Friday, September 30, 2005
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ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHOLE DAY AT SCHOOL DOING DAMN ASSIGNMENT!!! DONE!! IT IS FINALLY BLOODY DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEW!!
now, time to start studying.. arghh! this semester is full on man!! i don't know what to expect next semested! shit! buck up shirin!! wake up!!!!!
cant wait for tmr!!! after teaching, it's library and makansutra time with the bf!!!! i miss u smelly poo!!!!
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
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ok i'm so freakin busy with this damn stupid assignment ok!! but 'm gonna blog a little today. haha
after panicking over this stupid assignment last night, i ended up sleeping at 4am coz i was rushing thru some shit!!!!! i totally forgot that leo wanted to go to johor the next morning. so i had to wake up at 8 am!! omg! i whined so much!!! but yea. we went in to pump petrol yea.. then had breakfast cum lunch!!! then he went home to snore and i did the same! hahaha
spent the rest of the day either sleeping or thinking of this stupid assignment!!!! but yea.. i hope we can finalise this shit tmr!!!!
BTW, Anugerah 2005 ended today. i am justified coz the winner isn't just some "good-looking" cool guy who would have ended up winning due to his popularity but he's talented and he deserved it. well done Khairul Anwar :):):):):) and omg! the KRU GUY IS HOT! HOT!! WOOHOOOO!!!!! woohoooooooooooooooo hahahaha. shit!!!
ok im off!!!!!
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
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and soooo i got up pretty early today despite the fact that i have no classes today.. coz leo was gonna pick me up yay!! we're gonna hang out today b4 he goes for his judo coaching stuff...
he came by at 9 plus and we went to buy breakfast from nearby.. went to his place and ate and chilled the whole afternoon.. and napped till like 2.30pm. then he had to get ready for work..we left the house at 3.30pm and he wasn't concentrating on the road and ended up not taking the route to send me home. haha. he was running late so being an understanding gf, (ahem!), i told him to drop me at the nearest train station then. so he stopped me at bukit batok. haha i took the train home and dropped by the supermarket to get the stuff mum needed for dinner.
i got home at bout 4pm.. and mum made dinner.. this burger like thing. its so yummy but.... it was beef! ewww.. i didnt know. she tricked me ok! she said it was egg and i was like yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... and then i ate more only to realise it was beef. omg. i felt so sick! i hate red meat ok! haha.. oh wells.. that was dinner. didn't feel like eating anything else..
so yea.. i gotta do project now... bye!!!!!!!!! tmr morning, acoompanying leo to johor to pump petrol.. early morning.. means early night! ciaos peeps!
ps: looks like leo and i got kaki to go kl in dec. yay!!!! hiak hiak
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
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i keep thinking bout not having Leo around from Feb 06 onwards. i hate the feeling!!! after 6 years, i've became so dependent on him! what am i to do when he isn't around! everything's amiss! everything's gonna be different!!!!!! it always makes me sad... so sad.. so lost.. so confused..
we talk about it a lot... we know this is gonna work out. this relationship is strong enough to withstand anything BUT still!!! i need him!!! but i got to be strong! i must! and i will!!! but it's not easy................
on sat, we walked past the padang and saw the Starlight Cinema. i wanted to bring him there but i THOUGHT he wouldnt like it.. but i guessed i thought WRONG... and i feel like crap.. of coz he said "it's ok. it doesn't matter where we r for as long as we're together".. but nevertheless, if only i knew he would have liked to go for that.. i'm so dumb!
but yea.. these next few months, i would spend as much time as i can with him.. he's the greatest gift God sent down to me. i am blessed.. with an amazing family, a loving bf and the bestest friends ever! and with that, i'm contented..
but still.. i will miss u Leo...but i got to think of it this way... u will miss me too.. but hey! i'm here! i always will be.... forever and ever......... i mark ur words.. u know what they r :):):) wink wink..
I love u... all of u.. who loves me..
ps: test sucked today!!! stupid assignment is dued soon. fuck!!!!! and hafeez gloamour from manja wants to talk to me.. i wonder bout what. hmmmm.....
