Friday, January 27, 2006

BACKSTREET'S BACK ALRIGHTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW!!! I'M SORRRYYY!!! HAHAHA

I'M SORRY for not blogging.. it's just been insaneeeeeeeeeeeee.. haha.. like u guys would have already known, MON, TUES AND WED was spent running and waiting around for the Backstreet Boys... Mon, after school, Jaz and i rushed to the airport to meet Janna and welcome the BACKSTREET BOYS to SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AFTER 10 FREAKIN YEARSSSSSSSSSSS YO!!!! Thanks to a lady at the information counter at Terminal 2, we found out which Terminal and belt the boys will be at. we rushed to Terminal 1 at Belt 22 and by the looks of the barricades and lil girls, we knew we were at the right place.. a girl approached us and told us that her friend,May and Choy from MTV, told her to go to Terminal 3 to see the boys.. intially, me and Jaz were like "wtf? terminal 3?".. but because out intentions were to see the guys, we tried out luck. Janna joined us soon after. i took off my slippers, took the skytrain to Terminal 2 and asked for directions to Terminal 3 and of coz all we got were "Terminal 3? u can't go there. it's not opened yet"... so the girl, Ivy, looked at her sms again and showed us and it said "go to viewing gallery at level 3". holy shit! we ran back to skytrain to Terminal 1 and went to the viewing gallery and there was a stage with a huge backgroudn with the boys on it and "Changi Airport welcomes BSB....".. at that moment, we went fucking wild! haha. and the boys weren't even there yet! so we waited from 4.30 to 5.30 and then the fans got wild! screaming! shrieking! whatever! I CAN'T BELIEVE BSB WAS IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AFTER 10 YEARS! all i did was look at posters and just dreaming bout them!!!!
We screamed, took pics and then ran back to Belt 22 and waited for the guys behind the barricades. then, all u hear were "NICK! KEVIN!BRIAN!HOWIE!AJ! I LOVE YOU!" hahhaa.. insane!!! all hands trying to just grad a hold of the boys. and of coz i did the same!!!! security was insane so touching the boys was almost out of the question but i managed to get some of the boys' attention and AJ said hi and laughed. hehe. so i tried to grab Kevin's head but instead i hit the policeman. i just got stunned for a lil while. Jaz fuckin disappered. next thing u know, she was running back into the airpot going "SHIRIN! WHERE THE FUCK WERE U? I FUCKING HAD A CONVERSATION WITH KEVIN! HE SAYS HE LOVES ME! AND BRIAN TOO".. HAHA.. at that moment i was just like WTF!my head was throbbig from all the chaos and excitement but it was all worth it! BEING 1 FEET AWAY FROM THE BOYS! INSANEEEEEEEEEE!! and of coz i was interviewed by Life! Straits Times.. did u guys see the article? hahaha

Tues, was of coz the concert..i met Janna in town, we grabbed some Old Chang Kee and took the bus to the stadium. Upon reaching the stadium, we saw a crowd so of coz we went there and guess who was there signing autographs?!!?!? AJ MCLEAN!!! me and janna went wild! cameras out! and i started screaming.. Janna somehow got star struck.. she was quiet! haha.. so i stood a feet away from AJ and he looked at me and asked "hey. do u have anything for me to sign?" and im like "no! i didn't know i was gonna get to meet u but will u smile for my camera?" and so he did!! and i was like "AJ, can i please hold ur hand?" and he was like "of coz girl. it's nice to meet u" OMG! I JUST ALMOST DIED! I JUST COULDN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!
so then, Janna and i waited there hoping another one of them comes by. we saw this dude talking to AJ. he looked cool. Janna thought he was like a rapper. possible BSB's opening act haha..
then, we saw this dude and 2 others walking out. he sorta stared at every girl who went pass so we thought they were sleaze bags.. Janna and i just sat somewhere and Janna was taking a fag.so this cool rapper dude asked Janna if she had a ciggarette but apparently he only does "light" so "menthol orange" was too much for him. according to him "that's another whole level for me man". hehe so cute! so then i asked him "i though i saw u talking to AJ just now?" then he was like "yea girl! i'm the keyboardist. i'm the band" OMG! AT THAT MOMENT, MY HEART JUST SKIPPED A BEAT!! i was like trying so hard to keep cool man. i'm talking to someone who is so closely associated with the BSBs! he introduced himself as Charles and we also met Skit and Slam, the Guitarist and Drummer..
So then of coz i took the opportunity to find out which hotel the guys r in. i was like "so charles, is it true that u guys r staying at 4 seasons?" he was like "no girl. u got all the wrong information" so of coz i asked him where then. he was so reluctant but after begging a lil, he looked into his pocket, took out a card, stared at it for a bit, looked away and discreetly whispered "GRAND HYATT"... me and Janna gave each other naughty lil looks. hahahaha.. CHARLES ROCK MAN! HE'S THE MAN! he said we could hunt him down but not the boys haha.. haha

