonna go off! a whole new weeeeeekk!!! looking forward to following weekend already.. oh shit! i wanna go shoppingg!!!!!!!!

PEACE!


| name fought for sanity @ 11:36 PM|

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WASSSUPPP!!! been either too busy or too lazy to update but right now, i'm all psyched to perform!! wheeeee!! im excited coz im gonna be singing 2 songs which r like so my favourite la.. haha i have so many songs i love but these 2 songs i likeeeeeeee... soo yea!! see u guys at JP if u guys r coming. if not, i'll get a vid or somethin.. hahaha.. aight! i'm off!!!!! and i shall update tonight IF i don't end up passing out.. work tmr! omg! ok off u lovely birds!

signing off,
kukubird


| name fought for sanity @ 4:58 PM|

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

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i'm mentally tired right now.. not gonna blog much...

work was not too bad... i got lucky today.. relatively easy calls but had to catch up with stuff and ended up staying at office till like 8.30pm...

i managed to get Sitti and Le`mon interview at my workplace tmr.. wheee! hope it goes welll.. it'll be crazy insane if we're colleagues!! like wheee!!

another day tmr... we're proposing the christmas party thing first thing tmr morning!

im off to stone.. i had enough of computers for the day! my eyes r killing me!

peace all! and much love!!

OH YA! i'm performing this Sunday at Jurong Point for the Teenage Icon Finals.. all psyched! super last min but i think i can get something going.. hope all goes well!! ok.. looking forward to an awesome weekend!

be good all!! ciao!


| name fought for sanity @ 11:33 PM|

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

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and so here i am, at about 3pm on a Wed afternoon, lazing around the house and bumming my day away!!! i miss bumming! haha.. i took an MC today coz my eye was amazingly blood shot red the whole day at work yesterday and this morning. it was watery and causing a whole load of discomfort.. which caused me to be all grumpy at work!!! i even cried coz so suay yesterday at work, so stressful... so demanding.. then my eye giving me problems some more. damn kuku man. but i miss my girlies at work!! hahaha. which i think right now, should be dealing with all sorts of customers hahaha.. work work work..

i got home last night to some happy news at least. my certificate from the Honour's Society from my Uni in Aus finally came. after months!!! and i received some results slips and stuff from school and i found out i graduated with Distinction.. which is uber cool.. the bestest thing for the day! well.. i'll be collecting my grad gown on Sat.. like alamak! all psyched up sia!!! hahaha.. then on 10th Sept,we're having the photoshoot! damn fun la alamak haha..

so like i went to the Docs just now.. damn nice la.. only need to pay $5 each time i visit the Docs coz covered by insurance all. and the Doc was like "eh u r so familiar.. have u been here b4?" hahaha.. damn cute. then he figured out the idol thing and i was like "eh u actually watch idol ah?" haha.. then he was like "my wife watch la. then i watch with her la". haha i didn't know having people find out u watch idol is embarassing haha.. the show must be really retarded haha. oh wells..

last night.. i had a weirddd dream.. about a guy i don't even know!!! somehow, he e-mailed me on friendster yesterday and i was checkin his profile and i suddenly dreamt of him.. but not a good dream at all man. haha i dreamt he tried to kill me sia. wtf!!weirdd... i know i've not been replying to any e-mails on friendster. im so sorry... but but but.. maybe i should msg this dude hahaha.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
his email was like "u look soo farking familiar.. i think ur a friend of my friend. i wanna get to u know u".. hahaha nice and straight forward... seriously, i'm very very easy to please. sometimes, too easy to save my life! no need to lenthy e-mails or msgs to please me.... short and sweet.. hahah

i can't wait for weekend... i think i wanna like party.... JAZZY! hahhaa.. time for hot and sexy boys!! hahaha!!

lovely neighbour bought chocs from Frankfurt.. like yummyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!

cousin in Dubai called just now to bitch! i miss u bitch!! come back u crazy angmoh freak!! u and ur beetlejuice socks! hahahaha

out of the blue, ex's bf's friend msged me today to ask how i am... hi dude! catch up soon!

back to work tmr.. need to present idea for Christmas party.. thanks to Rae and friend.. hope things go well..

i have pics of all our work desks.. check out whose is the messiest! hahahahhaa but it's still in camera.. shall upload later!

ok that was so random! i shall now continue to stone or maybe i wanna karaoke! hahahahahaha!!!

ps: if only i knew u weren't over her, i would have disappeared quicker than i did. now, knowing ur with her just hurts me.. but i should have known better.. thank you.. don't hide..don't lie. i know more than u think i do... u lied once, i didn't make a fuss... u lied twice, i had to move away.. i feel emotionally cheated.. but lesson learned.. indeed u were too good to be true..


| name fought for sanity @ 3:07 PM|

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Monday, August 14, 2006

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like omg!! i think i forgot to breathe at work today!! didn't have time to breathe la.. sometimes, i stare at the computer screen and i have my mouth open wide.. yes! that much concentration.. and then i snap back to reality and i'm like "eh.. i forgot to breathe".. holy wacoumoli!!!work is insane! hahaha.. maybe coz i'm retardedly slow.. i have to catch up man.. we were in the office till 8.30pm today coz there was just too much to do.. and i still have shit to follow up tmr.. i'm NOT looking forward to tmr at all!! omg!!! haha.. i took a cab back home today..well,not coz i was tired (coz if that's the reason, i'll be broke taking cab home everyday coz im tired everyday), but coz my eyes were vampirishly red like omg! a colleague asked me today "what colour r ur lenses? red?" HAHAHA.. OMG! well.. no more lenses for me really.. i'm going back to nerdy glasses.. i don't know man. i swear it's got something to do with the ventilation in the office..my eyes r fine outside the office really.. weird! and thing is, it doesn't even hurt! i'm not even aware at how red it was.. but it was indeed super bloody red! blood shot!