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Monday, September 26, 2005
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thanks yolene for this pic. this is supposed to be a bitchy pic but no one looked the part and i looke slutty. hahahaha..
today was boring!!! i miss leoooooooooooooo!!!!!! he started coaching judo today.. hehe i hope he had fun! i miss him!!!!!!!
tmr test.. never study.. don't care! hehehehehehe
TMR IS OUR ANNIVERSARY! YAY!! 5 YEARS 8 MONTHS AND I'M STILL CRAZY ABOUT YOU!! :):):) I LOVE U, LEO SETIONO!!!!!
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Got this from some blog..... so meaningfulFind a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep,
who calls you every night just to hear your voice,
who thinks you're perfect when everything is so imperfect,
who knows when you're crying on the inside- smiling on the outside.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
who kisses your hands- and not your lips first,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who guides you when you are lost,
who is not afraid to speak his mind and speak the truth.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
wait for the one who thinks the world of you,
who thinks you are everything,
who would give you everything he has,
who constantly has you on his mind,
In conclusion, i have the bestest bf in the world. although he always tells me i'm fat (which i am hehe), i know he loves me!!!!! and i love him tooooo!!!!!! hehehehe i missssssssss himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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ok! its 12.45am!!! and im really screwed!! assignment not done.. test not studied for!!!!! what the heck am i doing?!?!!??!!?
i spent my whole day at the bf's place.. played the piano, learned how to make sushi and Vietnamese roll and ate way too much sushi and the roll!!!!! hahhaha way way way too much!!!! but oh so yummyyy!!!
i came to realise that my bf makes me soooooooooooooo angry at times but it only takes 30 min for me to cool down and make things all ok... he makes me so angry but he always makes me love him more.... i love u baby and i'm sorry for all the stupid things i say and do. but u were at fault too ok!! so next time!!!! u kno what. haha
well, tmr, i have and i must finish up my part for the assignment and i have to study. fucking screwed i swear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i mde a discovery today. while surfing Jane's Mulitply page, i came to realise that there are almost 300 pics that i never knew existed!! more than a year later then i got to see them! shit!! i'm so slow siaaaaaaa!!! anyway, this is the link to the pics: http://rockin4life.multiply.com/photos/album/9
below are some!!!!!! hiak hiak!! there r more pics i know!!! gotta bug Christopher Michael Lee for moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! come back to Singapore lil kid!!!! i want picsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
ok off!
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thats me.. doing what i always do.. TALK
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omgggggggggg
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wth.... no comments
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hmm cant rememver what i was doing.. should be singing. haha
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babesss!
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all smiles!! errr ok except zad
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yup. thats what i do in front of the camera!
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HAHAHA no comment man! shit
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oh yay!!! haha
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these 3 errr.. i don't know what to say
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idols at hard rock. i think im dancing. if not, im squeezing my boobs!
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what a face shirin
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errrrrrr
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tired from dancing i think
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
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today was indeed a splendid day!!!!! hehehe.. i should really be in study mode by now but...... hehe
vocal class was awesome somehow. i had a lot of fun.. the songs they chose r really pleasant to the ears.. haha.. the lil girl chose Tong Hua!! like omg!! i freakin love that song. it makes me melt........ hehehe.. all the songs were nice. be it English or Mandarin songs.. really nice... hehe.. so we had a lot of fun. i just hope he class wamrs up to me more quickly coz i get uncomfortable at times when i feel like i'm talking alone. haha. but it was great anyhow.. hehe
after class, i met Leo!!! yay!!!!!!! oh how i missed him!!!!!we had an early dinner at Raffles City coz i was starving!!!! we then went shopping!! went to Peninsula, Funan and all around City Hall. it was just nice strolling with him.. talking and fooling and joking around and just having fun. i don't know but these past few weeks have been hectic and i've not spent much quality time with him so today was just great! and i bought a shirt.. and it's green! I THINK THATS MY NEW FAVE COLOUR! i've been eyeing on everything green!!! oh yay!! hahaha thats my dad's all time fave colour too hehe.. goodbye pink and black!!! here comes green!!
my bf wants to pick up Jazz on the piano. so we went to the Esplanade library and he paid for my year premium membership and we borrowed scores and concert dvds!!! we borrowed a jazz piano book and a rnb piano score book and Blue concert, Bruce Lee movie and a jazz concert dvd... haha.. with that, we plan to go there every single Saturday religiously :):):):):) hiak hiak! now i have every reason to have him for myself every Saturday! MINE! ALL MINE! MUAAHAHAHHAHAA! haha
tmr, i'm spending the day with the bf at his place!!! i can't wait!!!!!! i miss him already!!! but now i got to study! ihave a test on tues which i've not studied for and i have project dued soon! shitttttttttt!! SHIRIN!!!! BUCK UP BIATCH!!!! ok bye!