SOOO CONCERT WAS FANTASTIC!!!! OUT OF THE WORLD! INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! I TOOK SO MANY PICS. I DANCED, I SANG, I SCREAMED! when Brian was on the side of the stage i was at, i did the "rock" handsign to him and next thing u know, he reciprocated! i was like OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! lucky for me, there were many old farts around me who decided to sit thruout the concert and i was standing away from the crowd so me and Janna dn some others were visible! fuckin awesome!!!

after the concert, the plan was of coz to take a cab to the hotel.. cab hotlines were jammed up. took almost an hr to get a cab and headed there.while i was standing in the middle of the road looking for cabs, a familiar lookin van went pass and i just decided to look in and guess who was in there waving directly at me? BRIAN LITTREL! with a cute smirk on his face!!!! amazingggggggggggggggggggggg!! some girls came to me to take photos with me and made me sing in the vid cam. haha it's sweet. so, we were so worried we were too late but when we arrived, we saw Charles talking outside the hotel! awesome!!!! the next few hrs were spent standing outside the hotel waiting for the boys to go party. Charles did mention they were going out so we waited.. till liek bout 1.30am or so.. all worth it coz Howie and Keving came out of the hotel. of coz there was security but we wereso close to the boys! hhe.. i looked at Howie in the van and managed to get his attention.. i did hand gestures to say "i love u" and he went "i love u too".. straight to me balls! i just melted! that dude is hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so it was all worth it!!! Janna and i went to get some supper at 7 eleven. encountered rats.. hahaha.. left at bout 2am! awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee dayyyyyyyyyy!!!

AND SO on Wed, after school, Jaz and i made our way to Grand Hyatt with Janna..waited outside for hours! met Charles and he said "we'll be leaving for the aiport soon. not so soon but soon". thats all he could divulge. hehe but we stayed on.. till 7pm and right behind the barricades, we scremed and tried to get the boys attention while they boarded the van. when the boys were aboard, we pushed the barricades and made our way towards the van. security couldn't handle us. i pushed them so i went straight to the van and hit Nick's window and give Kevin kisses. hehe.. insaneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! ran after the bus! Jaz wouldn't give up until she met Brian. she managed to get Brian's attention and he remembered her from the airport..so sweet.. all attention was on Brian then.. later did i know that next to me was AJ! FUCK! so i was like "bye AJ! I LOVE U!" haha..he smiled and waved! fucking insaneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

3 DAYS!!! JUST 3 DAYS WAS ALL IT TOOK TO MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE! 10 YEARS OF WAITING AND NOT ONLY DID I GET TO SEE THEM PERFORM LIVE, I MET THEM, I GOT THAT CLOSE TO THEM... IT WAS SO SURREAL! AND I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!

so, that was what i did for 3 days!!!!! Thurs was school and shopping for my new room at IMM with the girls.. today, Fri, went IKEA with mum and shopped so much for the new place..then picked dad up and went to PS to get the plasma tv from Best Denki... so then i totally screwed my digi cam and managed to get Dad to get me a new one!!! Nikon Coolpix S3 IN WHITE! bloody cool!!!!! woooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

i told my BSB story to so many people man. the girls.. who are probably like too tired to hear bout it again! hahaha my mum, my bro.. they just think i'm nutz!!! Ram was so not interested but i went on and on anyway. Pol was excited to hear bout it!hehehe yay!

we're moving in next week or so! i can't wait!!

i wanna thank Alvina for lending me ur cam coz my cam from b4 sucked ass!!

I HAVE LOADSSSSSSSSSSSSSS OF PICS!!! but i'm wayyy too tired to upload them so wait up!! BSB PICS COMING UR WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!

Happy Chinese New Year all!!! Party on!!!

BACKSTREET BOYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

night view from my room..

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my new bedroom set..

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the room of love hahahaha

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i love my room lights!!! hahaha LOVE!

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hahah don't ask!

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So Fri night involved music, drinks and lotsa cute guyssssssssssssss......

Jaz and i started the night at bout 10pm. we decided to get some drinks b4 MOS. planned to meet Oli and gang at 11.15pm. so then, the night started with many hot US marinesss.. hahahaa.... then a Hong Kong reporter.. and followed by lotsa hot guys with "wassups", flying kisses and hugs. HAHAHA..

basically, last night was freakin messedddd up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got up with lotsa bruises.. from all the toppling... way too much to blog about.. i wish i took more photos but i think most of them didn't turn out right.. gee!!