ok... so like i told myself that i have to write this entry coz if i don't, i'll just end up procrastinating. i don't wanna waste my evening sleeping early. hahaha.. so yea..

just a skinny of my short weekend getaway to Bintan with the family..
On Sat morning, i got up all psyched up to get out of the country away from the hustle and bustle hah.. got up and headed to Dad's office at Changi South coz he had to go pick 2 of his collegues up. we bought prata and had it at dad's office.. and i made really bad coffee at the pantry.. reason why i alwyas use 3in1 haha. so then,we headed to the Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal and we're off!!!

the ride was so choppy.. mum and bro got so sea sick haha. i did too initially but i got used to it..yea.. got there, had lunch, checked in to Nirwana Resort.. then we had a good hour nap hahaha.. damn tired.. then we got ready for the telematches.. it was alright.. we had some water games too.. one was water polo which was hilarious coz the guys r so towering and overpowering.. and it wasin a 1.5m pool and the whole time, i was trapping water trying to keep my head out of the water. haha so short short!! i didn't know being 1.64m tall is insufficient la haha.. but yea.. guys were so aggressive but it was all good!

then, we had to get ready for dinner! theme was "Caribscape" or something which we prolly interpreted it was "Caribbean".. we weren't dress up to theme coz we had no clue there was a theme la! haha dad didn't tell us but yea.. it was rather fun.. towards the end, we were like on stage dancing and i was singing and stuff.. dad's boss (who is VERY VERY charming! swoooon!) asked if i could sing.. so i sang him a song. like i dedicated to him hahaha

then at bout 11pm, we headed to the karaoke bar! and there we were till like 3am or so? like omg. so cool!! hahaha sing sing sing!!!!

next morning, bro and i skipped breakfast coz we couldn't get up.. got up starving... haha dad brought bro for food while mum and i and some others went to this local market .. but stuff all not cheap la.. cna find cheaper..but interesing la to look at all these "kampong" houses.. called Pasar Oleh Oleh.. hahaa

well.. then headed back to resort, checked out and got ready to head back.. oh b4 that, we checked out the beach and stuff. too bad we didn't have enough time for any sea sports! sucks! but yea..

overall, it was alright.. i had fun! hehe..

that's just an overview la... didn't go into details.. if i did, this won't end.. but yea.. loads of pics.. so enjoy! have an awesome weekend all!

oh.. my neighbour's mum text msged my mum and said that the whole row of houses had like choked sink thing going.. causing the dining and living room to be flooded. we were like wtf! so we got home cleaning up the smelly choked water in the dining and living room. haha i mopped thrice!! omg!! so weird... hahaha

but yea.. ok.. it's just Monday! omg!!this sat, i'm picking up my graduation gown! how exciting! hahaa ok ciao!




































































































































| name fought for sanity @ 11:44 PM|

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

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Time reallyyyy fliessss when it's soo hectic at work.. before lunch, we're always like rushing to hit our target.. lunch would always be late.. after lunch, next thing u know, it's time to knock off... soo much to do like omg! and target is going higher and higher each week! ZOMG! soooo nerver wrecking!!

ok like work was ok i suppose.. it's interesting coz of the people we talk to and all and different cases we encounter.. it's never the same everyday.. so i'm not complaining. haha..Rae and Si Jia! have a good one at work tmr! no worries.. can hit one ok!! think bout it, next week, me and Minah also sure kena slaughter hahhaa

today, i brought my articles and stuff from Idol.. my friends were laughing at me la.. say i was like minah like that with that pink cap, von dutch t-shirt, short "tutu" skirt and those boots hahaha.. it's hilarious just thinkin bout it.. ahhh those were the days... reading the articles like "shirin hushairi, 21".. like 21 la! now 23 already! old fart!!! god!

something amazingly hilarious happened at work today... Si Jia was totally spooked coz she realised her cursor was moving by itself.. that look on her face! OMG! PRICELESS!! she panicked and she looked pale.. ahahaha only to realise later that her books and notes were like on the keyboard and somehow manouvered the cursor.. OH GOD! i swear.. it was hilarious!!!!her face! omg!!! like her computer kena possess. hahaha.. sheesh!!

i was supposed to meet Ting for kopi la.. but sorry babe.. my manager had stuff for us to do and i left the office at like almost 7.. sheesh.. so sorry.. i followed Rae to Bugis for a bit to get her dress.. left for home at bout 8. i think i must have slept on the train coz the ride seemed short.i really couldn't be bothered to take the bus so i took a cab from the train station ahaha.. bum! and i made sure cab driver dropped me right at my doort step! wheee! no need to walk!!

i got home and i was too full to eat so i had yoghurt hahhaa.. but now im starving la!! but waiting for tmr morning to have my nestum!! yummmmmmmmm... heheeh

mum and i bawled our eyes out watching "the ghost whisperer".. such an amazing show... dad laughed at us hahaha.. he thinks we're both hopeless!! we got feelings la! emotional la!! i miss my late grandfather.. i love u.. i know ur still looking down on us and watching us.. i love u..