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Samuel and i at the dinner and dance! Thanks for the pic Samuel!! :):):):):):):)
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Friday, September 23, 2005
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So today was my friend, Emily's 21st Birthday!!! the 6 of us met up at Holland Village for lunch at Swensen before class. it was Emily's treat. so nice of her hehe.. it was such a great opportunity for the group to bond and get to know Emily and Yolene more..
as u can see from the pics below, we had a whole load of fun. we ate so much!!! we had so much food and dessert. like way too much!!! we played the number game and truth or dare.. and some were dared to do the craziest things. like omg!!!! yolene had so say "shut up" to a baby who was crying and had to ask the manager for his phone number and jaz had to dance on the chair.hahaha...
but it was a whole load of fun!!!! hehe
we were so full that we had to drag our asses to school.. class was boring. i wasn't playing attention. i was smsing most of the time.. bah! but yea.....
my bf will start his judo coaching next week. he has to coach everyday so we gotta plan when to meet and stuff. he planned the schedule with the coach so that we have time with each other. despite all the emotional roller coaster i put him thru, he remained patient and made me his priority.. i hate myself for always complaning and whining to him... i missed him so much.... and when he msged me saying he was gonna pick me up, i was freakin thrilleddddd!!!! coz i needed to see his face and tell him i'm sorry. and so i did.. and he made me feel so bad coz he is sooo sweet..he bought me food and talked about what our plans would be this holiday.. i like freakin love him. like omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!! he's at a bday party now... i miss him.... this sunday is all bout him :):):):):):) totally looking forward to itttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok...... thats it for today. i gotta start studying and doing my assignment... no time for delays but no mood as yet...bah!!
to sign off, Happy Birthday Emily and I Love U Leo! peace
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bus stop craze 1
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bus stop craze 2
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bus craze 1
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bus craze 2
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babes batch 1 haha
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babes batch 2
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oooooo haha
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formal? hehe
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informal haha
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group picccccc
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mango ice cream cake courtesy of Yolene
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group picccccc
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birthday ice cream courtesy of Swensen HV
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some weird dessert we had... but yummy anyway
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her white nipples r all over the place haha
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wth!!!!!
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Bday girl and flower balloon.. coutesy of Swensen HV
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jaz's dare to dance on the chair... like omgg!!! that auntie was staring!
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SHABEAR U ROCK!!!! i love this new layout! shabear did everything!! every single thing!!! i was sad when Al had to enlist... my site was stagnant!! but now, Shabear is here!!! yay!! this post is dedicated to u!!!!
i owe u a treat!! and this time it is for real ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :):):):):)
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
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HAPPY 47TH BIRTHDAY TO THE COOLEST DAD IN THE WORLD!!!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHE
ps: bf just called.. at photoshoot. so exciting!
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mini cornetto!!!!
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pic taking
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Candle blowingggg
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Greedy poppa!
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Today is the day my bf gets back his pink IC after more than 2 years without it.. RIGHT NOW, he's lying on my bed.. tired from camp.. last day in camp :)
Tonight, he's going for the photoshoot..
Today is also my Dad's 47th Bday...
I spent my whole day looking and printing pics.. i made my bf something..
i love him..
the following pics i name "WHILE U WERE SLEEPING"
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b4 i harrassed him....
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hehe
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why r u sleeping??
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cheeseee
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muackkksss
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cuddle up
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i love you
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My bf just sent me the pics from the dinner and parade.. here they r!!!!!! :):):):):):):)
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Leo and i with Henry, his bro and my bro, Alfy..
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Leo and Dino
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heheh guys in uniform.. i likeeeeeeee
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My Commando, Leo Setiono.. 1st row, second from left haha
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emma and i
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post dinner..
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group pic..some of them i don't know who haha
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at the dinner table..