Pol, Jay and Liza came by at 1 plus.. managed to get Pol in by draggin him in.. he took lotsa pics! i need to get them! Pol is just freakin wow!!!

met Mo, some of the door bitches.. really cool. i spoke to many people but i can't remember names and faces...

took the can home with Pol, Jay and Liza. Jaz headed home coz she was just gone! she was sober after all the puking though.. hahaha..

went back to Jay's to chill for a bit. i finally got my H20! much needed! tried to play pool but Pol and i can't see no balls no more. hahaha.. so yea.. passed out for a bit and then headed home.. at bout 6.30 or so...

Sat was spent of coz sleeping. but mum got me up at 8.30am.. packed stuff and went to new place and slept a lot la!!!!!

ok! im off! another long day tmr!!!

and i miss Ram.. it's quite dramatic what's going on with us but i hope we'll get thru this shit man.. take care all!!!

and apologies to Oli, Becca, Jilly for being really stupid last night... i swear it'll never happen again!!

MONDAY IS GO TO AIRPORT TO SEE BSB DAY AND TUESDAY IS BSB CONCERT! THANKS JANNA! U GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW EXCITED I AM!!!

OK BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

so Thurs!! omg!! morning was a painnnnnnnnnn.. i was on the phone with Mr Ram King till 6.30am.. and i had to force myself up at 8.30am.. after A LOT of whining, i managed to get up... omgggggggg..

i had 3 cups of coffee before class.. and that lasted me till break time.. had 2 more cups i think... and that lasted till end of class.. i was like a walking zombie.. i survived sch though... almost shut up towards the end though.. sheesh!

so after class, went to Bukit Timah to pick up another one of those thick textbooks!! then had lunch with Ting and CT at Al Ameen across the road.. food portion there is always too overwhelming and of coz, i didn't finish my food. i need a guy to finish my food up.. any takers? ahaha

then.. we walked a distance to get a bus to Bukit Batok. we had to walk the lard off hehe.. took the train to Sembawang to my new place.. i finally got to see my roommmmmmmmmmmmm!! with my bed, side tables and chest of drawers! i'm loving it! my bro was already sleeping on it.. and so of coz i joined in hahaha..

Mum woke us up.. we bought food and then went to pick Dad up from work...

got home... went straight to the couch and watch tv.. and i meant "straight away".. with my sweatshirt, skirt and make up and earrings and everything.. just went straight to the couch. i'm so bloody tired plus American Idol was on.. I FREAKIN LOVE THAT SHOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW hahhaa.. hilarious! auditions are always the best shit! haha

oh, i might be judging Teenage Icon 2006.. who's joining? hahaha

Ram might move in here so we're trying to move out as soon as possible.. he might live here with us for a while.. not too sure yet..

MOS tmr night... fuck the queue.. going with Oli and some others.. Jaz is comin too.. going to Johor in the day.. another long day so i guess, i'm gonna try to sleep early...

BSB next week! u guys have NO IDEA how psyched up i ammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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So Wed... it started off so bad!!! i walked to the bus stop only to realise that i forgot to top up my ez link card and i had no coins at all!!!! and i really think walking back home was ridiculous so i decided to walk to Marsiling train station. as i was topping my card up, i looked towards the bus stop and there went my bus.... so i decided to take the train.. for the first time, i took the train to school. upoin reaching Clementi, i didn't even know which bus stop i should go too... sheesh..

and so i was 10 mins late and im so glad the lecturer didn't say no shit. he's pretty scary.. but yea.. class was as usual... full concentration.. well, i tried hard..

after class, Jaz and i met up with Roger, a manager from AIA.. talked to us bout the job and stuff..

then, we had lunch in school.. of coz bitching was included. haha.. then, we went to Bukit Timah to pick up our books..

then, off to Lot 1 to get our nose studs and bracelets. haha. almost got a piercing but backed out. haha

we had time to kill so we caught "Derailed".. damn good movie.. because of the movie, i decided to skip Mandarin lesson...

so, then, we made our way to IMM.. ate chips for dinner. haha.. walked around.......... till like 9pm...

then made our way home..

another longgggggggggggg day.................................. im tired but im not sleepy.. Ram called and had a long conversation.. and now......i'm damn tired!

ok.. another long day tmr! so im off!