so like.. my friends r out partyingggg.. and i can't go coz i had to pack my bag and sleep early coz i've off to Bintan in the morning!! wheeee!!! Le`mon called.. she wanted me to meet her friend, Josh. hahaha.. but i didn't check my phone.. plus i was already home.. she was at Boat Quay. i swear she sounded a lil tipsy hahaha.. Malvin, my neighbour also called.. he asked if i wanted to go to MOS. but yea.. no partying for me this week... haha

ok i'm off! gotta sleep..off for the weekend! will be back when i'm back! meanwhile, be good all :)

ps: im sorry to all my lovely friends whom i've "neglected" coz i've been busy and lazy and always tired and sleepy.. i shall catch up with all of u soon.. remember this though.. i miss u guys sooo much and i love u all!! my lovely lovely friends!! much love babies!

pss: i'm booked for 4 vocal coaching lessons at Civil Service Club! all psyched!!! also means more money!!!!

psss: 1 more week b4 i say goodbye to my lovely metallic partners in crime.. hahaha we got ourselves in a lot of trouble b4 ;) Shah must be disappointed hahhaa. he constantly asks if my braces r still on! oh well dude!it's off soon! come get it now AHAHAHAH RIGHT! ok la.. off!


| name fought for sanity @ 12:36 AM|

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

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Like ZOMG (OMG with a Z.. don't ask. tyler says it's got more impact than just a OMG.. hhaha.. <3 tyler)..ok.. Like ZOMG! why oh why am i sooooooo sleepy??? i didn't even do much at work but like omg, i swear! i passed out on the couch after dinner today.. like BAM! i sat down, watched tv.. next thing i know i was lying down and next thing i know i was gone.. mum kept on tickling me somehow like i think she probably thought i died.. haha.. but she finally had to get me up at 11pm coz everyone was going up to their rooms and i was still drooling on the couch! wow!!! oh maybe coz i was having a suck ass headache..

my bro had a friend over.. he prolly saw me drool.. but it's ok.. Ameer knows me better than that hahahhaa..

then now, i'm like in bed typing his entry... i have NOT thought of what to wear to work tmr.. i have not showered (yikes!!! don't know if i plan to), i've not done anything ever since i got home.. and i don't plan to do anything. i'm not moving!!!!

but yea.. today, we had like a longggg lunch.. our manager brought us to Tampines to visit Stan Chart's backend..damn exciting haha

but yea.. it was damn fun.. and yes Janna! from Account Services, it was me who visited u guys just now. i don't know if u read this.. but yea i was gonna reply to ur email but friendster won't let me. i'll try again later. Janna, u should have said hi. i'm friendly hahaa...and i'm crazyyyy! hahhaa and i was so noisy la.. alamak.

right about now, i'm multi tasking.. typing this and bitching with Le`mon bout Singapore Idol. she can't stand that show.. hahaha omg.. hilarious! for example.... i'm not naming anyone but check this out..

XXXXXXX pisses me off. all twitchy and shit. i wanan squeeze him like a bad pimple.

and what the fuck is wrong with that xxxxx chic?
is she dumb or something
xoxo says:
she's just
xoxo says:
W
xoxo says:
R
xoxo says:
O
xoxo says:
N
xoxo says:
G
xoxo says:
all over

so much bitching going on.. but yea.. i'm zipped!! but gotta LOVE HADY MIRZA! hahaa.. i made Randy manwhore tell him that already! wheee hahhaa

ok.. like i was on the bus today and i saw a woman like collapsed la.. not on the bus but outside. and i was like screaming la.funny thing was that people around her were so concerned but once they got her up on her feet, she walked away aimlessly, leaving her belongings behind.. everyone was like huh?!!?!... then she came back a while later, took her stuff, rubbing her head (her head hit the cement hard i swear) and she walked away.. like nothing happened... sooo weird..i think she's a lil insane.. really.. not very sane looking.. but whatever it is, that was scary.. i saw her topple la.

oh yea... any recommendations for Halloween??? what should i be? or should i be myself coz i'm retarded enough... Le`mon throwing a party yea!!!!! i miss partying la.. but always too lazy!

oh at work today, i'm damn suay la fuck! we have this thing where our manager will randomly retrieve our convo with a client and like rate it. and i failed it la. coz apparently, i didn't verify the customer which is really really weird coz i ALWAYS verify. that's like what i always do first. how could i have not verified this particular one? and out of that hundred over calls, why was i rated on that damn call... the call was so lenghty coz the customer just went on and on and it was on a product i had almost no knowledge on then. i had to like put him on hold a million times to enquire for him.. fuckin suay if u ask me. fucked!

tmr, i think Emma wants to do dinner tmr.. wanted to do today but i was so moody coz of the shit.. Ting also mentioned bout dinner tmr.. we'll see...

ok.... i'm off.. so stoned.. gonna bum! out!


| name fought for sanity @ 11:25 PM|

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And so today, on Singapore's 41st bday, i hung out with Mummy!! hehehe... i actually planned to like watch the fireworks but i somehow didn't find it very thrilling anymore so i skipped it.. sorry Emma! haha. and i didn't wanna stay home either so i brought mum out to shop! hahaha yes! i brought her out.. i bought her shoes and stuff and we went crazy with perfumes.. it was so nice to spend my own money althought it's not for myself. hahaa.. i feel satisfied!haha

i also bought Granny a pair of shoes. hehe.. yea.. the purpose of going out was actually just to deposit some money into my POSB a/c coz it's really hard to find a Stan Chart ATM and i always run out of cash. hahaha so it's more convenient to like have some cash in my POSB a/c coz u see their ATMs almost everywhere la.. so yea.. then after that, we just shopped and shopped la.. lost track of time .. until 8pm still shopping..hahhaa.. Dad was like home alone.. haha My "lil bow wow" bro was out.. and probably still out now.. haha i have no clue. either out or upstairs in his room la.. but yea.. why lil bow wow u ask? hahaha he had his hair braided. like damn happy la he hahaa.