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b4 dinner.. me, my bf leo, prabu, jon and his gf pam
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
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and so class today was as usual, monotonous... im glad it was the last lesson for the module! oh goody!!!!
after lunch, we had a group discussion. we assigned work in hope to acclerate the progress. this project hella sucks!
had to rush to dental appointment after that... i was like 10 mins late and my dentist was the only one left there... he was always overoworked.. today, i realised something.. that my dentist is really charming.. young, gentle, soft-spoken and mysterious.. haha... he's pretty intruiging...nuff said haha
going home during peak hours sucked asssssssss ok!! my nose was almost flat on the train door.. what a bummerr!!
when i got home, i died again.. after dinner, i died.. i died on the sofa... at the newly painted living room. i like totally love the coulour.. lime green.. good choice mum! haha.. so bright. so cheerful! but i'm still sleepy!!
the bf is home. im gonna bug him for picss yay!!
meanwhile, enjoy the cam whoring below :)
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sitti is very greedy
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errrrrrrrrrr scandal by the fire alarm
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beyatches!
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all smiles nowwww
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yes we r veryyyyyy studious yo!
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Feeling Japanese??
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oo lala!
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oh yea! green m&ms!
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the bestest group in the world!!!!! haha
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
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and so the much anticipated test is freakin over!!!! like omg!! i feel like a bird!! so freeeeeeeeeee... but not for long... bah!
so my friends and i went for a mini shopping trip just now. i shopped for my bf more than i did for myself.. im so proud of myself somehow.. haha. but it was certainly called retail therapy.
so yea..the commando bear i assumed he got for free was actually really a present from him. i took a pic of it and put it as my msn disaply pic. his friend msged me "hey so i see u got the $33 bear?".. hahaha.. what a giveaway.. when i told my bf, he was like "what?! how did u even find out?" haha.. he really can't hide. somehow, i will know or find out.. which brings me to an eerie yet funny story today..
i bought t-shirts for my bf yea so i called him and said "hey i bought u stuff".. and somehow, he guessed what i bought, where i bought it from and how it looked like. freakin shit! jaz freaked out! hiak hiak..
i got home today and i just "died".. i couldnt open my eyes.. i sleptt.. i missed 15 mins of shooting stars! sorry oli!!! lucky ting msged me and woke me up. i'm still very tired.................
another long day tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......................class, project and dental appointment at 5pm..boohooo!!!! peak hours sucks!
i miss Leo Setiono... i found myself scribbling his name on my test paper this morning... i'm lovesick... all over again... like 6 years ago....... ahhh wink wink
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Monday, September 19, 2005
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today was my bf's ord parade! i love parades ok!!!! so exciting!!! i was looking forward to the slow march!!! awesome!! hahaha.. took pics again but it's in his mum's cam. i will get it once he books out as a operational ready/civilian once againg hehehe..on thurs.. so u gotta wait. i will also upload dinner and dance pics..
i got home at bout 11pm. i have a test tmr! so doomed! ok blog tmr. study now! see yaaaaa...
below r some pics of me and a teddy Commando my bf gave me.. so cuteeeeeeeee man!!!! i love u baby!! mucho mucho mucho!
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haha beret wont fit!
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A miniature of Leo, the Commando. haha.. freakin cute! thanks baby! i love itttttttt
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
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Despite the blardy test that we're having on Tues (10 bloody topics), i am not worried as yet coz i've had so much excitement the past few days. poor heart of mine.. almost got anxiety attacks!
so thurs was a day off from school. my bf and i met to get a shirt for the dnd. he hates having to put on stuff like that but i had to force him. i gave him some space to breathe though coz i allowed him to wear jeans only if he agrees to put on the blazer. so yea.. he did.. we bought a shirt and then spent the whole day at his place. we had KFC for dinner at home. coleslaw was gross.. my bf didn't realise it until i said something. by then he ate too much already. resulted in vomitting and world spinning. weak weak stomach! hehe. but he was better later.. he sent me home and then had to book in to camp.
on fri, i skipped class coz if i went, i won't have time to get ready for dnd. i was like blardy exctied the whole day! i wanted to nap but i just couldn't put my mind to rest. omg! my bf came back home at bout 4pm.. got ready and planned to pick me up at 6.30pm.
