Sunday, April 30, 2006

Wow. im in great emo state now... incredibly emo...have u ever felt that u can offer so much but yet u've not found the one to share it with? i have so much love to give.... i go out of my way for love.. i go crazy bout love.. i guess being single for almost 6 months now have been incredible really.. meeting people i never thought i'd get to meet. cute too i must say haha..but... the dates, the meetings.. will never meet up to what i can give.. someone whom i can share with... it's so scary to even think bout whether or not i'll ever find someone so perfect for me.. it's a scary thought.. i guess being attached for 6 years have made me all complacent bout love.. i never thought i had to search again... but now i'm back in the game of love... Love is the most important thing in my life... but for now, i have my family and my friends.... and i'm still searching for that one person...

then again, what if i meet this someone with hopes that he's the one but he end up not being the one.. and i end up getting hurt again. ouch! so i guess falling in love now is out of the qn.. i don't wanna get hurt..

a friend once told me "being ready to fall in love is all about being ready to get hurt"... so how can i get myseld into a relationship without having to worry if i'm gonna get hurt.. wow.. so intense.. considering im such a bimbo (like many people think i am!), this topic is too much for me. hahahahahahahha omg blonde moment.

oh sheesh. emo alert. im fuckin 23. wtf am i talking bout?! hahah Gemini in action now yo! split personalityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy............

| name fought for sanity @ 3:44 PM|

__________