ok like i think i wanna sign up for the Metro credit card la.. but where the heck am i gonna get 6 months CPF statement la. alamak.. it's ok.. for now, i'll stay with supplementary cards from Dad. ahaha.. i told mum to like get the application all.. i want that Manhatt hahaha.. coz from Stan Chart mah. hahaa.. i also want the DBS Plantinum and Black card. i don't care! i want! never use also nvm.. as long got credit card then for emergency use hahaha.. right...

ok...another day at work tmr!!! and then Fri and then i'm off to Bintan for the weekend.. i'm all psyched up.. i so wanna get on the banana boat again! and like all those water sports like omg so fun!

i so wanna travel at the end of the year.. like omg!!!

and like i so want a car! like omg!

omg. i want so many things.. where to get moneyyyyyyy?!?!?!?!?!?

ok... i'm gonna go chill.. hope all of u had a good day!!! just 2 more weekdays! hang in there peeps! much love from me, Shirin Hushairi!!

ps: thanks manwhore. thanks for telling Hady he's one damn amazing singer and i loveee him hahahaa.. right!


| name fought for sanity @ 12:15 AM|

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

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Everyone is guilty for lying.. no doubt bout that.. but last night, when I found out someone “lied”.. I told myself “ok shirin! That’s it! Snap out of it! No use sulking! No use pondering! No use thinking! No use wishing! No use hoping!” so I took that first step.. I finally did… in the past, I would do it half way but today, I told myself! THAT’S IT!

I spoke to mummy bout it.. and she’s glad I’m moving on…. I have to la.. I just don’t understand why I can’t like “move on”.. despite the fact that I know nothing will ever happen.. like I know it won’t be like b4.. and I know there will never be.. so why am I still hanging around??? Why Shirin?? Why?!?! Why so stupiddddddd!! Forget it!!! Don’t text msg, don’t msn msg, don’t even think bout doing any of that! Forget bout it!

Why does this bother me so much?!!? Whyyyyyyyyyy!!! Shirin! I am very disappointed in u! u can do it for LS! U can do it now too! It should be easier…… aiyoyo.. why so dramaaaa…. This isn’t me at all!!!

So like I spoke to Sitti last night.. it’s been quite some time.. I’m so glad I got to catch up with her… I screwed up the meeting with the Metal Girls on Sunday. I’m such dick. I miss them.. we need to meet.. next week promise… all 4 of us!!!! And ALVINA, join us if ur free ok babe?? I wanna see ur car also la dey! Sitti was like “shirin, same old”.. well.. yea I’ve not changed. I’m still the loud crazy idiot.. but I got emo moments la hahaha.. as always.. they all know that when I cry, I really cry la. But when I’m emotionless, I’m like fucked la. haha

So yea.. the fact that Jazzy babe works at odd hr is making me sad.. I miss her already! I wanna hang out with herrrr!! Hahaha lucky rotating shift. Next time my turn man.. oh dear but call volume a bit slower and lower. So I guess it’s quite fun hehe.. ok so then. she called me after work and I bitched so much omg! And she’s like so proud of me la that I have FINALLY decided to move on!!! Like omg! Like damn drama la.. Si Jia also like omg! Like seriously, Jaz has been waiting for this moment.. that I’m certain that I’m moving on.. like no use la alamak. Shirin! U stupid kukubird!

But all these drama all not me la.. I shouldn’t create drama for myself… I should be happy!! Wheee!!!! Besides all these drama, all is good!! I’m happy!!! Yay hahaha..

Ok.. talking bout me not being myself… yesterday was probably like the worst day la.. I wore the most uncomfortable outfit to work.. and it made me so NOT confident la.. I felt sooo kuku I swear.. like the skirt and shirt makes me look like what my friends say “mature” , “formal”, “so unlike me”, “uncomfortable”.. and yes that’s true… I felt and looked uncomfortable.. I don’t know why… I just felt like shit the whole day and it’s all coz of what I wore. I went to Bugis with Rae for a bit after work and I was quiet and I looked uneasy.. Rae was like “babe, u r not urself. Why u so unsociable today?” hahaha.. omg!true enough la. I was quiet.. I was sulking.. coz I felt uncomfortable.. almost wanted to take a cab home but I swear the queue would be long so I took the train. When I got home first thing was to change la.. omg I felt soo good…… like woah.. I’m breathinggg!!

Then lunch time, manager brought us out some more… then need to take bus.. with what I was wearing.. like omg retardedness!

But yea anyway, I’ve learned my lesson and I should get my clothes ready the night b4 and try them on b4 going to work.. coz I won’t want to repeat yesterday!!

OK LIKE OMG! Last night, while waiting for supper, I fell asleep.. I was meant to go for supper and then meet Emma they all at Zouk. But me being the “when I sleep, nothing can get me up” person, I slept thru.. thru all the calls and smses.. Shirin, u fuckin dickhead! And best thing is I woke up at noon just now.. like Shirin power man!!! U fuckin kukuhead! SORRY EMMA AND WAN! LIKE OMG!!! Call u later babe!

Ok.. I’m still thinking what I should do today.. I’m lazy………but maybe I wanna go watch fireworks ah… ok.. maybe I go dinner and fireworks! Like wheeeeeeee!!!!!!