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

So like today was like a full day for me.. i just am soooooo glad i'm home sitting down quietly.. i just stepped in not long ago...

so like.. sch was alright!!! lecturer spoke too fast so it was almost 3 hrs of full concentration.. after sch, i headed to town to meet Dino (Leo's camp mate who is leaving for Melbourne this Sat)... i was with 7 classmates from sch on the bus. they were all going for lunch in town.. so i just talked and talked and we didn't sit.. damn.. but it was good company haha..

so then.. i met Dino.. had lunch at Food Republic.. then we ran his errands.. bank and like money changer and stuff...

then.. went to Spinellis and met Oli, Jill and Jill's cute cousin, Darren... who unfortunately is only 17 years old! sheesh! so cute man.. then talked and laughed and stuff..

then.. off to City Hall to meet Ting and Jaz coz we were gonna meet some guy from Great Eastern Life to widen knowledge on like future job prospects hahah.. it was supposed to be like a 1 or 2 hr meeting but somehow, we got "kidnapped" to another branch for a mini seminar.. sheesh! we were sooooo under dressed.. everyone was formal.. i was with slippers and yellow hair hahahaa.. it was weirdd... Adam Khoo (supposed to be damn popular) gave a talk on Entrepreneurship.. i almost died.. it was already 9 pm and he was still going on and on about i don't even know what! so, as rude as we are, we decided to run out hahaha..

so ting went to meet her sis.. Jaz and i decided to go to Town to meet Oli and Jill at Coffee Club..talked and laughed and shit again...

so like now... i'm so tired! sheeshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............

sch tmr...

so like, i forgot i had a cam with me. i only remembered when jaz and i were on the way to town in the cab. so we took dumb ass photos.. we laughed so much coz we were mocking this dude.. shit.. ok

im off! MOS this fri with Oli and jill and Jaz and like many more! i'm like so excited!

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trying hard not to laugh..

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We were mocking someone but its got so bad! sheesh!!! FUGLY!

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Monday, January 16, 2006

sooo..sat morning started with lecture... bloody hell! i got fucked twice by the lecturer coz i talked too much.. nothing new there...

after class, had lunch with girlies at Jurong Point.. bumped into Henry... :(.. reminds me too much of Leo.... :(

so then... i met up with my bro and we headed to our new place in Sembawang.. parents were already there.. we took the free shuttle bus to Sembawang Shopping Centre and just cross over! wheee!! but the interval between buses is like 30 mins man. so we also enquired bout other buses too...

got there.... and like i freakin slept hahaha.. then got up at 7pm! and off to the pool! the jacuzzi.. ooo lovely... called Mac delivery (with a fuckin annoying delivery boy who got my number and has ever since been annoying me).. then dipped in pool till like 11 plus... got home at like midnight or so..

Today, it was vocal coaching again at the studios.. then i rushed back for prayers for my late Grand dad at my cousin's place..Ram actually wanted to come but he smsed me at 7am saying he just got home and prolly wouldnt be able to get up the next day.. so yea.. haha.

was at my cousin's place will liek 9 plus.. i was like telling all my cousins to join Idol.. which reminds me.. I'm joining idol again... looks like i've changed my mind. hahhaa.. oh wells.

pol called today.... i miss him.. :):):)::):):):):)looks like this Sat is gonna rock! i hope so... coz i think i just made double plans again!

ok.. i cant believe my weekend is gone! sch tmr! sheesh..

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being stupid in my new toilet haha

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View from my new room... i so freakin love it!!

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

1. Your name spelled backwards?
nirihs

2. Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
i would say Leo coz i think he knows everythin bout me and so he can relate to me.. but... i think right now, i'd say Andrew Robert Christopher Patrick Ng Yi Zhuang Beecher.. he's awesome and also he has a cool name.. haha

3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
errrrrrrrrr..... i really can't remember..

4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
i suppose so.. i think i licked all kinds of batteries b4..

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
geeeee... i can't remember.. would the beach count? but yea..

6. Have you ever been in a school play?
yea...

7. Type of music you dislike most?
heavy metal.. too noisy

9. Are you registered to vote?
Yes. i'm legal..

10. What are you listening to?
Never Gone- Backstreet Boys

11. Have you ever ridden on a mo-ped?
i don't know what's a mo-ped

12. Ever made a prank phone call?
Of course. too many times b4.

13. Like anybody right now?
of coz!!!!! haha

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
sky diving...

15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
the US of A..

16. Do you have a garden?
used to and will have one again soon.

17. What's your favorite smell?
coffee and choc chips from Famous Amos.. and of coz guys with great taste in perfume..

18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?
yes.. and yes to the Star Spangled Banner too.

19. Shower, morning or night?
Morning and night...most of the time... unless im drunk or passed out at night.

20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
in her shoes.. there's one more which i can't remember it's title.

21. Favorite Pizza?
Chicken bbq

22. Chips or popcorn?
chips

23. What type of deodorant do you use?
something with like whitening shit too haha

24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
wtf?!?! i don't even do tobacco.