so i started to get ready at 5pm. kiasu ah! but yea.. mum did my make up and hair and all. thick shit i swear. but ah wells..
the bf was late as always (i expected) hehe.. but he called me later and asked me to come down coz he was reaching! ya right! i stood by the roadside looking overly made up. cars slowed down and looked at me. i felt like a prostitute sia. the guys at the basketball court didn't make it any easier on me. i felt like an alien. mum was looking down laughing at me. so i called her and asked her what she's laughing at! like omg! finally my bf came i was like damn furious and all he could do was laugh when i told him i felt like a prostitute. he said "haha like at changi village. all the transvestite" how dare he?! haha but quite funny also ah.
so we made our way to Furama Riverfront Hotel. hotel lobby was filled with army guys and their dates. it was like damn exciting. had small talks.. i'm very bad with names so i can't rem 90% of their names. we headed for one of the function rooms and our table consisted of my bf's close buddies and their mates. it's good coz i know all of them pretty well.. except their dates.. some i've never seen b4. not even their gfs. so yea.. it was fun. met a few new people like Emma and Christine.
Dinner was normal. i never liked course dinners coz i never understand why they serve us the rice or noodle at the end of the course. it's like swallowing coffee beans, sugar and water and mixing them up in ur system. ah wells..
but entertainment was alright. had some transvestite from Boom Boom Room to do stand up comedy. hilarious coz it was all about sex sex sex and of coz him/her. eg.Girls, why r u still virgins? what u waiting for? Long service award ah??? and the difference bet. girls and me is that i have nuts, the don't. like omg! but fun fun.
it was awesome coz it's not always u see male bonding in this way. they took so many photos. they were rowdy, noisy and freakin drunk. funny antics.
it sucks that i had to go home coz they planned to go clubbing and i can't coz it'll be too late. i have to work the next day and if i went, i'll reach home at 6am, which they did. i can't afford to slack. it's my new class.. i had to prepare. so i had to go home. got home at bout 12.30am. studied a little.. feelin guilty. hehe the bf went clubbing with mates.. i'm glad i didn't go. i don't fancy clubbing really. so noisy, smoky and smelly. ewww..and getting home at wee hrs.. not my kind of thing really..
but anyway, new class was alright. 1st lesson is dry.... planned to meet the bf but i finished earlier today and he was still at home. so i decided to just head home. i was starvinggggggggggggg...
so yea.. i will upload pics when i actually get them from my bf and his friends.. so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... great weekend so far... got to study though. sucky!!!!
Monday is my bf's ORD parade.. goodbye to Hendon Camp.... i'm going to the parade.. i can't wait also. i have this thing for parades ah.esp guys in uniform. hot hot hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nuff said!
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b4 dinner..
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
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my brains r so fried!!! during class, the lame ass lecturer decided to act all fierce and strict and gave us like a mock test or whatever u call it. i did read the topic the night b4 but i cant rem the bloody formulas so i ended up going HUH!? but yea.. nevertheless, managed to peek into lecture notes and attempted. he ended up discussing the answers anyway.. so what the?!?! a handful of them didn't turn up coz of this. just shows this lecturer is like freakin weird. he scared the shit out of people man.. gosh!
after the monotonous lecture, we had lunch and then we had our group discussion till lik 5.30pm.. thats like damn tiring man. we managed to get most stuff done.. but still a lot to do! we're gonna have to out that on hold first though.. there's a major test next tues and im like so way back in revision. so doomeddddddd!!!
this sem is really a killer and i don't wanna have to think bout the next sem.. i just wanna get this sem over and done with!!
i need to like go shopping so badly!! i can't wait for exams to end.
i have to teach on Sat! i'm a little nervous coz it's a new class!!! OMG! but yea..........