Have a good holiday all! And what would this entry be without my birthday wish to the bestest country in the world!!!

HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY, SINGAPURA!!!!


| name fought for sanity @ 1:15 PM|

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Monday, August 07, 2006

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Late night home phone calls freak me out... i mean, seriously, who would call the home phone when like almost everyone has a mobile nowadays... so like if my home phone rings at like 2am, i will totally freak out.. coz there is a possibility that it's such a urgent call.. like an emergency of some sort.. and if involves a family member or someone i know, that'll be like omg! so like the phone rang at like 2am or so yesterday and balls did i freak! i didn't even move.. i didn't wanna pick up the phone despite being wide awake, afraid if might be bad news from somewhere.. but it ended up someone dialled the wrong number.. damn it! at 2 freakin am? wow.. but yea... so random..

ok la.. work was alright.. i'm getting the hang of it i think.. although i seriously can be faster and more productive.. it has come to a point where its like "i dont even have time to go for a toilet break" thing... so forget about smsing anyone during office hours.. like i mentioned b4, im sorry if i dont reply or take a longgg time to reply.. i will read my msgs but i wont reply if isn't urgent.. if its urgent, just keep calling or giving me missed calls la ok. i will call back..ok so like lunch time also rushing la. no time to sms. hahaa.

i love my train rides home.. alone... with my mp3.. and my thoughts will be wandering.. constantly pondering over something.. reflecting or missing someone out there.. or whatever la.. so today. i was thinking bout something.. i came to a conclusion (i know im a bit slow to realise this)....i realise that if a guy/girl means so much to u as a friend, don't get into a relationship or anything intimate with this person coz if something goes wrong, things will be awkward and nasty and adios to the once, amazing friendship.. u know what i mean? like u and i, we get along so well as friends.. we talk all the time, we share everything with each other. and somehow, someday, we start liking each other.. in a way that we have like feelings.. we try pursuing something.. we try getting involved.. then some shit ass things happen... then we almost don't talk anymore.. it's such a waste.. i know we can try to make things work out but it's seriously easier said than done.. so bottomline is, if someone means so much to u as a friend, stay friends...

ok...today's entry rather random.. so many thoughts.. ok like last night i wanted to change my blog skin.. but i realise, most blog skins have big ass graphics la! like this one also.. i mean , it's nice la but like waste space right? then make the text part so tiny... the ones without huge ass graphics are like plain la. im a sucker at html so templates is a must ah.. any recommendations anyone?!!??!? oh and some, sooo tiny.. like 1/4 of the screen.. so queer...

today... i kinda skipped dinner.. had like bread and banana.. and i have an immense craving for strawberry yoghurt right now!! RIGHT THIS SECOND!!!

i can't rem if i mentioned this b4.. but it's crazy how my caucasian friends have a fascination with being tanned.. while we asians want so much to be fair.. well, at least me la. i wanna be fair yet tanned.. but i can't be too tanned.. i'll look burned.. literally... so funny how whenever i mention skin whitening products, they think it's some kind of joke.. but yea.. people always want what they don't have ... works that way all the time...

just like relationships.. when someone gives u so much attention, ur like "omg! get out of my face!" then.. when that someone finally gives up on u .. ur like "wtf?! such ego! playing hard to get. doesn't he not like me anymore?" like hello!? humans! i'm guilty of it too.. if not otherwise.. sometimes i need to play the game... i give people too much attention sometimes.. i bruise my own ego. hahaa

so like dear Jazzy has started her odd hours shift hehehe.. right now, she's working.. till like 1am.. lucky it's rotating shift. hehehe.. love ya babe! work hard!

tmr, we won't be really working.. after whining a lil bit to the manager, she has decided to take us back in for traning tmr... and bring us to Tampines for lunch... we're gonna visit the Stan Chart Branch there.. hmmmm.... i recall something right outside Stan Chart... :( such memories...

today's entry so wordy.. don't know if people will read hahaha.. but yea ok!!
another day is almost over.. too fast... too fast...

wayyy too fast....


| name fought for sanity @ 10:12 PM|

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

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And so here i am... at 10.30pm on a peaceful Sunday night... multi-tasking... i.e typing this entry, listening to music which has too many memories to them, removing my nail polish when i'm tired of typing, and sulking at the fact that i only have that many hours b4 going back to work! another weekkk!! lucky Wed no work! whew!! but yea.. i litted my candles in my room too... just felt like it.. i just wish i had someone here to share this moment with me.. haahahaha drama mama sia!!

ok.. whatever it is, firstly, i'd like to make a public apology to the metal girls!!!! TING! SITTI! JAZ!! AL!! I'M SORRY ABOUT TODAY!!! I REALLY AM! I'LL MAKE IT UP TO U GUYS!!! I LOVE U! AND I MISS U ALL SO MUCH OK?!!?
ok thing is... today, i knew i was supposed to go for dinner with the girls.. but it slipped my mind coz i was out with mum and no one msged me till much later that we're meeting.. and i already made appointment for my haircut and all.. and like omg!!!! i'm so soryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! i feel like amazingly horrible bout it!!!! boohooo.. i'm gonna give Sitti a call later.. coz i've not spoken or seen her in ages! i miss u Makcik! :)

ok like today... i got up rather early for a Sunday morning.. i just didn't wanna sleep in and realise my Sunday is so short! so i got up, washed up, had my coffee and decided to ask mum if she wanted to like go shopping or something.. and so we did!!! girls day out! hahaha we bought shoes!!!! like i bought 2 pairs la.. and i made her buy this one particular one which i loved soo much but it's too like "classy" for me.. i'm likeeee so NOT classy ok!hahaha.. so i bought it for her and kept telling her "ma! nice!!!!!!!! pleaseeeeee.. let me buy it for u coz i love it but i dont wanna put them on" hehehee.. so then we had lunch.. shopped again... had dessert.. shopped again...then went for my haircut....then shopped again..