25. Have you ever been in a beauty pagent?
hahaha noo

26. Orange Juice or apple?
Orange definitely.. apple juice tastes like medicine to me.

27. Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?
Mr Ram Arthur King

28. Favorite type chocolate bar?
Willy Wonka Mudsludge

30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
i don't like tomatoes.

31. Have you ever won an award/trophey?
hell yea!haha

34. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
ya! hahaha.. many times b4.

35. Sprite or 7-UP?
either..

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
of coz. this obviously isn't a local survey. singaporeans go thru uniforms phase.

37. Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
we don't have Walgreens.. lets say 7 eleven the yea? the last thing i bought was Mentos mint.

38. Ever thrown up in public?
haha yea!!!

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
millionaire coz right now, i don't believe in TRUE love..

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
i believe in LIKE at first sight.. love is too strong a word..

41. Can ex's be just friends?
as much as i'd like my ex to be my friend, it's not as easy as it seems, not after being together for 6 years. but as time goes by, who knows. but it'll always be awkward.

42. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
my late grandfather.. whom i miss very dearly..

43. Did you have long hair as a young kid?
i had way too long hair..

44. What message is on your voicemail?
my bro attempting to beat box.

45. Where would you like to go right now?
to bed.

46. What was the name of your first pet?
tiger

47. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
i have too many bags but not many backpacks. my fave backpack though is my pink Jansport.. and i don't have anything in it right now coz it's in the cupboard somewhere.

48. Last incoming call on your phone?
Mr Ram Arthur King.

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
that i had an awesome time hanging with Ram and i watched an awesome movie with the girls. i'm grateful i have great company.

50. What do you think about most?
guy.. boys.. guys.. boys.. thats about it really...

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Friday, January 13, 2006

ok so updates... Thurs, it was school as usual.. then after sch, went to for lunch with CT.. then mum picked me up at Woodlands and we headed to our new place.. and the weather was like sooooooo perfect for a nap and so thats what i did! went all the way there and napped.. till it was time to leave.. haha.. picked dad up and went back home.. nothing much really..

today,it was of coz school as usual.. then after sch, i got a ride from Fendi (CT's fiance) to town... i was walking aimlessly in town for an hr waiting for Ram. so then, Ram came and we had lunch at Lucky Plaza.. then we just walked and talked and argued (which he likes to refer to as "intellectual conversation").. we bicker too much.. coz we're just total opposites.. it's weird how long we get along.. but yea.. i actually had a lot of fun with him today. we walked and just walked.. and the next thing i realised, we were at Bugis.. from freakin Orchard. so yea.. there was a lof of stuff we were talkin bout.. but yea. i had a lot of fun.. and he's errrrrrrrrrr really darn cute.. hes got his hair trimmed and highlighted and he was wearing really cool clothes hahaha.. sheesh... oh wells.. whatever..

ok.. so then.. we met up with Ting. she had dinner.. we both were still like damn full from lunch.. then Ram left coz he didn't wanna watch a chick flick.. which ended up not so much of a chick flick though.. but still a darn good show... Al was a lil late for the movie.. hehehe

ok sooooooooooooooooo.. i have school tmr. i can't freakin believe it!!!!!!!!!!!! ok.. so im off!

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

so like today was first day of new module. had a Mauritian lecturer with a weird accent.. almost Aussie though so it wasn't too bad.. but yea... he totally freaked me out bout how there's almost never been a 100% pass rate for this module. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

jazzy girl is back so i've got tendencies of talking in class more often and got caught a lot of times today. hmpph!!!

after school, we went to Bugis.. had lunch at Banquet at Raffles Hospital and then got my hair done.. bleached it twice but still cannot turn white. hahaha so it'll stay as it is la..

Ram was at Sim Lim but i didn't have time to meet him. had to rush back for Mandarin class.

then went to Jurong East for early dinner at Macs.. the girls had the fan-tastic thingy and it's nice.. but i wasn't too hungry for any rice so yea, i'll get that next time. hehe..

then, went for Mandarin lesson. i was half dead la..

took a cab to CCK coz Ct's eyes were killing her. dropped her off 1st b4 heading to CCK station. bumped into Chiang Chai, an old school mate on the train. hehe. both almost didn't recognise each other la.. i decided to walk home in the rain.......

now... im off to bed! bye!

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the "not white" streaks haha

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self-absorbed...

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so today was Hari Raya Haji and what did i do? i went with the folks to Ikea to get stuff for the new house.. spent hours there and just bought a lot of stuff. haha.. more to come.. lotsa work to be done.. i can't wait to move in.. i think we're moving in on Sat. mum's gonna call peeps to deliver stuff sooner than planned.. i can't wait!! the pool was callin my name!!!!

so then we went to the new place and stuff...

then, at night, went to paternal grandfolks place..

and now.. i'm just so darn tired...