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
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i have like a million things to do but decided to give a short update. i've been getting cravings lately. it always happens when my period is coming but somehow, my cravings is out of control this time round. On Sunday, i was craving to eat some kind of fish. i don't know what it is called but it's got lotsa bones but oh so tasty. so my parents and i went grocery shopping in the morning and went to the mkt to get the fish. we bought like almost 2 trolley full of stuff but not the fish! they didn't have the fish. oh crap! but i had another craving. chilli crab! so we bought crabs and mummy cooked chilli crab.. oh yummyyyy!!!
spent the whole day slacking at home!!! yay!!
yesterday, after school, i bought lunch for my bf and i and he picked me up form school. he sent me home at bout 4.30pm and it rained so heavily. it was almost floodingggggg!!!!!
today! i had a craving again! since 10am! i craved for the school's fish and chips and so i waited patiently for lunch time! and i had yay fish and chips! never tasted so good!! haha.. on the way home, i craved for bubble tea but i was too full so i didn't get it. ii will tmr though!!!!!!
so yea.. i've been getting calls from this number.. i thought it was my friend la whom i'm trying to avoid.. this person have been calling me non-stop since last week ok! so today, that number appeared again when i was on my way home. so i realised i can't run away la. i picked it up and boy was i glad i did!!!!! it was the lady from Female Mag looking for my bf for the photoshoot for the 50 Most Gorgeous People! like omg! they have been trying to get hold of me. so stupid!!!! so i apologised profusely and called my bf immediately to call her back to confirm the photoshooot slot. my bf didn't want to!!! so i screamed at him.. talked some sense into him and he finally agreed yay! his photoshoot slot is on his ORD date, 22nd sept! yay!!
ok off!
| name fought for sanity @ 8:23 PM|
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Monday, September 12, 2005
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HAHAHAHA MONKEYSSS!!!! i came across this pic and i realise we all have funny expressions. i look like a monkey!
| name fought for sanity @ 1:42 AM|
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
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my body's aching and i'm feeling ridiculously insecure tonight..i read an e-mail and it snapped me back to reality.. i'm insecure, i'm afraid and i'm so lost. if only i can see the future.. i hate the uncertainties.. i hate unpredictability of the future.. i wanna know what the future will be... only then would i not be insecure.. till then, i'll just live in this unsecure world...
| name fought for sanity @ 11:44 PM|
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My Fave Person In The World, MUMMY!
| name fought for sanity @ 11:26 PM|
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My Fave Thing To Do.... EAT!!!!!
| name fought for sanity @ 11:25 PM|
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
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Today was massive funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!! spent most of the day at Bishan Park II for my Dad's comany, DNV Family Day Out.. it was fun coz there were so many like spotting people who r like so much fun!!the Norwegian bosses r so cool! my dad's collegues are all so fun to goof around with. like they're so young at heart. so awesome! the day started with aerobics. haha and surprisingly, everyone joined it. even the events coordinator thought that in the history of his work,he's never seen such awesome participation.we played water bombs and stuff. and like telematches and it's been such along time since i played tug -of- war! soo fun!!! and our group was the champion out of 6 groups. so uber cool!!!!the girls also played captain's ball and the guys played soccer. we didnt wanna be competitive but ended up playing so rough! haha
its crazy that there's so many Norwegian guys who r married to Asian women and they produce the cutest babies ever! the kids were everywhere and they're so adorable omg! the pic below is an example. she's so adorbale. i've known her parents since i was young and i've not seen them for ages. they never had a child until much later so they used to like come to our house and buy me and brother presents.. i never forgot them. Dad's Noerwegian and mum's Taiwanese.. awesome! and she is just omg so cuteeeeeeeee!!!! the heat was a killer though..
the food was gd, the company was awesome! i had a freakin awesome day!!! i'm like a happy lil girl. we had our own funfair. with those game stalls and popcorns and candy floss. and a stall with air brush tattoo which i planned to get but i was so involved in the activities, i forgot haha.. my body aches now coz i played too much. when i got home, i showered and i slept! hahahaha.. i was freakin tired yo!! but no regrets. i had the bestest time yo!!!!
but i miss my bf!! hehehe.. i shall see him on Monday! love u baby!!!
| name fought for sanity @ 10:56 PM|
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captain's ball yo! u can't miss me. i have red boots on! haha
| name fought for sanity @ 10:53 PM|
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oh yea.. im so engrossed!!
| name fought for sanity @ 10:51 PM|
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oh cutie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
| name fought for sanity @ 10:43 PM|
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Friday, September 09, 2005
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this pic of my friend, Byron and his mates is so inspirational.. such a happy moment... happy is an understatement.. summer is sure fun there!