well... as for my hair.. it didn't really turn out too perfect haha.. coz my hair length is uneven.. coz i layered it too much.. now, i wanna go for the "bob" hairstyle thing but it didn't turn out well coz it's supposed to be one length.. but i was warned by my hairdresser though.. so now im waiting for the hair to grow and then i can do a perfect "bob".. wheee!!! but for now, i'm good with this.. hehhehee.. not much of a difference though. i hate it when i get out of a saloon looking almost the same as when i walked in.. but i hate it even more if i go out drastically different coz that would mean i look retarded.. which happened b4 btw!!! hahahahaha

ok like... i'm so totally "tech/bank" savvy now ok.. hahaha i have this fascination now with internet banking and i paid my hp bill thru internet banking.. like totally exciting! hahaha..and im gonna do funds transfer all hahaa..and yea.. i pay my hp bill now.. for the first time.. hahaa i am not aware of my usage.. not like i'll control my usage la.. i sms like crazy la.. but yea.. now i know how much i use hahaha.. insanity.. lucky i still got the student plan going with 1000 free sms.. wheee!!!

ok la... imma get my nails done...and i'm gonna go chill in bed.. i'm still thiking if i should like change my blog layout.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... we'll see.. fix nails first.. ok be good all!

AND HAVE AN AWESOME WEEK AHEAD ALL!! ADIOS FOR NOW! BUENOS NOCHES ALL!


| name fought for sanity @ 10:37 PM|

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and so it's a Saturday night and i'm home watching Anger Management on tv (ok.. not really watching. i just have it on)... i'm amazingly retardedly tired.. i'm not going out.. i'm enjoying the peace in my room right now..... really.... *meditate*

so like i've been rather exhausted this past week.. work has started to get a lil pressurizing really.. but i'm coping with the help of awesome friends/colleagues... work can be rather interesting... i'm getting to it.. i hope.. hahaha.. thing is, now that i'm working in the banking industry, i am more aware of stuff.. which is good hahaha.. i'm gonna open more accounts with more banks... to enjoy the competitive interest rates.. hahahahaha so yayakia!!!

well.... wat have i been doing these past few days that i didn't blog??well... let's see...

on Thurs, i worked... duh! hahaa.. i think we left the office rather late that day.. by the time i got home, it was about 8 plus..i remembered something on the way back that day.. i was stoning on the train as usual.. then all of a sudden, i caught myself thinking bout Mr LS... figure out who that is.. but anyway, it's almost been a year.. and i still find myself thinking bout him sometimes.. i miss him so much.. i miss all the good times back then.. for 6 years... too much happened... too many memories.. which can never be erased.. i don't intend to forget them though.. but each time i think bout him, i tear... i miss him so much.. i know he's happy now but i wonder if he still thinks bout me.. i stopped any form of communication with him coz i needed to get over him and till now,i'm not sure if i'm ready to talk to him again... im sorry LS... im sorry that i cant talk to u.. im so sorry... i know u read my blog sometimes.. u tagged once b4 to wish me Happy Birthday... im sorry i blocked u... it was all in good intentions on my part... but whatever it is, i miss u.. and i'll love u forever and ever babe.. as i promised.. :(

ok.. im damn emo la.. ok back to what else happened on Thurs.. basically nothing la.. i got home, watched tv, had dinner, chilled with the folks b4 heading to my room to stone.. yet again..oh yea.. Dad came back from HK and he got all of us bags haha.. mum and i got some Prada Milano one.. which i took i pic of.. will upload later...
oh also, Mummy Dearest helped me organise my bags and shoes and stuff.. now all so organised.. i can actually see my bags and i realise i should stop buying bags.. in fact, i should stop buying any sort of accessories.. but aiya! easier said than done la.. sure buy one.. temptations! but i need more shoes really... buy buy buy!!!!

so like i got to packing my bag to bring my stuff to the office since i've already been assigned my own table. my own phone, my own computer.. like wheee!!!! haha

i got around to check my e-mails.. hotmail and friendster.. i would like to apologise to all for not replying.. especially those random ones on friendster. i don't know why.. but i think there's some kind of "e-mail random people" frenzy going on.. i'm so sorry but i really have no time to reply to all of them.. but whatever it is, if ur reading this, go on and add me on friendster or msn messenger.. and if u do add me on msn messenger, please drop me a msg and tell me who u r coz my list is getting really messy.. once agian, i'm sorry if i don't reply.. it's not that i don't want to.. i just have no time and sometimes i don't know what to reply.. aight.. thanks!

but anyhoo.. Tyler baby sent me such a random e-mail haha.. he's such a sweetheart!! he probably got drunk again that night!!! BEERCOHOLIC!!!! hahaha miss ya Tyler!!
maybe i shouldn't msg Byron anymore... coz his gf gets jealous.. hmmmm.. ok whatever...