Jaz baby is back! i like so freakin miss her! can't wait to see her tmr at sch!!

Ram is back too! he smsed me at 3am to tell me he's back.. and he called me just now. and he spoke to my mum who attempted to speak Bahasa Indon with him.. i can never do that.. so yea.. i think i do miss him.. a little. yea. ok!

alright................................................ i'm off!!!

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

sooooooooooo.. it was of coz another rainy day.. almost didn't wanna leave the house but i planned to meet Nora (who was actually someone i met from back when i was relief teachin. she was the eerrrr student and i was the errrr teacher) hahaha.. she's all grown up now.. lil 18 year old hahaha..

so yea.. my bro decided to come with me... first up, Heeren.. to get the nose pierced. i was a nervous wreck!!!! even after so much assurance that it won't hurt, i was like still like OMG! but i finally got it done and i'm happy and yes, it doesn't really hurt.. haha but i did tear coz of the nerve it hit or some shit like that.. yea.. my bro wanted to get it done but i think he got scared. haha he was next to me going "oh shit. oh god. ouch." blah blah. i was like SHUT UP man hahaa.. and i just went "FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK".. the impact was quite a shock la haha.. but i got it done.. like finally! hahaha

ok then.. off to LJS at Cine for some food.... then walked around.. Alfy met up with buddy, Ameer.. and i went to meet Nora..

Nora and i walked aimlessly and finally settled at Bakerzin at Paragon for dessert and coffee.. yummmm.. hehe.. she's all grown up now haha. she's goin back to Canada on Thurs.. so yea.. met up with her.. it was fun yea Nora? haha

then... Nora went off.. i went to meet the two guys.. went to arcade.. alamak! so long never enter one of those places man. i felt out of place but managed to play 2 games of Daytona haha.

then we just walked aimlessly again.. then decided to go back...

now.. im dead tired.. hari raya tmr.. bummerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... i can't wait to get the hair done on Wed.. i think it needs more trimming too..

okok! im off! ciao

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nora and i... hehe

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the guys doin the walking.. haha

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then the guys got to action!

| name fought for sanity @ 12:28 AM|

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the nose stud...

| name fought for sanity @ 12:23 AM|

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Saturday, January 07, 2006

so today was spent getting the hair done, watch dvds and surf for dance classes..

my hair is jet black and i trimmed the hair and i'm freakin happy bout it! white streaks would have to wait coz the lady at the saloon says my hair is now too black so even the strongest bleach won't turn it white.. i need to bleah it many times and that'll destroy my hair! so for now, i'll make do with black hair and i'm happy bout it.. hahaha..

i'm deciding on Jazz, Salsa or Hip Hop dance classes at Jitterbugs Singapore.. Hip Hop is confirmed and Jazz sounds awesome (especially Funk Jazz) and Salsa sounds sexy.. and they have Latin Fiestas!! awesommeeeee......... hehehehehe!!

i'm happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. here's some new hair photos. hiak hiak

| name fought for sanity @ 11:26 PM|

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all smilessss

| name fought for sanity @ 11:21 PM|

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muacks!

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black black

| name fought for sanity @ 11:19 PM|

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hiak hiak!

| name fought for sanity @ 11:18 PM|

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ohhh ohh weather.. the kind of weather to stay home, watch dvds, eat and sleep.. hehe.. i had a late night so i got up late.. had coffee, continued with Pride and Prejudice (awesome show)... and i just had my hair coloured jet black.. hiak hiak!

dad's coming back soon with food.... i'm starving... after that, i'm going to the saloon.. get a haircut and white streaks. hiak hiak! in crazy mode.... don't ask..

i have a long weekend.. no school on Monday and of coz Tuesday is a public holiday.

yesterday, after school, went to Holland Village to chill and gossip with the girls..

just got to hear from Ram that there's been a family emergency and shouldn't expect him back here today.. i wonder what's going on there.. hmmm...

ok..had a convo with Andre last night (the indon dude from Anugerah) and i just realised (again!) that he's pretty cute. haha..

ok.. i'm off now! ciao!

| name fought for sanity @ 3:42 PM|

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Thursday, January 05, 2006

ok.. i'm officially super freakin tired! and it's only the 3rd day of school.. this getting up early thing is taking its toll on me... but yea..

so today, school was again very DUH..nothing much bout that.. ct and i hung around at Clementi while i was waiting for Leo to get ready and meet me at Clementi station.. and yes.. i bought more stuff. hehe.. ok.. so yea.. met Leo and went to PS.. had lunch and then did the hp thing and then met his childhood friend, Nelly.. i've heard bout her so many times b4 in 6 years and i finally met her. he hasn't met her in ages too.. but yea.. anyway, i left them to have their "when we were little" conversations..

i was making my way back... smsing some close friends... bumped into a classmate...... and then found out Ting was on the way to Bugis so i decided to meet her.. we hung around till like almost 7.. then we made our way home..

i had my tom yam (which i requested mom to cook today) and then i found myself sleeping on the couch... till like 30 mins ago.. now, i'm so numb... so many things going on in my head..