| name fought for sanity @ 11:56 PM|
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i've been pushed aside coz my baby has his ps2!!! he played last night and lost track of time and played till 6am! and he played today too and so i didn't get to him much.. hmmmm.. well, i should not get jealous over a stupid machine so hahaha.. i'm not really bothered.. so i spent almost the whole day at school and did a lil shopping after school yay!
sorta lookin forward to tmr's family day. i just love meeting people i guess.. hehe
oh ya.. i got a lil carried away with uploading photos on friendster that i uploaded 50 pics each on both accounts.. crazy shiet yo.
i started playing myspace.com again which sorta sucks really. coz most of them are foreigners and even so, only random people i dont know add me up. so that sorta sucks.. only the cute guys r fun to look at haha.
well... i gtg. nothing much today.. the pic below sums up the day.. it says "oh wells. it could have been a better day but...."
| name fought for sanity @ 11:30 PM|
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ah wellsss.....
| name fought for sanity @ 11:05 PM|
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
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Daddy has been awesome coz he has provided so much desperately needed info for my group project.. initially, we were freakin clueless!! Lecturer Nageb cleared things up a little.. but Dad was giving overwhelming info to me just now. i totally understand what we're supposed to do. such bliss!
i gotta start getting all bookworm nerdy.. its a thought. i've not as yet put any action to it. so much to do.. so freakin little time..
tmr, group meeting before afternoon class... prolly meet darling Al for dinner for her b-day.. no plans as yet coz Ting fell sick.. she vanished somehow..
i saw Jon Jonsson today... i'm sure many of u did too. i wanted to come up to him and tell him how gorgeous he is.. i wanted to squeeze him and kiss his delicious looking cheeks or lips haha... if only i could serenade him with "God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You"...all that was impossible.. coz eventhough i did see him...i only saw him on TV...amongst the Villa Wellness ladies.. such unfairness!!!
i have so much to do.. im so lazy! im looking forward to my bf's ORD dinner and dance next Friday.. if only i was not so lazy for the past few months and worked out more.. i would look nicer in the dress...haha.. ah wells...
This sat, i'm spending it with the Family and yet another Family Day at Bishan Park. oh so many things organised.. gonna meet so many people.. yay!
| name fought for sanity @ 10:10 PM|
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nerd alertttttttttt!
| name fought for sanity @ 10:03 PM|
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
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i'm comin down with the flu... oh brother! i sneezed so much in class today.. Ting is probably already sick... hmmmm... nothing much yesterday.. it was school mostly.. today, after school, i went to my bf's place.. finally! some time with him.. it's been some time since i had some time off school to meet him...and yea... it was nice.. i bought lunch and stuff.. we had lunch together and i helped his mum cook dinner.. and yes.. jap food. hehe yummmyyyy... we had cherokee or something.. salmon and potato thingy with this jap sauce thing. iono the names but yummy!! i'm home now and i stink! im gonna rest.. no class tmr! such bliss!!!!!
being the cam whore.. i decided to take a pic of me sneezing.. politely.. i don't usually cover my mouth.. hahaha not when the sneeze comes too suddenly! hiak
| name fought for sanity @ 10:57 PM|
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AHH--CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
| name fought for sanity @ 10:51 PM|
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
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oh?
| name fought for sanity @ 9:14 PM|
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bugger
| name fought for sanity @ 9:13 PM|
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| name fought for sanity @ 9:13 PM|
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hiak
| name fought for sanity @ 9:12 PM|
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bah
| name fought for sanity @ 9:11 PM|
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camwhore
| name fought for sanity @ 9:07 PM|
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Monday, September 05, 2005
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oh man.. Sat was the last lesson with the first beginner's class.. i'm gonna missssssss these amazing people man!! we'll keep in touch. i hope to see them in the intermediate classes too.. they grew on me.. i like them a lot!! me will miss them!!! Esther, the youngest participant, gave us chocolates.. how sweet!!!!! :):)::::):):):)::):):) me happy!!!!
after class, i met my bf at Bugis and we went to Sim Lim to get his ps2 modified. so much for buying in the States.. bah! now, he has it modified and he's playing it so much.. we had dinner and i ate so much coz i was starving really!!
i got home and was supposed to study but was so lazy.. read a bit and slept!!!!