soo like Fri!!! Work was not too bad.. i had to rush some e-mails b4 leaving the office but decided to do it on Sat( today) instead.. coz i planned to meet Jazzy babe for a movie.. so i rushed out and met her.. we managed to get tickets for "CLICK"... niceeeeee movie.. heehehehe.. there was a scene where i was bawling my eyes out.. Jaz laughed at me man. im damn emo! hahahaha shit! but yea.. good movie.. then i craved for choc chip ice-cream!! ahahaha so i got a tub from 7 eleven and shared it with Jaz in the cab on our way to Esplanade after the movie.. i had to call a cab coz there was no way i could get a cab in town at that time... we were going to Esplanade for Daffy baby hands and her band , West Grand Boulevard's album launch.. it was at 10pm and our movie ended at like 9.50pm.. rushed like mad la.. but Randy was already there.. got there and caught their 45 min performance.. it was cool!! so proud of baby hands! hehehe met her after the set and she was shocked to see me there. hahaha met Randy Manwhore for a bit b4 leaving.. Jaz and i were tired la.. so like we strolled back and made our way home.. missed the last bus so took a cab from Sembawang station.. then like fell asleep la... coz need to work the next day.. so blahhh...

so like today, went to work.. such a drag man.. coz mentally, i know it's a Sat and having to get up at 6.30am on a Sat is no joke!!! but yea.. dragged myself to work.. caught up with calls and rushed thru e-mails (Thanks Minah Mizah for helping me out so much!!!! <3).. Parents came to pick me up.. they had to wait for me hahaha coz i told them i finish at 12.30pm but i had e-mails to send blah blah.. so i was like taking so long la..

ok then we went to La Salle to visit my dear cousin, Shah.. he'e helping us with the painting i talked bout b4... meeting him one weekend and he's teaching me and my bro some abstract painting techniques so we can continue ourselves at home.. hehehe

after that, we went for lunch at what place "Islamic Restaurant".. don't know what my mum saw on tv one.. won't go anymore la.. same stuff.. can go coffee shop nicer i think hahaa.. but ambience was rather unique... but yea.. ok.. can't complain too much bout food..it was rather nice.. but the proportion was too big..blah..

after that, went to Queensway Shopping Centre.. dad wanted to get new glasses and bro wanted to get some street soccer boots.. i wanted to get a new track shoe but i couldn't be bothered to like shop la.. lazy to see good or not blah blah. next time la.. then went to IKEA to shop.. haha again!! i bought a painting for my room.. wheeee.. queue was ridiculous.. so crowded like omfg! but ok la!! then what's IKEA without the hotdog hahaha.. or the swedish meatballs.. btu too full for that.. dad got the hotdog for me.. so i just ate la.. b4 that, had some yoghurt thing.. damn nice.. hehe

we got back round 7pm and i passed out man... immediately!! on my bed.. all tucked in man.. haha got up round 10.30pm.. showered and now slacking!! yuppp!!!!
feels soo goodddd.............. oh yea.. and dear Malvin is back from Dubai and he got me those soo yummy chocs.... need to meet him later or tmr or something.. haven say thank u. haha. his mum passed to my mum just now..

so anywayyyyyyyyy... tmr, most prob meeting girlies for dinner.. 4 of us haven met up together for quite some time.. we'll see what happens tmr.. then monday, back to work!! so fast omggggggggg!!! i probably will get a haircut tmr.. if i can figure out what to do with it!!!!!

can't wait for next weekend! off to Bintan! ok here's some random pics!!!! i'm off.. Goodnight and have an awesome and fruitful weekend! don't wake up on Monday regretting that u didn't have a meaningful weekend

ps: signing up for Standard Chartered Marathon!! all sign up!!!!! 10km enough ah.. full marathon or even half, i will die!!!! sign up all!!!! as an employee, no need to pay registration fee.. hahaha

(blogged at 11pm but computer decided to get all kuku on me.. thank god i saved it!! fuck!)

some of my bags!!! mummy, thanks for organising them. i meant to do it.. just procrastinated! haha


more bags and shoes...


belts.....i hang them behind my door haha


some of my necklaces..


more bags and some other stuff.. make up and nail polish and all


some of my earrings


jazzy babe's bday gift... i likeeeeee.. thanks darling!


Prada Milano bag Dad bought for me.. can bring to work hahaa..


my jackets...i want moreee haha


my shirts, dresses and what nots


highest one is undergarments haha.. middle one contains all t-shirts and lowest one skirts, jeans, pants blah blah


sunglasses, bracelets and more earrings


watches, hair accessories and more earrings


my secret love for sequins.. bling bling! i sew sometimes


drawer full of tank tops


more pants, skirts and jeans


stationary


drawer full of notebooks.. i keep buying.. never use.. and thanks to my students back in Fuchun Pri during my relief teaching days ahaha


toiletries haha


Daffy babe and West Grand Boulevard




so random!!! it started with one pic then i snapped me whole room ahaha. dad's helping me get the painting up tmr and also some wall decorations i got.. and some thing i don't know what it is called..

ok im offfffffff now!! ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ


| name fought for sanity @ 1:05 AM|

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

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sooooo.. my dear friends at work (note: they're not mere colleagues. they're friends hehe), they noticed my sudden jerks each time a call comes in.. i get all tensed, drenched in cold sweat (ok exxagerating a bit).. hahaa.. but true enough.. i will jerk up la... damn funny sia! hahaha unconciously some more.. damn! at this rate, poor heart poor heart.. hahaha.. aiyoyo thambi!!! :)

so i sent in my lil cute cousin's pics to my casting agency and they're interested in meeting them.. wheeee!!! just gave my aunt a call and she's like telling me bout how my cousins have weird requests for their bday parties.. for eg, eddy requested for a snake and a snake man.. this year, his sister, sarah, requested for crocodile and crocodile man. and my aunt got it hahhaa.. omg.. lil gemma had the "bouncy castle" thing for her bday.. lil kids bouncing at the front garden.. how cute is that! but its on the 12th aug and i won't be around! will be in Bintan over the weekend! yay!