MOS is having some RnB thing going on tonight.. Andrew sent me the sms bout it. Pol mentioned bout going but i'm just too dead tired and class tmr.. i don't think he's going anyway.. not tonight at least.. so yea..

not in the mood for anything more.. i know one thing for sure.. i'm NOT over him... and that's pissing me off......

| name fought for sanity @ 10:27 PM|

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And so...it's wed and only the second day of sch and i'm nearly almost broke.... all that going out, partying and shopping during the holidays... sheesh! and i thought starting school would help but NO! i've been shopping the past two days too... bummerrrrr!!!!! oh noooooooo....i need more money for shopppingggg.. vocal lessons starting again so yay to that!

ok so anyway, nothing much bout school.. it's very blah. lecturer mumbled too fast.. eventually got too lazy to even try to catch up.. and this accent. omg! but he's nice so i shall not complain too much..

after class, went to Clementi for lunch and then we're off to Paya Lebar.. shopped then to Orchard.. shopped and then chilled at TCC at cine (again!) and this time i had my Oreo Mocha Frappe.. ooo yea... and Shan (the dj AKA eye for a guy hottie) was sitting at the next table with this girl.. haha.... he is indeed quite an eye candy. and so i've bumped into Howard and the other chinese guy at Velvet Underground once and then at the show we did and i should say, Shan is the hottest.. hmmm .. ok whatever!

so after that, we went to Jurong for popiah and rojak.. and then off to Mandarin class.. class was just freakin hilarious. very active man today... hyper.. haha..journey was as always.. laughing and just getting embarassed! shit man CT and Sarah!

meeting Leo tmr after class.. gulp! for some hp plan thing......................

ok so i need to go to MOS like this weekend or the next.. i think i might ask Andrew or Pol or maybe Ram when he gets back.. but anyone wanna come along? more the merrier.. holler! ok....i'm off to revise class work.. i need to catch upppppp....

| name fought for sanity @ 12:34 AM|

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

And so, 3rd Jan... first day of last semester.. i can't believe it's already the 6th semester.. i'm graduating in July and i don't even wanna think of what's gonna happen after.. i'm gona enjoy this sem... Mr Murtiyoso is a good start to the semester.. Live up Indons! haha..

so yea... first day of school.. i realised that i'm physically and mentally unprepared.. i was running out of stationery (stationary?).. usually,i get ready b4 sem starts. i get all excited.. but this time, i guess i just had many other things going on. haha.. well... so after sch, Ct and i went to stock up the pens,foolscap and stuff like that.. Ting wasn't feeling too well and Jaz isn't back from India.. i miss her.. hope she gets back soon!!

So then, i got home and i just napped. i just got so tired. Helped Pol get some agents number.. and then i slept... i got up, barely ate dinner, had a video conversation with Ram in Dubai ( i saw Nick, his bro and he is hot! haha).. do i miss Ram? hmmmmmmmmmmm.... i don't know.. he said he missed me so i recipocrated. whether or not i meant it is a different story. so yea.. i'm sure he's bringing back lotsa stories.. and i can't wait to hear..hmmmmm. haha..

ok... i have a lot of school stuff to settle. my notes are all over the place. i need to get organised..

but before i forget, I wanna buy "The Book Of Answers"... i saw it at Kinokuniya with my cousin the other night but it was too bulky. if ever anyone sees a pocket sized one, let me know.. it'll come in handy if i need to make decisions. haha. i need something portable.. but of coz i'm gonna get the hard-covered one too. i'll get that real soon.. it's the best shit in the world! hahaha.. one random qn i asked myself was "who am i gonna marry in future?" haha.. and i flipped the book.. it said "u need more time to think"... freakin awesome! i need that book.. so yea! tell me if u know where to get the pocket-sized one..

ok.. i'm off!

| name fought for sanity @ 12:10 AM|

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

So, 2nd Jan, was alsmot unplanned but i ended up going out from noon till almost midnight... my legs are still aching from partying and after today, my whole body is aching so bad.. and worst thing?? i have freakin sch tmr! oh man! i'm still in holiday mood.. seriously..shit... and to think of it, i've not checked out MOS. im so depressed. damn crowd! haha. but yea.. i've planned to check it out real soon......