Sunday was spent at home! sucka! all coz i have a testttttt the next day, today la.... i studied.. sort of at least...
test today was alright.. mcq sucked though. i hope i pull thru. im happy coz less studying for now.. the next test is like on the 20th or something.. that can wait a while.......... exam schedule is out. not gd not gd!! not enough breaks in between papers.. only 1 day break or something! shit asssssssssssssssssss
after sch, we had lunch as a group and had group discussion. it was so much fun coz it consisted of so mcuh bitching.. omg!! so so much.. and so much laughing and farting and burping and everything else..
after school, walked at Clementi.. happy and glad that tests madness is over for a little...
my ear is getting better each day. i'm regaining my hearing.. just give it a few more days! yay!!
| name fought for sanity @ 11:50 PM|
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Friday, September 02, 2005
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hey.. this week was somehow freakin hectic.. it's taking it's toll on my body.. i get soo tired... yesterday, 1st sept, i spent it at the bf's place.. i was studying for a lil bit but i was feelin really stuffed up.. coz of my ear... my bf helped clear it up a lil bit.. lotsa dead skin.. sigh.. got home at bout 11pm... studied a lik bit more b4 i forced myself to sleep.. with the help of a very drowsy drug i was prescribed...
this morning, i had to wake up at 5.15am.. i went back to Assumption English School.. for the Teacher's Day Celebration.. somehow, AES decided to have the celebration today.. instead of the eve.. i knew bout it coz my bro's from the sch la.. anyway, a few of my friends came too.. Zeeze, Pei Sze, Jerry, Idhafi and later Enrique.. it was fun coz we got all nostalgic.. it's been 6 years! it's really surprising that some of the teachers still remember us.. haha..so, a really great teacher managed to get us into a room where the teachers were having breakfast before the celebration.. managed to see some of the familiar faces... manye new and young teachers though.. was told that the turnover is pretty big.. so yea.. we were like standing around when some of the teachers suggested i sang! like omg! then the new principal came and introduced himself to me and requested that i sing during the celebration as a surprise item.. how can i reject that? haha.. so yea.. although i had to sing acapella, i did it...i sand Wind Beneath My Wings... a comman teachers day song... it turned out well i suppose.. given the pretty bad PA system.. haha.. my bro and his friends also gave a performance.. all on video.. u wanna see? ask me yea :).. so yea.. this mornin was indeed memorable...
planned to have lunch with friends.. it was 11am.. they planned to to go Lot 1.. being the paranoid self before a test, i decided that i shouldn't join them. it was a bit too rushing for me really. and i needed some last min reading.. so i decided to just lunch in sch.. but Sitti and Ting was planning to meet at Clementi for lunch so i joined them.. it was really near sch... we had lunch and we studied.. test sucked ass.. it was tough and some qns which wasns't supposed to be tested came out.. everyone got pissed.. came to a realisation.. things r getting way too tough.. less play now.. i gotta buck up..
when i got home at bout 6 plus, i was soooooooooooo tired... from the lack of sleep and stress... i had dinner and i slept... from 7 plus till 11pm.. i got up coz i realised i've not washed up.. sigh.. so yea... i think i'm gonna go back to bed.. i gotta work tmr.. might meet the bf tmr for a lil bit..i think i'm gonna study now... sleep later.. i have another test on Monday which i've not studied for... sigh... stressss.... not really looking forward to the study weekend.. bah!
next week, time to put some shit hard work towards our assignment.. it's never ending.. i'm feeling lethargic just thinkin bout it.....
aight... bye
| name fought for sanity @ 11:31 PM|
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
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i wish spiderman would leave my head alone.. my whole head.. including nose, ears, throat, brain.. all clogged up... have to take medication to clear up.... i feel that i have spider webs in my head!! leave me alone, u sexy man in leotard/body suit?!
i was given nose drop.. i don't know how to use it... my nostrils won't accept it.. i don't like it... ear drops r soothing.. my ears r aching.. i'm feelin so sickkk.....
i need to see my bf tmr. i've been so busy with sch.. i didn't spend time with him.. although i have a test on fri, i'm still gonna go to his place. i shall study at his place.. i must.. stressed up.. time check is 3.15am.. time to doze off.. nights
| name fought for sanity @ 3:16 AM|
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