sooo i managed to get back in time to catch Idol.. all i cna say is that Hady is amazing.. freakin amazing.. Mathilda too.. the rest? sorry.. i shall not comment.. Randy was also like calling me and like "woah!hady power ah!" but seriously, wow! sorry Taufik.. i love u and all but Hady is wow la! but makes me wonder what are the chances of another Malay guy winning this.. i hope race won't make a difference la.. coz Hady is the ONLY deserving winnerrr!!!

ok.. right about 5 secs ago, i got a call.. so embarassing la.. i saved her as "janna.anu" on my phone.. so i picked up and she was like "shirin, by any chance ur at clarke quay?".. and i said "no. im home".. and while saying this, i was still trying to recall who i was talking to.. sorry Janna!! i have to admit, i only figured out who she was after i hung up.. :( boo shirin! boo!!! well, Janna is the girl from Anugerah Skin and no, i did not get to know her thru Shah. i met her at Clarke Quay on my bday while i was waiting for my friends. she was with her friends.. and blah blah la.. but im sorry Janna! i dont know if u read this but if u do, im sorry! but i think i pretended quite well ah.. shit!

ok sooooo... work tmr! i got my own table.. so exciting.. tmr, im bringinf stuff to work.. i got my own workspace.. so thrilling hahhaa.. right!!!!!!today, we were so "engrossed" with work that we went for lunch at 2.30pm.. like woah la. hahahaa.. don't know what's gonna happen tmr.. i would like to apologise to anyone who text me while i'm at work.. if u text me once i start work, i'll either reply at lunch or after work.. im so soryyyyyy!!!!

wellllllllll...........im gonna go bitch and gossip with mummy now!!!!! so much to bitch about i tell u. hahaha..

b4 i leave, i was unconciously humming to this song today... lyrics is so meaningful la.. i likeee.. hahaha

I hear you're taking the town again
Having a good time with all your good time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now, and I'm alone and free
I know that I oughta get on with my life
But a life lived without you could never be right
Chorus:
And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you
Getting over me
I try to smile so the hurt won't show
Tell everybody I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away
Loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stay
I know that I oughta find someone new
But all I find is myself always thinking of you
chorus
No matter what I do
It's like a lifetime to live through
I can't go on like this
I need your touch
You're the only one I've ever loved
And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you
Getting over me
I'll never get over you
Getting over...
Never get over you getting over...
I'll never get over you
Getting over me


| name fought for sanity @ 11:55 PM|

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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

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And soooo... today, a new batch of "newbies" came to work.. that means 4 of us have been pushed out to take our calls.. it was nervewrecking so we decided to do the buddy thing.. helping each other out with our calls. which i'm glad we did coz i swear i almost died... customers can ask any qns under the sky .. like woah! stress i tell u!! "auto in" button is so doomed! hahaa

well.. a lot of drama la.. but i shall not blog bout it la.. some things better left unsaid coz it'll get me into trouble.. but yea.. what's an office without it's politics.. goes hand in hand.. as i've expected this, i'm being very ignorant and i'm just gonna do what i'm supposed to do..right now,we're still helping each other out and realised that by doing so, we learn more coz of the variety of cases we all each encounter..

but yea...newbies were alright. haven got time to get to know them better.. brought them out for lunch but too crowded so had to split.. well.. there's more time..

i'm already looking forward to weekend.. although i think i might have to work half day on sat.. but yea.. i'm still looking forward to the weekends!!!

i am amazingly stoned now... so i shall recharge for a whole new day ahead..
dad's still in HK! i hope he gets me bags and stuffffff!!!! i think he did so i hope they're nice hahhaa.. dad's going to Shanghai soon .. so more shopping.. but most annoying thing is that he's going to Korea and if he does meet Byron, like omggggg!!!! Byron Donaldson, the love of my life! hahahahhaa!!!right

hope all is good.. hope all is well... take care and be good :)

ps: can't wait to get a hair cut this weekend.. what shall i do to it? hmmmm
pss: mum's sleeping in my room coz dad's away and shes snoring.. hehe.
psss: i need more shoes, bags and clothes.. i need to shop soon! wheeee!!!

here r some pics hahaha

On Monday, it was beach wear.. we wore head gears hahaha..i was all beachy man. i really wanted the beach i swear!(newbies today thought it was a joke when our manager told them our dress code on monday. we thought the same too then haha)


chics at work (pretending at least haha).. sorry Si Jia, i didn't capture u...

hi i'm shirin. how may i assist u?


hi i'm mizah. can i help?


hi this is rae. can i help?



| name fought for sanity @ 11:41 PM|

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its past midnight and i got back like an hour ago... work was alright... tmr is a whole new day... a whole new month.. a whole new challenge!!!!

afte work, went to town for a movie with Jazzy girl!!! "The Lake House"... amazing movie.. amazing storyline.. not ur typical, predictable, love story.. loved it loved it! but when i got home, Mr Randy Chua told me that its literally ripped off a Korean movie.. oh wells!! still loved it!!

after movie, walked around for a bit.. the stalls along Taka had good buys... haha.. so yea... walked a bit b4 goin back.. took a cab from Sembawang coz i can't be bothered to walk in!

i would blog longer with pics buttttttt i have to read my notes! takin calls tmr. i feel sick in the stomach... ok peace!


| name fought for sanity @ 12:40 AM|

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