so anyway yea.. i'm glad i made plans with Ting and Al to hang out for a bit today coz when i got up in the morning, the house was empty. if i stayed home, i'll die of boredom!! hehe so yea.. i cleaned up the place as i promised mum i would.. then i got ready and off to Suntec for lunch.. met al and her camp mate, Marina. then met Ting and her sister at Marina Square food court.. highly recommended place.. food is bloody nice and reasonable! woohoo!

so then, we went to Candy Empire to stock up my Willy Wonka chocs! haha.. broke on chocs! but yea.. no regrets... hehe then.. we took a cab to Lucky Plaza and played pool.... i suck but it was fun laughing at myself!hehe.. then Ting left coz she had last min studying to do. i hung out with Al and Marina at Heeren.. then i left to meet Alfy and friends.. we had early dinner at Cine's LJS..

then, my cousin asked if i wanted to catch a movie.. and of coz im up to it. i had no plans anywayyyy.. so yea... when he came, i left alfy and friends. haha..

then... we walked around, he hate at Yoshinoya. i wish i was still hungry but no! damn! then.. we wanted to watch a movie but no good ones.. i mean.. the good ones i dont like.. and some i watch already so yea.. ended up at TCC.. with good drinks and cheese cake.. i sang him a bday song. he got so embarassed.. (ps: he turned 26! u freakin old fart!!!! haha).. i presented him with WIlly Wonka chocs.. those which u see in the movie.. he doesn't know they really existed.. hahaha .. i think many also don't la.. but they do! so yea!!!!!

left at bout 10.. took the train back... tired as heck and STILL PISSED THAT MY CAM WAS BEING A BITCH AND I DIDN'T MANAGE TO SNAP ANY PICS! FUCK! ok... daddy, time for a new cam......

ok.. i have class tmr.. term has begun.. and right now, i feel sick .. bleargghhh!

| name fought for sanity @ 12:33 AM|

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

Happy New Year to all! i'm not gonna bother with the damn resolutions coz every year, i make them, i forget what they are and i'm sure most of them are not accomplished so screw them. haha

and so last night was pretty awesome! i received a number of "happy new year" text msgs but the best has got to be Yayne's (the producer for the dating show).. it had something like "kick more asses in 2006. get laid more and earn more money".. or something like that. bloody cool. haha

ok sooo.. yea... last night was almost not planned. i had no clue as to what was going on till like 7pm.. i was out the whole day with the parents for "new house" shopping. got home at 6 plus hoping to catch my 40 winks but then, my mobile started ringinggggggg... so yea.. i ended up not sleeping.. got up, got ready and went to cousin's place. she got ready and her bf came by and then we're off! took the train to City Hall.. had late dinner at Funan's "tacobell +kfc+ pizza hut" place.. then we walked to the Esplanade... there was NO one counting down and the next thing we knew, there were beautiful lights from the river and then the fireworks! BLOODY GORGEOUS!! the crowd was crazy. it wasn't too bad.. Pol and his friends went to Insomnia.. wanted to join them but end up not going.

so then, we walked to Clarqe Quay hoping to get a cab there to head to Zouk.. but everyone started walking there.. bummer! we got some drinks and we managed to get a cab to Zouk.. by the time we got there, it was maybe like 1 or 1 plus.. we dancedddddddddd and dancedddddd.. i was soaked with sweat... my hair was wet. my make up was gone. i was dancing with random people. one turned out to be Ben Eio's friend. haha.. he was high.. i met weird guys who stalked me in the club.. it was weird but it was an experience.. i had an awesomee time!!!! i got up the platform and danced and danced.. woohoo.. my legs hurt as heck but oh yea! haha

at bout 4am, we decided to head for supperrr.. i wanted some coffeee...we had foodddd.. then we were walking aimlessly on the streets hoping to get a cab.. saw Ben Eio and friends running berserk on the pavements.. and he was like "i got picked up by a tranny! wtf! i'm scared!" hahaha.. he's gonna kill me for typing this i swear.. he laughed at me bout getting stalked and now.. hahaha.. kutu!

so yea.. my bro called and he was in town and he was like "how do i go home?" haha. i told him to take a cab. and so we got a cab ourselves and i called me bro and he was like "im on the bus. can u wait for me at the void deck if u get home first?". wtf! haha no way! so i got home at bout 5 plus.. and i totally passed out!!!!! oh yea! my bro got back like 10-15 mins later...

awesome night! thats all i can say.. i wish i took more pics... but yea.. my cam sucked. i couldnt get proper pics of the lights and fireworks but im sure most of u saw it.. so yea! HAPPY NEW YEAR! last day tmr b4 sch starts! i need to go do something.. but i don't know what! ok! ciao!!!

| name fought for sanity @ 9:12 PM|

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Late dinner before the partying..